Find Rest My Soul, In Christ Alone.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 9:32 PM

Rubbish talk craps prawns fishes.

My patience has its limit. (haha)

Saw it on facebook!

Actually used it as my profile pic in fb, then now my profile pic is with my dmm.

Took it during camp!

Pigged out last night!

I ate alot of sushi, my sister brought home those sushi and she said she didn't want to eat so in the end........I finished it! HAHA

I don't want to say this but this morning I went in and out of the toilet, probably because of last night's sushi, funfair to the max! HAHEHAHE

Thank God that I wasn't down with diarrhoea just now, most irritating is that I forgot to bring my planning book along when I went out! How important it is, I wrote all the points inside then at last, I forgot to bring! LOL, luckily I manage to recall what I wrote inside.

I think life's getting boring without my hamsters, sigh I really want them back!

I keep forgetting their absences and literally walk up to their cages then realise they died.

Trying hard to forget them, I'm hinting my sister to buy new hamsters, hahahaha and her answer wasn't what I wanted! She's a clown, this morning she passed me alot packets of strepsils and told me to chew on them, hahaha random.

Sister came back home yesterday to share her grandmother story with me, she said she saw a guy who was peeping her and her friend, then for the very second time that uncle walked up to her and she didn't know it was him, then the uncle asked for her favor to light up a cigar for him, then he told my sis "You don't mind? I was the one peeping at you two that time." My sister nearly bashed him up LOL then her friend pulled her back. This is scary, that uncle is an ultimate stalker and please make sure he stays away from me, my family and my friends. I think he needs some time to reflect on his lifeless life, pathetically, well.

I pray pray pray pray pray hard that my handphone bill won't arrive! Best is that the mobile company will be down with problem then don't need to generate my bill, like the expenses etc. Every month I have to worry over this, but in the end it comes out to be fine, well thank God.

Finally like finally, I got mooncakes in my house!!

Can't wait to cut them and celebrate the festival! I CAN'T WAIT!

p.s: When's lantern festival?

HAHAHA sian sian sian!

Something's wrong with my mental calendar!

Wenxin, I decided to spam mac after celebrating lantern festival, HAHA.

This is the time when we can pig out and stay longer together, once in a while.

And I don't think I can gobble up so many salty fries and oily nuggets/mcwing/mchicken/mcspicy or whatever! So the conclusion is that I decided not to spam mac, HAHA funfair.

Anyway today went to meet ivy, gladys came along like LOL.

WHOO, so happy for ivy!

Then hilda waited for me, I asked her to wait for me in a joking manner, then she really waited for me, so good LOL made me so ....paiseh plus shy only, HAHA actually is guilty, LOL

Went up to the lift there then keep laughing for nothing? HAHA.

After that went home.

October is when? Tomorrow?

I am so excited! I am so going to pig out this month due to lantern's festival and mother's birthday, going to shokudo restaurant with sister and mother, can't wait for that moment when I don't have to settle for my own meal, HAHA, maybe to sing ktv after that with them, hmm I can't win them in singing, my family members are gifted in musical talent and I'm called the lousiest one, HAHEHEHA.

ANALOGY (did this out of extreme boredom)

Let me explain why they are so gifted.

Oh no, oh man, oh gosh, oh lao tian ye, the guitar's out of tune!!

Knock knock knock, I'm knocking on daddy's door, and I ask if he's willing to tune the guitar for me. He then help me to tune it, continue practice on my guitar, oh man whats this chords it looks so like spaghetti, nevermind shall wait for sister to come back to show me by example. "Eh jiejie, let's sing songs"! "Aiya juan, I think you have to work on your falsetto and your catching of the rhythm, sing with more groove come on your singing sucks!" Groaned at her, nevermind she spoiled my mood, shall watch tv with my mother, oh she's watching a singing competition for the golden ages people. "Mama you look at that auntie, HAHAHA she very cute neh!" I exclaimed. "I think she needs to project her voice better" she commented and demonstrated it.

God I pray for my family that you will keep them lively and talkative, although inner conflicts is living in us now but I want to lift this imperfect family up to your hands that although I am imperfect, I can still rely on your given strength and by your grace, we can do all things, in Jesus' almighty name I pray, Amen.

okay nothing to say here already,

bye.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 10:12 PM

Bring The Rain

Bring the Rain- Mercyme

I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You
Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It's never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you, oh Lord
My only shelter from the storm
But instead I draw closer through these times
So I pray

Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain

I am Yours regardless of
The dark clouds that may loom above
Because You are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me
By suffering Your destiny
So tell me what's a little rain
So I pray

Holy, holy, holy
Is the Lord God Almighty

Good old song, I have a good shelter.

Peace be with me, we should put down the things that are hindering us and make time to seek the Ultimate. I need peace in my life!

