Service Day! XD

I woke up at around 9a.m plus? Then brushed teeth and bathed, this morning was raining cats and dogs. I was about to meet Crystal, HuaiQian and the guys, the rain stopped me from going to BLCS- boon lay control station on time. Well, I waited for the rain to stop but to no avail. I ran through the rain when I was on my journey to the bus stop. I couldn't walk to the MRT station as it was storming and raining heavily, so I bused 180 to CG- Chinese Garden MRT and trained to Somerset. God really blessed me not to miss the entire Prayermeet and service :)
Service was fun as usual.
The teaching was related to 'bear'

After service West D went down to La Meridian to have our lunches. I sat with Boonhow, QuanSheng & DeQuan, sitting with them made me mad and high! Tom & Jerry is DeQuanSheng!
After we lunched, we headed down to the place behind La Meridian and had our fun & fellowship! It was organised and planned by DeQuan & HuaiQian. *claps*
A short game was concentration! Ya, considered as a safe game for me. Eugene and QuanSheng forfeited! They did their pole dance! Wow nowadays WestD boys are sexier than the girls! BOOS!
The main game was we must be in pairs, I partnered with Crystal! The first game was about one person had to be blindfolded and the other one had to eat the banana peeled by the blindfolded person. It required teamwork and faith and I was the one who was blindfolded :P We were the last who finished the banana and the forfeit was that we actually sang Umbrella in the rain with the umbrella holded.
The second game was about bananas too, we had to cut a banana into the minimum ten pieces then had to join it back together and finished it off. This time we weren't the last but it was Agnes and Cassandra as they forfeited by banana dancing.
There were two prizes for the most enthusiastic peeps, one girl and one boy. Sihui & Quansheng actually won it! They weren't humble enough! *Laughs*
Even the game masters forfeited for nothing! West D is really very enthusiastic and insane though :)

After the event, we went back to Meridian. Sihui, Shannon, Crystal, Eugene, QuanSheng & I planned for the barbecue and the overseers are Regina & Boonhow. We laughed and had fun while planning. Shannon & QuanSheng went off early, then left with only the three of us. Eugene went to have his rehearsal for his drama. Everything was successfully planned and Eugene came back with Kenny claiming that the rehearsal was canceled and the both of them went home. Crystal went to find her father and only left with the two of us, Sihui & me. We headed to PS and went to Marks & Spencers for some snacks. Sihui bought it using her free vouchers. Thank God that she had as we were so famished with hunger. WeiKoon met us and we accompanied him to have his dinner at the Kopitiam. We saw our district leader DeWen and we settled down together. We chatted and Dewen treated us Ice Kachang! Thanks!!! He left us not long after and we trained home then.
Today was fun!
Everyone should be affirmed for the cooperation and the high atmosphere was built by WestD!

YEAH!




Now it's raining, what a nice weather to sleep!

Alright, it has been a long period of time since I woke my sister up.
You see? I'm a considerate and an obedient child.
This is a truth!

So today met up Shannon & Regina at HYSS and we lunched together at the market!
Then we walked from the market to Lakeside MRT and met up some of the West D peeps.
At first when we were waiting for their arrival, a train towards Pasir Ris had reached and they actually were in the MRT, as they waved to us and shouted for us. I was the first one who reacted, then Shannon reacted also pretty fast, LOL! Regina was the last who reacted and the BLUR bear was sitting down there for 2 seconds, provided we were already in the MRT!
Blur head..~~

We traveled down to Somerset and started our courses. I was alone in my course, Weikoon wasn't present. Then I joined the other west district friends which was Li Na's group.

After the course was around 6.oop.m plus, then I headed down to La Meridian and looked for the guys. After we've eaten we trained home and had a nice fellowshipping time then!

YEAH




BOOS!
Sometime I really feel like booing around and laugh at those sarcastic people, but I can't.

Sometimes, you maybe cheerful on outside, but inside your heart is rather dark. It's better to show out your emotions than to force yourself remaining in a cheerful way. After you've shown your emotions, do some soul searchings and find why were you in this state? Find something that will cheer yourself up and don't dwell anymore. But to take note of the things to be learnt in order to prevent the same situation from occurring again.
Besides showing your emotions, do account to some of your close friends. If they couldn't tolerate your problems or so called nonsense to them, why not forget about being their close friends? Initially friends should be caring and helpful.

Oh man, once my decisions are made, they cannot be changed easily.
It depends, probably on the kind of situation that is happening.
I wish to do whatever I want, but sometimes I will be controlled. Limitations are always there and I have to submit to the authorities then. It's good to be controlled in certain stuffs, but we cannot go into an extent of controlling people.

Wow, this isn't a specific post ya? None topics were linked. I'm a random person who likes to talk craps. I shall publish a book called 'craps'. I believe my book will not be the best-selling one, but they will be placed in the isolated side of the bookshelves where nobody will even stare at. This isn't sad but it's more than a fact! Yeah, facing the reality always makes me to be realistic. Eh, I ain't a fake person yeah? Oh ya, I dislike hypocrites. But I'm trying to love them.

It's normal for humans to hate someone, but at least spare a thought for the person you are hating. Isn't he/she pity enough to be hated? As gossipers and haters will be roaming about passing the awkward news of yourself. Even though he/she wouldn't know, making fun of someone isn't a honouring thing to do. It's not wrong to make fun of someone, but do have limitations in certain areas. Especially when you're in public, social etiquette should be observed. What will the strangers conclude about your background if you keep on making nuisances in public? Perhaps your parents' pride will be gone, they will be scolded for not teaching you the right things!

OH MAN, SOON I WILL BE SCOLDED AND LAUGHED FOR POSTING SUCH SILLY CRAPS. SHALL END HERE.
GOODBYE!



Lim Hui Chuen is going to be announced dead due to tiredness.
Not being physically tired but mentally tired.
My mind is sort of resting now, because I'm listening to ballad songs, well this type of music is refreshing because it smoothen my mind :)
Why am I mentally tired? I'm literally going under some peer pressures which every grown ups are going through now. Nevertheless, I'm a grown up person! *CLAPS*

See the time now from my clock is 8.42p.m. Ahem, well I have been chatting with one of my friend who has known me for years. She's really very encouraging,friendly and approachable! She actually motivated me to study hard and told me not to worry that if I have no directions in which courses I'm going to, as all I needed is to work hard from now onwards towards my goals and score well so that every course will be available for me then. Just a few sentences encouraged me, and I just found myself to be so hungry for these words and I finally tracked it! Yes, God has his own plans for me! She was a catholic, but now she's a Christian. This amazed me lots, see what? God had already planned something for her when she was a catholic.

Oh well, time currently now is 9.07p.m.
TO BE CONTINUED!



Excited!

Oh..
I was struck by her words.
Not hurting me though, but cheering me up instead.
Thinking that I couldn't erase away my negative thoughts, God placed her words into my mind purposely and they had erased off my negative thoughts!
And not to say, I'M SUPER DUPER NOW!

I really really am determined to read her blog, lots of God's facts and normal facts stated inside there. I like someone who is filled with inspirations and people who is frank in his/her words. I really admire it, and she's fluent in English too. Not being bias but I'm rather particular in languages. Who want themselves not to be bilingual? Speaking with maturity, no one wants that. We must well stop studying if our languages keep on failing and if we don't put in efforts to work hard towards language. Surprisingly, I recalled that I got three awards for this year speech's day cum prize giving ceremony. First award was for my subjects, second was my top scholar award and third was the bilingual award. Now the reality has come, I had flunked my CA!
Oh well, at least I accepted the fact. However, I congratulated the top scholar in my class! Glad to find myself not being a sore loser :) I'm neither the first, second, third & fourth in class. Yup, I even realized myself not having any hunger towards studying and my results. I haven't even see my final CA results yet and presumed that I've flunked my CA! Too see myself from the surface, I'm just describing myself exaggeratively. Seeing myself in a fully dimensioned way, I still need some rooms for improvement in terms of my own self-confidence.

