Sometimes, not all intentional plans can lead to success.
I am quite upset with myself.

I can see myself learning as years go by, I see myself leveling up with life.
But there are times that I get attached to the things I'm doing and when its time to let go, I can't.

Once I learnt to let go, I see myself engaging in new interests.
When the newly engaged plan don't go my way, I get so tensed up.

And then I'm just lost again.

I need to be stronger.

School is another thing that I want it done.
I'm so displeased with my progress.
Why am I so slow.
So old already.
Why can't I just get it together.
The fact that I'm slower than those younger ones has the possibility of me settling down at a stable career later than them.
My pride.

Seriously, I can't contain myself.
Just get it together Huichuen.