I don't afraid if I go through down times, I am prepared for the rain, because there is only one shelter in my life. I am therefore assured and content.

Stupidest joke/quote.

I am nobody, nobody is perfect, therefore I am perfect -unknown

HAHA, so not realistic.

I missed them, badly.
I want a time machine, I want to twist back to the times I didn't have to carry so much problems and enjoy myself with them. But even though in reality I can't, I shall not be disheartened. I still prefer my life now, at least I feel that I'm not doing something aimlessly :)

Bye!

Monday, September 28, 2009, 11:01 PM

Time and Money

Don't kill me!! HAHAHA

I know you believe that time and money is important in this world, you can't survive without money and you need to rush in time every now and then. Time is running fast to me lately, I can't catch up with time, if only I could learn time management but I think its not about learning or something, its about our principles in life. Punctuality is pretty important, it isn't good to let others to wait for you right, I mean I am not trying to indirectly commenting about someone but I spent my time on something great today! I realised that I had let go of my precious time and money for something great!

Went to jp to accomplish my task, it was tedious but I have great people around me to play with! Went to jp park with sihui and eugene then sihui's father fetched us home. Took photos on his father's car, hahehahe.

Really funfair on uncle's car, there wasn't much red lights lor!! We waited for the light to turn red so we can take a nice picture and it ended up all not that nice, hahaha at least we had taken some photos! HAHEHAHE.

I have an uncle who worked with her father before, then sihui asked her dad if he knows my uncle, but he responded like he never seen my uncle before, super funfair plus funny lol! I totally sian diao, rofl. I went home to have my dinner, super full to the max, then started doing stuffs from 8 plus till just now, wow.

Photos taken on last Saturday, 26/09

I think that's all.

This morning my pimple bleed like a running tap, I didn't know it was bleeding until I saw the stains on the tissue paper. HAHA, then called out for my mama!! She used the herbal oil with the cotton bud, then she pointed it directly into my pimple and pressed it, WALAO LIKE ELECTRIC CURRENT FLOWED THROUGH! SUPER PAIN TO THE MAX, of course I shouted ouchhh! Then she said another time then okay, I bear with it then begged her to stop, wanna try try see see? First time ever so pain, hahaha great experience.

After enduring the pain, I feel that its getting better, hmm.

Watched tv, wah the show nice really! But I don't know what show is that, LOL.

shall stop here, I'm bored!

bye.

Sunday, September 27, 2009, 9:25 PM

难忘

想要放开，又觉得很难。当我一个人度过是，我会和他们一起玩，虽然我每次被他们攻击，可是我好疼爱他们。一只走了，另外一只也更这去世了。我每一次都会更他们说话，把他们当作是我的家人使得，什么都说。我知道我是满白痴的，可是当我更他们说话时，至少他们能感觉到我的陪伴。真的好现实哦，他们两个终究是要和彼此在一起，我不晓得他们没有像人一样有思想，所以我也没有像这样多。只是我的日子会显得很无聊，除非我姐姐愿意在养宠物可是我们必须要知道养宠物的开销是很大的。不管他在养多少只，我不会忘记他们，养过了很多只可是我敢说我真的放了很多心思在他们的身上。

我不想用英文来沟通，因为我原本不是从英文家出生的。我也可以说我的华文不这么流利。真搞不懂有些父母们，明知道自己的英文很不到那种专业水准，还敢用那种烂英文来更自己的孩子沟通。我不知道你们这们想，可是你知道语言是个很重要的科目，如果这也做不好，将来长大会更难打好基础的。我觉得我的华文退步许多，也是蛮没脸见人，在我家人当中我永远是最笨，长不大的一个人，反震我自己不认同！

今天是星期天，也是许多店的休息天，我需要办好一件事，于是我匆匆忙忙的去了一间店，那间店买的东西全部都有特别促销，平均每样物品才一块钱。我一直在找我要的东西，终于买下了他们，希望我可以找到另外一样就可以完成我的计划了。我不想说，可是我看到了好多印度人，外来劳工，我就开始打喷嚏，好烦感哦，我并不看不起他们，可是那瞬间我好辛苦。

我看到我的小学朋友，但他们并不人的我，我像是应为我没戴眼镜的关系。我也没忘了她这么对我，我辈欺负应为他，这是个很难忘的回忆，就像我很不想做的梦。

好吧，就到这里，利用华文来传达我的心是好难得一见事。希望我能考试及格，已经很久很久我没有写字了，我想我也忘了七七八八，哎哟！

Friday, September 25, 2009, 9:48 PM

Rotting

Today stayed at home the whole day! I can't imagine that, but this is a fact!

Due to yesterday's incident, I'm commanded to stay at home today, like kind of pissed but nevermind.