Whee! I'm overly-excited in certain stuffs. Finally I can get to plan the date, time & venue with her! She's mine during the holidays *evil laugh* And I gonna plan the holidays with my buddy. Yup she agreed with it. And it will be amazingly thrilling then! It's about the taste of going out with my family member? Wow, it's really heart-warming. My heart is warmed with love! Probably is because we have known each others for approximately 10years! To my own preference, I think that heart-warmer is the key for me, it will just simply open up my heart and split out whatever I want to sing, shout, scream, talk and laugh at! Guys, do buy the heart warmer, the good news is that a heart-warmer is non-chargeable! It's really just the matter of your inner heart attitude. Yup I'm really glad and excited! If you think that there's two people going out together isn't an exciting thing to be happy about, you are totally wrong! It depends on which friends you're going out with! I'm also reviving my childhood memories, I shall tell you a secret.. "I might be going to build a BIG sandcastle with my buddy!" Fine, someone may think that's dumb to be, but some don't!

An irritating mosquito keep flying about and biting me! So annoying and itchy! Wish me a good luck, I'm now a warrior fighting with a mosquito that is times tinier and smaller than me! I'm sure that I will win! Whee! Haha I shall stop here le :)
BYE!







GONE GOOD TO WORSE?

Oh yeah I had breakthrough today.
After all, I got to wake up on time.
But I reached my class slightly late :)
Neh-mind, someone was late too :P
We revised on the past years' preliminary papers.
I improved on my English.
I'm not referring to my CA marks as my CA had really flunked.
Not flunking ridiculously but I've gone 'good' to worse.
I'm no longer the first in class, I couldn't assure that I've got into the top ten positions in my class confirmedly.

This year isn't prosperous to me. Not behaving superstitiously, but don't you think that this year isn't a good year? Many unpleasant things happened rapidly. I'm not God, everything is in his hands and he's the one guiding us. I believe that things will go on smoothly and he wouldn't make us worry in every circumstances if we pray :) And I'm not cursing anyone... :P

Back to the topic.
Seriously I have to wake up and pull up my socks a hundred times more.
My progress report marks always appeared with only green inks which were passes.
But now, red inks started appearing.
Red colour is my rival! I don't wish to see anymore red inks in my progress report from now on!
I am really tardy and lazy. Satan keeps attacking me and striking towards me.
What the heck! Have I done anything wrong?
God please help me!!
REJOICE!
I have faith, faith beats doubt. If you doubt, means you don't have faith.
Isn't that purely real?
Yes God has just reminded me of these words :)
Thank him :)

Wow, my sister actually treated me two sausage muffins that were bought from the Mac.
As I don't eat cheese, I gave my mother.
She just ate one sausage muffin and it was pretty enough for her stomach.
No wonder she's so skinny. Perhaps her foods were eaten up by me?
Eh don't doubt, I wouldn't do that!
That's laughable, she actually ate the two sausage muffins, one for lunch and the another one for dinner. This showed how preservable was she. Oh ya the time now is 4pm, we always have dinner early. I gonna dine now!

Shall stop here!
BYE BYE :)

Sad to say that I detest bitches and those hypocrites really! Oh man, what has happened to this world? Out of a sudden I'm going to burst and let me stay out of it really! I don't understand why people did this to me. But if I have some clues, I shall decide then. God please help me!!! I won't dwell. I will end off here with my dwellings. Can I forget everything accept the basis God? To clear off my unhappiness....




TADA!
I've just changed my songs in blog.
They are currently playing in a shuffling order :)

1. Love It When You Call- The Feeling
2. Riot Girl- Good Charlotte
3. Last Resort- Papa Roach
4. Good Day- The Click Five

These five songs are my favorite companion when I'm bored.
Music is really my life, I can't live without it.
Even my MP4 LCD is spoilt, I carried on listening to it.
It isn't simple as I will find it hard to coordinate while navigating the Zen!
Music cheers me up too!
And music builds up the occupied atmosphere for me.
So good, thank God that he created Music.
He's superbly smart! :D

Wow, buddy is ONLINE!
Woooooo!
Can play VIWAWA with her.
Ehh don't snatch her from me!
I'm addicted to play with her since we were kids.
HAHA
I decided to play Sushido to train my intelligence.
Haha it seems to be funny but I really want to grow smarter!
Okok
Now I'm going to play Viwawa with her le.



I have no idea why

Today was about to have my supplementary lessons.
In the end, I woke up late.
How many hundred times have I been oversleeping?
Ridiculously, my mama woke me up and I found my handphone was being switched-off -,-
My alarm clock was set to 5am happily by me,
In the end I woke up at 9plus, I'm really acting cute again.

A big sorry to my buddy, couldn't make it for you and I had made you wait just now.
Sorry, next time I shall treat you something :)
And I also didn't want these stupid things to happen, worries flashed into my mind when I knew that I couldn't make it for school.
1. What will the teacher teach today?
2. What things will I miss out?
3. My conduct has gone good to worse.
And my mama said that I will not get any scholarship or bursaries this year.
Wow she's not concerning about me but the moneys =.=''

God, please let me to overcome my tardiness!
I'm sure that I can because I have faith in him and myself.
I couldn't afford to be late next time as I will have to attend suspension again if I'm late again next time. I had attended the suspension last week. I was told to write a 1000words essay and to sweep the floor. Wow I really thank God for these things if not I will be rotten in school because of boredom.

This morning around 12am was a little creepy at my house.
My mother, sister and I was at the living room watching the television and we heard some noises coming out from the shoe cabinet and those 'banging' noises kept coming about. We thought that the noises were produced by some 'lizards' or 'cockroaches' behind the shoe cabinet. As my mother is afraid of lizards, I asked my papa to check. But there wasn't anything inside or outside the shoe cabinet, the only thing was dusts behind it! That was really eerie, nothing was actually banging or making the noises. I guess it was something dirty that just passed by. So I really have to pray purely hard that God will not let it to stay at my house :)

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Girl, stop being nasty to me and stay out of my business. I don't want to see a blue black on your face next time. Thank you =)




Let me random awhile.
Yeah holiday has started! But I still will have to continue my four days of extra English lessons from 8.30a.m to 10a.m.
Praise God that I'm not taking D&T subject otherwise I will have more extra lessons :X
Yawns' What a boring/stupid day. I like Sundays because I can stay at home to rest, I dislike Sundays is because I'm so free.
I like weekdays alot!! -_-

Sians, buddy is MIA-ing again.
Where's her? I want to play with her!!
Rawrs, I also want to go out with her everyday luh!
The problem is she's currently announced MIA.
So I have no choice.
My four pretties girlfriends share the culture of staying at home.
Left with me alone too.
That's why I have nowhere else to go and nobody else to go out :P

I'm not in a holiday mood. My feelings are really pranking on me, whenever there's a holiday, I will be prepared to go school. Whenever there's no holiday, I wouldn't be!
But, I really can't afford to waste time, I need to buck up and study hard for the upcoming preliminary examinations. Stupid right? But preliminary exam is just the preparations for our 'N' or 'O' level. No other choices but to accept the fact :P

Wow my sister isn't back home yet, I believe that she's really enjoying her life although she's always overloaded with work. She's a strong person, she's well-managed in terms of time and work. She have to pay for the internet & handphone bills and her responsibilities are really challenging for her. Last but not the least, she's still under 21 years old and she's already holding a full-time job. She's really progressing man! *Claps*
Same goes to my parents. I'm the lousiest in my family :(
Now I wishes that she is coming back home so that I can force her to play badminton with me :P

Nowadays TV shows are extremely LAME! I rather watch English movies, I prefer their storyline as well as the actors. But some English movies are yucky! They go extreme and disgusting :s
That's what called indecent for me because I'm a decent and well-behaved person! *proud*
But not ALL TV shows are LAME. I always prefer to watch those HongKong's shows and dramas. The humorous part about the HongKong is their horror movie- their aspects in doing the horror movie with the ghost shone with a green light(if I'm not wrong).
Here's a series of '搞笑至尊, I personally think that Jack Neo's shows are lame but this series really impressed me tons because it was hilarious! Don't watch it halfway but watch it fully.



Isn't this stupid but funny?! The last part which he talked about the Singapore's type of ghost. "That part really impressed me". LOL

I like to watch the horror movie named 'Ju-On'. I like the sound effects and it's effective for people who wants to scare himself/herself off. I loved the scariest part when the ghost was crawling out from a darker or an isolated area with the sound effect being used. But I can't control my laughters, whenever I see the ghost crawling down from the staircase in the movie, I will always thinking of a wild cat crawling up the staircase towards my house. 'Laughs' Psps :P

The only English movie that I can recalled it clearly was 'Home Alone 1&2'. Well the name of this movie seemed to be a horror movie but surprisingly it was a funny movie which was casted a few years back. The little boy was so cute! Now he has already grown up! Haha.

And the other movie was Harry Potter(whole series). I just liked their actors and the quality of the graphic as efforts had been used for making of the movie.
Another movies were 'Bridge To Terabithia' ; 'My Life' and so on. My mother is so influential to me as she watches English movies timely. Her perspectives became mine :P
Frankly saying, watching English movies and listening to more English songs has been motivating me to improve on my English skills.
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Haven't yet plan anything for my holidays.
It's good to enjoy the holidays but bad for health and our progresses. Why it's bad for health? We won't learn if we do anything without a purpose/content/meaning. Why we would never progress? It's infrequent to see someone going to the library or reading an encyclopedia during holidays.
Oh man, I have to find something meaningful to do if not I will be suffocated with boredoms! I will rot at home one day if I don't (:

I am freaking afraid to walk without a shelter, bird shits might drop on your face anytime. I dislike to lean at the wall, I might not know if something dirty is sticking at the wall. Take this for instance, my blouses were being stained by the black ink for 2times! Moreover, the black inks cannot be cleaned away. Pissed off -.-
I shall end it here!
I have some other stuffs to due with ;D
Take care guys.
BYE!! XDDD




Wow!
I'm super duper now because my sister is toning at her friend's house and this means that I can stay up late at night!

My indescribable feelings, how to describe but I feel really upset even though I have experienced it for countless times.
Maybe is because I have thought and fantasied too much? To think wisely and more carefully, perhaps they aren't suitable for me and I shall further my distance from them. As long as if they are happy with each other, without my presence, without sharing their laughters with me but I will rejoice and never interrupt them further more. This is my best choice, my choice have been made and I will now start afresh with my buddy and the clique of friends I'm having now.

My clique of friends? I'm uncertain about it. But I always think that my classmates are always my clique of friends, a few more months to our prom nights and we're gonna departing from each other. But, I will not lose contact with them. Naturally, I will burst into tears during that night, four years of classmates and we've gone through good and bad moments together.

Friendships are always different, you would never know. At least I've tasted the happiness and even sadness there although I am only one year old in Christ.
Neh-mind, rejoice, rejoice and rejoice.
It's a late post but rarely a meaningful post that I wanted to post about. After jotting down my experiences and feelings, I felt much more better ;D



It's already the past. I shouldn't dwell on it as it will only add more loads and burdens on my shoulder. I must lift up my head high in his name, I must rejoice in his name and be like him ;D

Frankly saying, good friends aren't your true friends and true friends aren't your good friends. I haven't have any true friends in life and haven't fully yet involve in any genuine friendship. True friends often share the mutual desires. The both parties often help each other without expecting nothing in return.

Wow this site explained about true friendship.

And now I've known who's really 'our' true friends ;D

I was deciding not to go for service today due to some restrictions.
God spoke to me that I must set priorities and have the right motives of going for service.
The moment I felt and heard from him about that, I went to my cabinet and took my clothes immediately then I went to bathe.
I reached Chinese Garden MRT at around 11.20a.m. Then reached Nexus Auditorium at 12.15p.m and service was going to start then.
Sat with Dequan & Quansheng during service. Sitting with them made me berserk though.

After service we had meeting. After meeting, Huaiqian and I went to Plaza Singapura and I had my dinner there. Then we trained home and we really talked alot. I really thank God that no matter what, she's always by my side accompanying me. I love her!! X3333

My life lesson is not to be naive towards friendship, you wouldn't know what kind of friends are you knowing, they might be just the friend who you could talked with but they might not be your true friends. Fine, I will forgive and forget BUT I want to take note of it.



My buddy's MIA-ing sial!
Laughs'
She promised to play viwawa with me tonight de.
Heh heh heh *evil laugh*

Sighed'
I really don't know what to do, they are so persistent and keep insisting me on going.
Logically, I am dumb. I can help myself and I don't need any helps.
Worse is that why should they help me when I can help myself in the first place.
And that really increases my guiltiness & awkwardness.
How am I going to lift up myself then? I can accept their help if I am in a desperate state.

Ah la la, I shall forget it.
Days are getting much more boring now. I really wish to go out with Jeslin, Wenhui, Sheris and Shirley. The four pretties share the culture of staying at home more than going out. So sad D:
I want to go out with THEM!! :D
My clique of friends in school, we enjoy our times together and hang out together in school. Oops it's a little bit orbit to hang out in school.

Tomorrow's service again. I always doubt about something before service, sorry but I'm really dumb. Routine, routine and routine. Can I have some changes in life? I think maybe not.
Yes, going service is to serve him. If he isn't present, why should I go? So go for the sake of him ;D

I love my PAPA! I'm referring to my biological father. God I thank you for him, he dotes on me the MOST and he's much more good-tempered. The other twos seem to dislike me and papa though. So what? We are so called the one who brings bad luck to them. What the? Whatever, I'm freaking sad to hear that. I want to WORK! To show that I am able to take care of myself. Yes I was dumb to walk the wrong path but failure is not an option. Which directions am I heading now? I have no idea.

I shall not worry now. Be bold and face them daringly because I know God is by my side supporting me. I no need supporters but only God ;DD






I didn't go school today.

Today is the last day of school.
Still have to attend the extra supplementary lessons for four days.
I don't have the inspiration to post now.

My mind keep thinking about that person.
No, it must be impossible.
But it's true that...

Ok, shall post more later.



I'm really blessed today.

The first testimony is that I reached school on time today!
I sang Majulah Singapura with pride ya! So long hadn't sung it ;D
Then lessons went on as usual. English teacher did not came today.
Ridiculously, I slept during Maths Lessons and woke up the moment I sensed that my saliva was dripping out! O my gosh.

Last two periods were English, it was counted as free periods. Then majorities of my classmates gathered around to talk as seemed it was a coffee shop though. I spent the hour wisely by doing the maths test paper given by my maths teacher. You should help yourself by taking initiative to do something fruitfully before anyone could join in to help you ;D

Oh yeah! Bell RANGGGG~~~
I carried the piles of books which were stacked underneath my table.
But some were not cleared yet :(
Bused 187 to JP. Numb! My left arm was numb when I finally freed my books.

My new friends who are XiaoXi & YiXin joined us for lunch! Wooo I was so overjoyed. God really blessed me. And we really had a nice time there by joking around there! Haha!

After they left us, I also went home. The bear regina blessed me too ;D I was also surprised and puzzled though.

Bused 187 home again and finally I got a seat. I alighted at a bus stop and walked home then.









Woah! Haven't had the chances to post up pictures.. here it goes!


Haha this photo was taken today! At regina's house.


I love bears!! Muahahaha


I & Agnes.



Taken these two pictures at Meridian, last saturday.






The photos are in consecutive order! Hilarious luh ;D

Do you guys remember the Singapore Idol? One of the contestant who was 'Paul Twohill'?
He looks like this

coming up next, the second version of Paul Twohill....

Ohh no! That's more like a pontianak!

It's really fun playing around by taking those retards' photos.
Haha.

I have drawn closer to West D constantly which I did not last time.
They are much more faithful and loyal to me.
I LOVE WEST D!!! <3333>



Well today was literally unlucky for me, I was late for school the tenth time.
It may not break your life record but it's really unbelievable for me as I'm so obedient^^
I didn't even knew or thought that I would be late for so many times.
My handphone alarm didn't wake me up and I turned off at 2a.m plus yesterday.
It's alright. Worsen was that I ran away from Detention Class and I'm pretty ready for the outcoming as it will not be a pleasant consequence to bear with.

Reached school at 8.04a.m and I saw Shirley, she was the another one who was late for assembly. LOL
Then we proceeded to the hall and settled down there for some talks. There were two talks, both were related to the future career topic. And we really listened to the talk from 8a.m until 9.45a.m.
Yeah I love it because we spent the four periods there. And we just had consecutive three hours of lessons after recess. And then.... BELL RANG! School dismissed us.