House is getting more quieter without the presence of him, I have no one to play with.

Played badminton with the laojiangs yesterday at nanyang cc, went home after that.

I've no idea why I can still dream with my eyes open in the middle of the night, hahahaha this is scary to me.

The book of Deuteronomy, click to see bigger (I specially love chapter 13&14)

Reminiscence, last's year christmas with Huaiqian @ Shannon's house.

Now is like going to christmas again.

Time don't wait for us, this is too singlish hahaha.

Nothing to say here already, bye bye

时间过得很快，想到去年和她共同的日子，好想念她哦。

我们一起玩，一起吃苦和一起笑，现在的我和现在的她已变成了两个世界的人。

好想她，我的好朋友。

我也希望她没有忘记我。

Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 11:18 PM

Wild Wild Wet

Went to wild wild wet today.

Before that went over to jp ljs and meet regina!

Saw Quansheng's cousin, Amanda who is also my friend, haha!

Then saw Yeetat's friend, Glenn on the train. HAHA

Finally we got to play the skyrider today, wah it was super fun to the max, not scary at all just kind of stress when you sit on it. Played ularlah for many times and went down to the lazy pool and tsunami, super shiok to the max as today totally no people, there is but not really much that we have to queue up to play the ularlah! We played till the time when everyone is cleared, haha then bathed! Ate justacia, wah super hungry to the max!

Saw mascots so we took picture with them, they're cute!! SO CUTE!

Justacia!

With panda aka sihui.

Me, Dora and Panda.

Dmm team aka cg!

Stupid face, HAHAHA!

Stupid flash, hehehaha.

This is nice?

Speechless, bohahaha.

I don't like blogger's function, I think it's lousy, they need to improve and upgrade like facebook, you can use java to upload faster! ROAR!

Haha, I'm excited!

Bye!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 9:04 PM

The people around me

Woke up this morning and had a heavy breakfast.

Mum cooked for the breakfast. she said she wants to save up money.

I do agree sometimes she is stingy, hahahehe!

Not only I said that, my sister also shares the same point of view.

No matter how many weaknesses my family members have including myself, I think God created us to be weak, not strong, weak in a way that we are not perfect. If we have too many strengths over weaknesses, we will tend to be prideful, and of course we can't overtake God. Hahehaheha.

Act yi ge shy you mei you wor.

Kan kan kan zhe bian!

Act yi ge cute

Nurul Gekfiah Bt Kimnokuniya (HAHAHA this is fictional, she's my dear sister in christ, gekkim)

Give me that zhuai look for what! HAHA

Wa hot liao, lantern going to burn, HAHAHAHA!!!

Last photo, oh who's that she looks so familiar? The prettiest ever? OH THAT'S ME!

WAKAKAKAZX

Anyway surprisingly I updated facebook photos for yesterday's picnic!

Catch it out yo!

Wd5 picnic photos@facebook

I reached home as early as six just now, I mean six at night.

Felt so nothing to do so I went down to cycle around.

Saw a special friend of mine, can say she's my neighbor as I saw her in the neighborhood! She is so special that we communicate through sign language, yes she's mute but this doesn't mean she is abnormal. The first thing we did was, high five! I thought that it is cool, even if you have disability or weaknesses, you can overcome it.

As I cycled along the road, I thought of the unhappy thoughts in me and had been always wanting to vent it out, so I increased the speed you know, like fool, hahahaha! Then nearly bang on car, wah God bless! You won't want to travel to nuh, right?! -__-

Mama messaged this: Come back for dinner, I cooked dinner for you.

And she asked: Give me back my dinner money!

That's why I said she is stingy, hahahahehehe!

The fact is that I spent it away, anyway she gave me four bucks, how you expect me to survive ? Wakakakakazx!

By the way, I didn't spent it on meals/foods, I spent it on others more meaningful!

I still wonder how I gonna explain the dinner money that I spent it on some meaningful stuffs which she will never understand unless she knows the fruit of the spirit in the bible, bohahahaha.

HOW HOW HOW, nevermind, I trust that she will forget! Can try to physco her, then her mind will wander off from the money thingy!

TOMORROW GOING TO WILD WILD WET for the second time, lol.

Going with my dmm team.

October is coming!!!!!!

Today's date is I HAD FORGOTTEN!

Wahahaha, bohahaha, wakakakazxzx.

That's all, bye!

Monday, September 21, 2009, 8:59 PM

Cg outing @ Jurong Lake Park

Charging my phone as its battery is dead, I can upload photos taken today in the meantime.

Multi-tasking too, looking forward to www on wednesday, hahaha!

I love my cg and dmm mates, I'm always like that, I only love them when I look forward to something, hahahahehehe, super funfair.