And I bused 185 to Regina's house alone.
We had our prayermeet and had a great time there!
Alright gotta end my post here.
BYE!







Oh really, this thing really really keep flashing into my mind.
I have the right motive in doing certain things, but not everything.
Something like going to school or doing things will always include a word behind and that is 'motive'. We can't do things without it. Slacking without any motive, and this is really silly to.
Thank you Sihui for reminding about the right motive.

Not only it struck me with the spiritual stuffs, but also school stuffs, family stuffs and other stuffs.
Going to school for what? To study, and to pursue a good career in future.
Going to church service for what? To serve God, to be grown in spiritual stuffs and to fellowship.
These are some right motives there.

Kidnap someone for what? To redeem free cash.
Join a particular gang for what? To find some secureness.

Right or wrong motives?
There are sure wrongly motives from everyone as every humans are sinful.
Sometimes I really can see my wrong motives behind it.
I must change!!

Having the right motive to do something will make us to do something rightly.

I prefer everyday having church service than school.
We ought to accept the truth. I still have to continue my studies, into ITE and perhaps into polytechnic.

Many people goes to school because they want to just pass their 'N' Levels and to look for job then. What a naive mentality, they think finding jobs are easy now? It's purely not true seriously.

I sidetracked alot.
God is telling me now. "Huichuen, you need to have the right motives in doing everything, don't get attack by the silly egg(satan)!"
Yes, this applies to everyone!!!

To someone: Don't care what I'm posting! This isn't your blog! And, you can just stop visiting this blog if you really thinks it's funny or crappy! Thank you.







Oh ya today is Vesak day.
I woke up at around 9.30a.m. Then started listening to songs until around 10a.m plus.
Prepared everything, I bathed and brushed my teeth.
Bused 180 to Jurong Point.
I was meeting west D1 for evax which is to do survey.
Met them at jurong point mac ;D

Then we had our lunch then started to do our evax.
And this was my first time doing alone, it took up my courage to approach someone independently.
After all, it wasn't fruitful.
And I vented my frustration on Sihui as I shouldn't have to!
Sorry, sorry and sorry.
This is also my first time venting my frustration to someone in West D.

And when we ended our evax, we settled down at some isolated area to do our evaluation.
And I was struck by what Sihui said as it's really applicable to me.
I somehow felt unhappy and harsh. I also wanted to clarify and confess with her about certain matters.

Thank God that the misunderstanding and argument really taught us alot. She didn't really pursue it but she brighten my day up! Thank you Sihui!! And thank God!

After we settled the problem, we were back to our normal selves.
We planned something and crapped alot!
Hahas.
We window shopped at Jurong Point with Crystal. At that time only with left me, Sihui and Crystal.
Quite fun luh! I love the atmosphere!

About 6pm they went home and I went for my family dinner!! XDD
Alright, that was all for today!
Tomorrow will be having lessons.... :(
Neh-mind, I need to work really very hard now! Especially during the hoildays!!!






Oh yeah, I went for service eventually yesterday ;)

Thank God! I went :)
So I met up West D at the boon lay control and we headed to Somerset.
We reached slightly late for PrayerMeet and we enjoyed the service!
It was just fruitful as normal and I will not going to miss out anything for sermon!
Well, I sensed his presence.

After service we went to Meridian to have our lunch.
Thanks HuaiQian, she treated me Watermelon and Coke :)
So I just had them for my lunch.
Celebrated Boonhow's and Sharon's birthday.

The whole West Harvesters headed to the place outside the Meridian and had our west harvesters' meet.
And we were split into groups of 5.
Let me recap... My group leader was Kenny?
And my group members were Alexis, PeiWen, Vanessa, HuaiQian, Bernard and Dequan!
Haha yeah!
The game was like... fun!
We ran around the town! LOL
To complete the task stated on the paper.
Then we headed to SMU where was the meeting place for the West harvesters after they had completed their game.

We weren't the last group to reach SMU! woohoo!
hahas.

After the West Harvesters' meet, Sihui, Crystal, Sharon, Weikoon, Kenny, the both eugenes and I headed back to cuppage plaza
Sihui, Crystal, I, Weikoon & Sharon headed to plaza sing then and had our dinner there.
As usual, crapped alot, ALOT!
LOL.

We trained home at 10.30p.m.
And I reached home at about 11.30p.m yesterday.
Oh yeah that's all for yesterday!!!



Good Morning.

Well look at the time now is 7.59a.m. I turned off early yesterday and I had been listening to my Mp4 from the time I was going to sleep until around 1.25a.m, I woke up then as the songs were still playing and I slept again. It switched-off automatically to extend the battery life, anyway I had already slept when it was being switched-off. Hahas....

I woke up early in the morning at 6.15a.m as my automatically alarm clock woke me up.
Started listening to my mp4 until now, oh ya the LCD screen is still unfixed.
An indescribable black object appeared at my LCD screen when it started to spoil, and it caused my entire LCD screen to appear white in color with the black object hanging down there.
And it looks disgusting, yucks. Moreover my mp4 was purchased without exceeding a year, yeah this is sad.

But, it feels like a Zen Stone. Only navigations are there for you to control. Fortunately, I still can recall which directions to go to and which button to press. It's like... I'm really desperate to listen to music although the mp4 looks disgustingly awful.

Let's sidetrack to another topic.
I'm really joyful to see my composition, I had been failing when I was in my primary school years. But finally until secondary school years, I saw passes and hopes in my English language.
Normally if I pass my composition, my marks are 12/20.
This time I improved by a little bit, 15/20.
The topic was about 'My Mother'.
Yeah it was an interesting topic and I was really excited to describe about my mother in the composition.
My English passes constantly and I really would like to thank my English teacher.
My English was like... oh, pathetically lousy. Until she stepped into our class, foolscaps were used for countless times. Complains from my friends really struck me, this thing reminded me. "We only know how to appreciate when the things are gone".
In other words, we must always appreciate the things that are done for us and I'm also referring to the other subjects.

Oh ya, I have to go back to school for extra supplementary lessons during the first two weeks of Holiday. Our school will have an extra week holiday to do our moodle elearning which is a Computer Based Learning website.
I have to run further miles nearing here because my EXAMS are approaching. They are chasing me like hell and my mind is in the midst of bursting.
Treasuring my June holidays to act as an matured person who will study.
No! My textbooks and workbooks are left at my classoom, just underneath my table. I need to pray hard that they won't add so much loads to me when I drag them home. Oh well I meant when I carry them home. I need some revision, exercises and resources for studying. Must well bring the whole stack of books home to save troubles.

Today is a service day. I'm uncertain of going, perhaps I'm not going due to some restrictions.
Shall POST MORE & MORE tonight.
As long as I'm happy with my blog, nothing will shorten my post.
Bye!




I'm freaking lost.
I've really no sense of secureness.
Oh my mama, who then will really try to experience how I did?
Because no one understands.

Knowing many friends may not satisfy your needs.
Now I understand why, without any friends make no differences.
Depending on what kind of friends have you known, what kind of attitude and perspectives they are having.

Forget it then...
Never ever worry so much, this wouldn't helps.
No matter what, face it.
Now, all I want is to focus on myself.
I will tend to see how others think than myself.
I should give myself chances.
Without their support, I can still live on, strive on and be cheerful.



Went school and I was praised by my teacher.
Wow... *proud*
Lol kidding.

School wasn't boring today. It was quite interesting.
The morning assembly was very long, for an hour! XDD
But I was alright, just felt numb?
Sitting there for an hour didn't affect myself until I stood up... wah my legs were numb!! LOL
The numb was there for only 5mins(estimated).
Hahas.. I think it was because I had been sitting down for 3hours before, and that was during camp :)
And that's good now, can really sit down on the floor for 1hour without feeling so tired ;)

After school, I went to do survey ;)
It was okay.
Now I've 9 contacts in total!
20contacts is my goal.
20 - 9= 11 contacts more.

I can even go further than that, because we can do it!
Just do it! HAHAS

Okkkk shall end here le lah.
Bye bye XD



Peeps.
What's wrong with quietness?
It's quite natural for me to be quiet.
I will usually be quiet if I have nothing to discuss about.
Get it right please.
For goodness sake I HATE people calling me EMO.
Because I dislike EMO.

I was damn bored just now that led me to be so quiet.
I really don't know what to talk about when someones are talking about something which I don't really know about.
Sorry If I irritated you guys.

You can call me a chameleon, but NOT an EMO person.
I'm very particular about this.
I may burst like a balloon if someone calls me EMO.

There's are more behind my quietness, there's reason for why I will be quiet.
I wouldn't behave like this in the sight of my classmates.
That's weird.

Arghhh!! f%#$....!!

I can't blurt out those vulgars really.

Let's forget it.
Whatever is the keyword.
Want to call me EMO? Call as many times as you like.

'Bonding with my classmates would make me to be like my ownself'
My classmates will be always the original clique of friends that I've met throughout this period of time

Thanks for being so straightforward by calling me EMO.
I had never heard that from anyone before. And that was new to me.
In other words, I was also very straightforward enough to rebel back when you guys called me EMO.


I really don't know what to do then. I was so feared with the atmosphere there and that was boredom, sometimes may be being outcast.
So what did you expect me to react in this situation? With someones who were busying chatting with the topic which I don't know.
Neh-mind, few more months to bear with. :)




Peeps!
Who says that your life is meaningless? Never, you are placed in this world for a purpose.

Who says that you are stupid? No one is stupid in his presence.

My heart is filled with compassion to serve him!
I finally found my purpose in this world.
I read a book that JingMei had borrowed me. Oh my mama, a nice book ;)

I prayed that God will heal me from my flu, indeed I've recovered by 60% now.
I prayed that God will bless me with my needs which is cash, and he has blessed me with more cash now and then.

Amen, what he did really made me to draw close to him.

(I don't care what you will say about my post, THIS IS MY BLOG)
Sorry, I was referring to a person.

Back to the topic.
And now, I want to serve him whole-heartedly.
It may be tough or I may be tired, it's better than to be crucified.
I want to post these things here so that I can remind myself if I happened to read my old posts.

Yeah, I shall post MORE & MORE!!!!
I don't care, it's for my own goods.

Thanks for your understandings.
You can't stop me from doing my desired stuffs.
Moreover it's also harmless.

Okay, shall post MORE later ;)




Whoo~
School as per normal today.

Recess time I had the Malay food.
Woah! That was nice and the malay vendors are really generous.
Wherever I buy the malay foods, they will add double as the chinese want.
Not judging anyone, but overall the Malay vendors always serve many and MANY!
And the egg they served me just now was so big, So I gave Shirley :P
Hahas, in the end I was still superrrr full!
Malay foods are really heavenly nice.
My mum's cooking is the nicest. LOL

I went through the boredom and finally the school dismissed us!!
Weeeee!
Tomorrow's not having school!

Yeahhhhhhhh.
Shan't post so much now..
Bye XD



Nothing much to post yeah?

Whoo~ just reached home.
Was on bus 99 sleeping.

School was fine. After school went to Regina's house.
Bused 99 to jurong west where is her house.
But I waited for around 30minutes? Yeah it was a long waiting for bus 99.
Neh-mind..

I reached there late for prayermeet. I was so awkward then.
I actually had a breakthrough while praying :)
Praise and thank God XDD

It ended around 5.15p.m.
I didn't fellowship and bused home with HuaiQian, not long after a few stops she alighted.

This was my day... a routine as well =.=

WEST D JIAYOU!

To hit 20 contacts by this coming June holidays.
20 contacts --> 2o sowers = 20 receiver.
Faith is all we need.
Trust him that he will answer our prayers, and he will sure answer our prayers yeah?
To pioneer every schools in the Jurong West area ;)
Amen!


God i pray that you will bless us in everything that we're doing for you, thank you for sacrificing in the first place. As i pray that you can gives us strength, perseverance, aspiration, endurance and desire to do ministries. God I also pray that we will hit 25 new believers in West D! And I pray that you will make the people who we are sowing or evax-ing on to be responsive. Yes God! All these I pray in your wonderful name, Jesus. Amen!



Alright just came back home from school :)
I am addicted to my computer now... =.=

School dismissed us at 1.30p.m sharp and I went to Mama shop with my buddy.
We departed and I walked to the bus stop and bused 334 home.
I was chatting happily on phone with Sihui on bus.
Hahas, we chatted for almost a hour.
We discussed about something and we were thinking of ways to solve it.
Solving a problem isn't a chicken feed story =)
We must always be careful in solving things, ALWAYS.

Oh well, I shan't post any more craps ba.. someone thinks that I'm always posting nuisance.
But I ain't.
As I'm not expecting any applauses, credits or affirmations from others.
Girl, please don't get the wrong idea and accuse me =)





Everything that I post is really from the bottom of my heart.
Sources of encouragements & affirmations from me are really seriously from the bottom of my heart.

No one is forced to read my blog, as this is also a digital diary for me.
Well, as people couldn't really differentiate between a blog and a diary.
Diary- majority of people keep it confidential.
Blog- It's open for everyone, only some people set it to private where only invited readers are allowed to read.

Initially, they are both diaries. Where we really write about our day, routine, feelings and thoughts. Everything that I've written in my blog is really the truth. I'm not a hypocrite anyway. We cannot control and order people what to post about at blog, this is their so called property.

Why didn't I put my tagboard? Because I think tagboard isn't necessary to be placed in my blog, These are my own perspectives towards blogging, some of my friends share the same perspectives as mine towards blogging. Take note that I won't care how long is the post, what things do I post about and whatsoever.
Although I still ask people to link me.
But I seldom ask :]

As blogging will also help to improve and upgrade my english standards.

Why do i want to post this?
Someone doesn't get my point.
And I really hope that particular person I'm referring will understand.

Yeah XD
Anyway this is just an extra post.
It's a clarification to that particular person.
She's neither my family member nor my close friend.

Goodnight
BYE BYE! :D







Oh well, I've changed my link once again.
It isn't fun changing the link but it's rather troublesome.
Just because of a mocker who likes to laugh at my blog, my link address and everything I does. she wouldn't let me off.
And she causes many chaos and so on.

What's more I've to change my link, and I've changed.
Anyone knows how to ban her email address from viewing my blog?
She's too irritating and childish.
I will be glad if someone's going to guide me through this :)

Anyway, sorry everyone that I changed my link for numerous times.






Happy Mama's day!

Dear Mama,
Thanks for being a good mother to me! Although there's still always misunderstanding between us, the good times you, I, sis & papa shared are very memorable to me. I craves for a family day once. It was about 5years since the last family day we had.

Yesterday teaching was also about family. Family should spend their times together, that's what called family. And we must always HONOR our parents by respecting them, even though you are somehow abused. For instance, physically abuse, sexually abuse or verbally abuse. No matter what, they're still our parents & we ought to respect them. They brought you into this world and have tasted hardships by taking care for you even now they may be still encountering those difficult times. For young adults, we must appreciate and respect them. Appreciate every little things that they've done for us. Sometimes we won't really observe it, but apparently they are really putting much efforts taking care for us.






Problems, problems & problems kept increasing when the days are approaching.
Now, my pressure level is stabilized at 79/100... my mind is going to burst when it reaches 100!
I want to add some to God, he is there for me anytime.
It's much better to carry the heavy loads of problems than carrying a cross that Jesus did.

The days are approaching. Sooner I will be an over-berserk person who seems to have escaped from the Mental hospital. Because my mind is bursting CUM burning. However, my mind will affect my brain and I will be mad then. Isn't that comedic? I should be a comedic script-writer since I've always been inspired to joke & crap around the bear island. West D will know what exactly I'm trying to say.

Alright! I've sidetracked my topic.
Back to the topic on problems.
Basically God has given me problems, and this signifies that I'm going to be promoted to the other level. What for being so worried about? Just face it! With my faith, my courage and God. Nothing is impossible. I can overcome my problems and wave goodbyes to them.
There's no need to enter the mental hospital although my pressure level is currently now the same- 79/100.
My role is to fight with the problems, weaken them so that they will start to decrease initially. And consequently they will be removed. Without the problems' presence, the pressure will also disappear eventually. And the one who wins the race will not only be myself, but God.

While fighting with them, I must fill my faith to the fullness- 100/100.
To pump my faith level is to pray to God, ask him and he will give :)
In conclusion, God will defeat Satan's attack. And faith will attack the pressure's presence.

Oh dear, I found out that I have really loads of words and encouragements to speak about. I think blogging isn't bad, I can speak out everything from my mind. There's still the existence of writing in a diary. I have to admit that I'm pretty lazy, every hand-written documents by me will look very messy. Nonetheless, the document will be bad written as the storyboard can be compared to my 9 years old beloved cousin. I misses him loads!

Let's recount on him. This year he's going to turn 10 years old on 23 December.
He was born when I was in primary 1. Due to the difficult time-management from their parents as they had to work full-time. The both parties were unwilling to give up on their jobs. Their one and only son was sent to my home, and my mother had taken care for him for 7 years. He's always the cutest boy to me! He is loved by me, I always treat him as my brother. My mama had taken care of him until the time when he graduated from pre-school and went into Nan Hua primary school. The moments we shared, it's quite true that we've grown up together. When I was primary 1, he was only 1 year old then! XD
Kind of misses him very, very much. The warm-hearted feeling whenever he calls me 'hui chuen jie jie'! Ohhh.. i love him really very much.
No one is allowed to bully him. I will never ever let him/her off. I rather you kill me than to hurt him. Truthfully, just a few words by me wouldn't persuade others to believe. If there'll be a day when I can show my love to him, I an willing take the risk to even how difficult it will be.

Let's rewind back to the previous topic on pressures and problems.
Shoo! They can leave me if my faith level is 100 and when I've prayed.
I won't dwell on it.

Thank you HuaiQian for being my consoler.
Ily too <3



Yeah, West D1 is loved by the West D peeps.
West D2 is also loved by us!
Overall, WEST D is LOVED!

We had a nice time fellowshipping together yesterday before caregroup, during caregroup and after caregroup. I met so many kinds of friends outside such as hypocrites, unfaithful ones and so on. But West D is the kind of most bonded friends definitely aren't the hypocrites or the unfaithful ones that I've mentioned. West D1 is a bunch of craziest, lamest but most bonded family. I started knowing some of them since last year, ummm such as Regina AKA bear bear, Sihui AKA panda! & Weikoon AKA ????(thinking of some!) I have known HuaiQian for 6months(estimated)! Huaiqian AKA DORA :D ZZZ I ain't a potato nor neither a sausage finger!!! :P I gonna share the first picture of the BEAR REGINA
I was looking forward for a long time already! My wish is granted~~
HOHOHO, see! Aren't the pictures simply cloned? They looked 99.99% alike.


Credits to Sihui that she did the combination of these silly photos but cute photos :)
REGINA CHEAH IS CURRENTLY NOW IN A BIG TROUBLE! HAHAHA
ACCEPT THE TRUTH THAT YOU'RE A BEAR.
AND I'M NEITHER A POTATO OR A SAUSAGE FINGER.
*EVIL LAUGH*

WEST D1 ------> FAMILY
Some pictures taken yesterday, taken from West D blog :)

Regina's house- her beautiful and messy bedroom :P
Well, we were so faithful to reach early! And that were what we crunched on
while waiting for the few others to reach :P Obviously my mouth was still crunching on
something, and there's a big pimple on my face that made me look super ugly in the photo :(
Neh-mind, my pimple's vanishing soon. Because I used 'Vanish Power O2' LOL kidding :P


I acted cute XD


Haha, ugly faces whilst Sihui's face was like having a bad constipation


What was the matter with her? Was she okay? Huichuen wondered =.=''

Although I seems to be worried about myself towards West D, worrying about if one day will I feel left out and so on. But I had stop worrying after God spoke to me. Not to worry now as we will worry on that day itself, so what for being so worried about?
Nevertheless did I say that I love my class, the truth is yes but there are some reasons why I should love West D more than my class. But not to mention here.

Obviously West D encounters several problems such as friendship problems, parental objections and so on. But no matter what, we are still a family who cares for one another and not leaving anyone out. Problems to us are just the different levels we ought to complete, so that we can grow wiser in solving every circumstances next time.

LASTLY, WEST D ROCKS MY SOCKS! XD
LOLS











Hellos :)

I went school today as per normal, lessons as usual.

Off I went to caregroup immediately after school. Regina's house is full of tidbits and snacks as Sihui, HuaiQian and I crunched on them while waiting for the others to reach and we were early too! Yeah :]
We benefited from the teaching just now although it was very long. Many points and sub-points.
It's just matter if we apply the teaching or not.

Is that the advantage or the disadvantage of not having any MYE?

The privileges of not having MYE is that we no need to study so much for our upcoming preliminary exams.
Moreover, we can purchase our foods during recess time immediately when we reach the canteen as there are no people around, at most there are only a few.

The disadvantage is people who have completed their paper for that day are dismissed as early as in the morning. And we have to see them leaving happily whilst we are really desperate of leaving the school compound too.

And this started since last Friday until now. It's really a temptation and we ought to overcome this problem. Buck up! Although preliminary exam result will not be counted in the progress report but it's a rehearsal and an audition for us. It's also to see whether are we really qualified to take the 'N' level. And furthermore, we have only two months more left to sit for the exams. I'm anxious but excited though.

All the advices from my family and friends increases as the day passes on. My mother told me "Aiyoh, don't waste my $300 ah! Don't ever flunk your exams!" My sister added in "Our futures are depending on you". My father told me "You graduated from pre-school and also primary school. Now you've already completed the three levels, you're already Sec 4 Don't waste the ten years of education and treasure your time now to buck up".

I desperately don't want to disappoint them. I WANT TO STUDY HARD!! :D
I constantly remind myself of these- The hopes and encouragements given by my family and friends. I will as well disappoint myself if I don't do well in the upcoming 'N' Level.

I may have to give up hope on her :(
It's simply unwise to focus on her now. I want to help her, but I have to help myself as well.
Before I helped her, she must also make some efforts by helping herself. She didn't really help herself, and it's unlikely that I can succeed in helping her.

If you don't help yourself, don't expect anyone else to help you. As the person who wants to help you cannot even enter your world and what's more helping you?
- by my sister

A Message to my beloved friend:
First and foremost. I'm pretty sorry that I just couldn't help you. I saw you going through the Science textbook just before the Science test had started. Although you failed your test, but you failed with dignity. You even scored higher than someone else in our class. But the truth is that you are prompted not to go school by your laziness and unwillingness. And I was also like you. The future is in our hands, there's no such thing that it's your fate to be successful and so on. Good things only come when good efforts are made, nothing is free unless we are the payer who paid the price. But don't forget, when your mind is cleared, your plans from now onwards and any doubts, do update me :) Not because you're my buddy, sister nor neither my best friend. I help every needy friends around me, somehow I always feel burdened for them. Nothing can stop me until I've tried my best. God said that too in the bible :) Last but not the least. If you've a confirmed mentality of going to school, inform me and I will be very grateful and I will be faithful to make it on time to meet you before school :) Tears rolled off from my eyes whenever I see you doing things without any directions :( No matter what, don't give up! I guess that you know that you are the one I'm referring to now. And I hope that you're reading the post, and do some soul-searching before any decisions are made :) You will succeed if you're willing to make it a success.

Humans nature are like that. We seem to remember of the negative things than remembering of the positive things.
When a person is saying out his/her own problems and struggles. He/she will blurt out the negative things in their mind. In future, majority of the humans will think negatively. Because every negative thoughts in their mind have turned them to.
It's very great if you remember those positive things than the negative ones. As they will brighten up yourselves and your behavior constantly will be high, happy and great!
Who wants to be EMO or SAD? That's so unpleasing to yourselves as well to the others.
In conclusion... no matter what, we must always rejoice by taking note of the positive things and forget about the negative things.
And that's what pleasing God XD

Although I'm pissed off just now because of some matters. But I sensed that I don't really mind so much when I tried to forget it. Well, if you're willing to, don't be afraid that you won't succeed in doing it.

God has given me his grace, and I'm pretty touched by him.





School today was literally bad for me.

The similar old problem befell on me hours ago and it led me to a truancy offense.
It wasn't really a serious offense. Shirley and I skipped Chinese lessons. It was a hour lesson and our class were in the school's computer lab.
And determining that we wouldn't be caught by the teacher, we went into an extend of skipping Chinese lesson. We thought of hiding somewhere behind the classroom door, and we hid there. But as we were anxiously isolating at the dark corner, Changyou saw us. *Laughs* But it didn't really affect us as we presumed that he will never complain to our Chinese teacher, so we remained the same.
After our class's chairman locked the classroom door, we were delighted and jumped with joys.

Not long after we settled at a corner in the classroom, we started doing some reading and highlighting the interesting vocabulary used in the story. To my astonishment, Darwin and Joel came back to our class and opened the door. They told us that someone had informed our chinese teacher about us and we were ordered to go back to the computer lab immediately.

Shirley and I doubted of the consequences if we really turned up at the computer lab. When Darwin and Joel were strolling a few meters away from us, Shirley and I escaped and ran into the girls' toilet. Yes we got to escape but they saw us escaping eventually.
We settled down at the staircase near to the Science Lab. And we had a cool conversation there, I summarized and deliberated some English verbs to Shirley and I also explained them to her and meditated to her on English.

While they were having Mother Tongue lessons, we were meditating on English and we seemed to be really picking on Mother Tongue language.
I'm here to clarify that we weren't picking on anythings.

Will I ever hate Chinese? Absolutely no. I will never ever let my ancestors, grandparents & family down. Language is rather important in terms of both English and Mother Tongue.
The problem was, going to the computer lab was plainly boring and a wastage of time. We prefer referring to the Chinese textbook itself and practice for our coming preliminary oral examinations than looking into the web-cam and take a video of ourselves. In conclusion, we were far over-dreaded to go for Chinese lessons.

After Chinese lessons was Maths, as we walked back to the class and we were being teased by the whole class. They were just teasing us and scaring us. Nevertheless our Chinese teacher came to our class and pointed at us. We were told to stay back after school and copy the whole lot of two chapters from our Chinese textbook. We were also given 2 demerit points.
The wise people bears the consequences willingly. Dared to risk, dared to face.

It was also really shocking when no teacher scolded us :P
Our classmate were really creating such nuisances as they plainly wanted to make us panicked. And that's called unmatured...
Knowing that, we didn't even believe in what they were crapping about, lols.
Shirley and I were so called 'lucky'.
It was English lesson then, our english teacher= our form teacher.
Our names were mentioned in the class diary... just only when the school bell rang, we were dismissed...
Then my form teacher signed the class diary and she saw our names stated with negative comments in the diary as she shouted at us and told us to stay back. We were prepared to get a traumatizing experience from her. =.=''

Moreover, she didn't use a bad tone when she was talking to us. She didn't even reprimanded us. However, she had a nice chat with us. And told us why we shouldn't skip classes. She also urged us not to do it next time and also wanted us to guarantee her that we will not do it again. Instead, I was quite affected by her words. What she said were really true. Maybe teachers shouldn't scold students like us next time but to explain in a well-mannered way? And this really touches my heart. Sensing that our form teacher really care for us, but there are still people taking her for granted :(

Yeah!
Alright we stayed back eventually after school to clear our debts. We lunched at the Mama's shop and bought lots of tidbits- to cheer ourselves up!
Then we headed back to school and started with our work. We only finished at 4.30p.m plus.
We bore the consequences today. And we didn't run away. Therefore our debts are officially cleared!
Yes, I promised my form teacher not to skip for any classes anymore and I will not upset her again :D

The book 'chicken soup' really motivated me... credits to the inspired authors!


Something flashed into my mind. "Being the salt & light for my school and setting a good example for my friends and juniors."
But I can never succeed in being the salt & light for my school and whatsoever.






Ok i really misses Jingmei vv much!

About 2 months plus since I last seen her :(
Did i treasured her when she was in yhope?
I should regret, because i didn't treasure her. Something was really prompting me not to, and that was Satan. The miscellaneous wrongs that she did had prompted me to leave a bad impression and a lousy attitude towards her.

The reasons were because she failed to meet me succesfully for countless times- the longest period of waiting time was about a hour and I was sick then. That led me to be overly frustrated, gained hatred, lost temper towards her. Nonetheless I started an argument with her. This was rather nothing to be shocked about, human's nature are always like that. And that's called selfish.
I was really selfish, why didn't I comprehend her? Yes, I understood her reason for sinning but I did not understand what was happening then and that's sad.
The unmatured side of me was hoping that she gets a transfer ASAP. Therefore I could do things whatever I feel like, and I could isolate from her. My mentality was over-childish, I am struggling with this problem right now.

Without her presence I feel very lost and puzzled in doing spiritual stuffs. Her guidance has faded since the day she left. Alright, I understand that I can seek other people around me, but it's unwise, I will have limitations in accounting to someone. But I would feel relatively unobstructed accounting to Jingmei when she was around, it was just the matter whether was I accountable to her? I also seemed to rely on her too much.. I will began to fear and I will settle aside at an isolated place and follow the trend of Emo-ness. Sometimes I really wonder why will I land in such pitiful state? Obviously this prompts me not to bond and fellowship in terms of going for outings and forth more.

My goals from now onwards- learn to appreciate everyone's effort used for me, learn to comprehend the problem before any judgments are made, learn to forgive & forget.. er there are more to mention. And I shan't list down as the post will be very long.

During today's prayermeet. From the bible, Sihui prophesied that we mustn't worry so much, as the day will come and what's the point of worrying?
In my opinion, we will attract Satan to work on us... therefore the worries will just increase and forth more.
In conclusion, I WILL STOP WORRYING! Oh yeah! :)

All I want now is to advice you guys that we must always treasure/appreciate something & someone before we lose them...
I only started appreciating her after she left.. and that's kinda sad.

Neh-mind.
Rejoice in every circumstances!
REJOICE, REJOICE & REJOICE!

TADA! I feel so bless now and I have no idea why! =.=''

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During yesterday's English lessons, we were asked to bring our own reading materials...
And i brought chicken soup! Hahas not exactly chicken soup but the book is called 'chicken soup'. The 1 hour of reading was fruitful today :P

There are many books published named 'chicken soup' but they are classified. For instance, Chicken soup for the Mother's soul, Singapore Soul & Entrepreneur's Soul and so on.
For the mother's soul, there are many different topics that were written by Mothers, about what they've experienced, encountered & faced being a mother.
For the Singapore Soul, obviously they were written by Singaporeans. Some preached about things they've overcame and some are classified in the stories of 'transformed lives' and there are many stories in this book. In conclusion, they were written by many people and classified in the related topics :D

So this book is called 'Chicken Soup'. I bought it from the Books Kiinokuniya at Takashimaya a year ago :P And it cost $23.10 but it was free! I used the voucher given by my school. I guess that I've started to love reading and that's great! Yeahhhhhh XD

There's a long quote and poem that I wanted to share.
It was written by the American poet Douglas Malloch.


I found this quote and poem interesting and meaningful...
It describes that successes don't come with dignity, qualities or to be high ranked. But success only comes if we use our 100% efforts by making it to success and giving our best in everything we do. Dream positively & wisely . But not to dream of negative thoughts. Make sure our dreams and aspiration will come true before we succeed. Make use of our own talents and wisdoms we have to meet our targets. Focus on it faithfully so that everything we do will succeed!

I'm trying to give a source of encouragement. Hope that it helps^^

Reading does not need wisdom. But reading requires the willingness from us, how desirable are we and the motivation to read. Through years of searching, I found the meaning of reading. Reading blindly doesn't helps but meditate on it. The meaning of reading was discovered after I started touching the holy bible, as bible doesn't requires reading but meditating.
Try to meditate on everything you read, you experience and you encounter. It's really far away from your sudden thoughts. To meditate something, it needs time :) The most important things are our patience, perseverance and endurance.

Woah... I typed so much le
Ok stopping here le.

JIAYOU EVERYONE! XD





Back to post!

God! Please bless me with sufficient sleeping time!! :)

I was late for the 9th time today!
Oh my godddddddarlink!
Okie luh, blame myself as well as the alarm clock.
My alarm clock didn't wake me up for countless times already, maybe I'm not fated to attend sch? Hmmm hahahas just kidding.
The students councilors were kind enough to let me off, so I rushed to the assembled area at Quadrangle... As I walked past the teachers proudly.. hahas kidding again :P

Lessons as per normal.

Wah my tian!
MATHS lessons were noisy!
Moreover the other classes surrounding our class were having their exams! I really felt like digging a hole to escape, because I really detest to study in a class with the people who are inconsiderate, disrespectful & unreasonable... Excluding the majority of the people in our class luh, who are me and some others else. But.... We still have to strive on!!!!

My papa told me "Juan ah, I tell you, must listen to what the teachers are crapping. Because they've already stepped into the society and have encountered such minors or major problems in handling problems such as financial problems, being retrenched etc etc~~. And what the problems they met are similar to me".

Okie, i accept their guidance and has taken in what they had said. Truly, we ought to trust them for the sake of our futures. Some people may suspect me from intaking pills which changed my mindset. But let me tell you, I didn't :]
Our english, maths, science and other teachers kept repeating the same testimonies they had, and also their problems that they had faced before. It isn't hard or tough to trust their words ya? It's happier to receive than to regret. Yet I've received their guidance and words. Frankly, i don't want to regret! And neither I'm teacher's pet... It's just the matter of believing, willing to help yourself or even motivated or not! Hope the person's reading my post XDD

I really want to affirm my english teacher who's also my form teacher. My english standards merely increased by 50%!!! :) I don't mind that the foolscaps were used- at least they weren't wasted! I really want to advice some of my classmates to stop demanding her or doubting her. They're really over-negative. It's wise to doubt a person as we won't get tricked easily. But it's unfair to doubt an innocent & a pretty fair person. So... i hope that you guys can change your mentalities!! :DD I have faith that you will!
I noticed that i have started interacting using english more frequently since last year. Hahas! Somehow I began to develop interests during english lessons!!
Praise God... he changed me!! :DDD

Jiayou guys! We must cherish the people around us!!!
Losing someone isn't hurtful to me BUT it's hurtful to me if i don't treasure the particular person!!!
YUP!
I think i've grown up in terms of mentality, mindset thinking but not my height!
Neh-mind... i will still work hard on it!!

Okie.. shall end here bahs!
Everyone! Let's rejoice in every circumstances :P
BYE!



Ahah! I woke up so early :)

And I'm here to crap :P Muahaha~
What an early post I've. -.-''

Just visited Sihui's blog- full of funny videos! HaH!
And she posted a photo- wah.. my face really sucks.. haish! neh-mind
Eh sihui, i am trying to advertise your blog wor. Credits to me! hahas

Okie, i don't usually go out on Sundays unless i go out with my buddy. I just wanna stay at home to rest as well as to slack, yesterday was a long day- we were outside for approximately 12hours. However i was broke yesterday, left with 25cents :( Then i was also fortunate enough, sihui helped me leis! Wooo~ So I had only 1 meal throughout these 12hours. And my jie was having steamboat!!! bon appetite too as i didn't intake any foods :(

hahas, i forgot to post something... yesterday before we headed to Plaza Sin. We headed back to Nexus Auditorium to do/settle stuffs, then headed BACK to meridian and bonded with West A,B,C?? I'm not pretty sure whether there were any friends from West C... neh-mind.
I remembered that Sathya & Keith were there. The keith was really very crappy, used the phone cards, tapz cards and ez-link cards and mixed it as it's a pack of poker cards- because there was a guard there who warned him not to play poker cards there. So he really fooled the guard.... that's really LOL!

How i wish West D can always stay back after service and UDMM meeting, that was really bonding. And my class is more bonded luh! XD =.=''... im so random.
I feel that now i'm more open-minded towards West D, because i started posting their names at blog. This is not what i always do, as last time i would really only mention- 'my friends'... -.-

I didn't even pray to God for healing me. I was sick yesterday.. kept sneezing- and i thought today i will have a cold... but praise God, my flu really recovered by 50%^^
I guess that Sihui & huaiqian had prayed for me le? hmmm... >.<

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Okay, now i'm back again..
erm.. wah i'm super-duper now!
just contacted my primary school ex-classmate- louise^^
Then we had a nice chat, we were talking about our classmates as well as our ex-classmates.
Then i visited her friendster profile, viewed her friends.
Wow, just knew that she added so many ex-schoolmates and ex-classmates.

And i'm pretty surprised, some of their faces really- after plastic surgery.
Some, never change at all! some are that they became prettier and look more like a hunk! hahas

I wish that we will have a 6A class gathering again!!!! XDD

I saw one of her friends named 'Anti-Christ'.. lols
i see... what for reciting the pledge everyday in school.. i'm wandering.
Neh-mind, mayb he/she isn't a singaporean.. perhaps a PR? okok..

lols..





Today woke up somehow early XD
Played with my computer.
After bathing, brushed teeth and combed hair. trained to boon lay MRT... met up huaiqian, crystal & weikoon :]
'Then trained to lakeside- we alighted and waited for tong sheng and friend B.
Trained again to raffles place --> somerset after they reached.

Crystal, huaiqian and I had a 'private' conversation while weikoon was entertaining the guys on MRT. We reached later for prayermeet... then Praise & Worship. after that was teaching :)

Had UDMM meeting after service, went to meridian and packed our lunch to Istana park- realized that istana park didn't have enough space to squeeze so much people... then no choice we had to head back to meridian(behind the meridian) then had our lunch. Really thank God, the security guard chased us away after we had our lunch. HAHAS~~
But our UDMM meeting hadn't started yet, so we headed back to meridian and settled at a place where we seated there for our UDMM meeting. It ended around 5p.m plus plus.. :)

After UDMM meeting and everything else, Shannon went home.
Weikoon, Eugene, Sihui and I went to the Plaza Singapura to find for any shops which can modify sihui's psp. But we were hungry then, without hesitating we headed to the food court- there were no seats for us -.-... then neh-mind we went mac-donald- also no seats -.-.... then we went long john silvers- also no seats! In the ended we had our dinner at KFC... lol! Sihui blessed me dinner, thanks^^ I also thank God for that =D

As we couldn't find any shops which can modify sihui's psp... -.-
Hehes..
We went back to Centrepoint, also couldn't find.
So we went to Cineleisure- ALSO couldn't find...
Then sihui and I felt thirsty, as I left with $0.00... she shared with me her new bought-freshed mineral water... LOLS... okie i thank her again! :D

It was around 10pm plus as we trained home :)
Reached home at 11.00pm liddat...
and gotta turn off soon le =)
BYES!



Sometimes I really can't figure out why

Majority of the people out there will have the sense of urgency or anxiousness when they are going to take their 'O' levels or even their 'N' levels. So what they will do is to focus or listen during lesson time, and not to talk! You can talk as in asking teacher about the related questions etc, but you must know when is the right time to unzip your mouth...but some people even keep their mouths unzipped throughout the whole morning of school! That sounds ridiculous ya?
Moreover they speak so loud, can't they whisper? Or lower down their bass volume? Set it to the right amount of volume?

And i'm referring to my class, they like to cluster around like as if it's a funfair. However, I do think that my EOA teacher is very unfair to Shanker, Joel & Ridzuan. They just only whispered, then they kena scolded... Very innocent ya!! :(
While the group settling behind of our class- weiye, dzul etc were super noisy! I myself also can't tahan anymore... How am I going to focus during lessons in this kind of situation!!! If this is a Sec 1 class, we can still excuse, but this is a sec 4 graduating class! Omg

For goodness sake.. Dzul, your voice already sounds awful(very deep) still talk so loud? Weiye, why you always like as if talking to yourself? People don't even answer you! You just carry on talking and talking... annoying you know? And people just asked you to zip up your mouth- you still want to talk back?
Two of you really pollute the class, with noises and the peacefulness in our class faded when both of you starts to talk -.- Or the zip of your mouth spoilt? They remained unzip every time exclude during english lesson- as the mouths from both of you will be zipped automatically :S

Anyway, there are many classmates around you who want to study hard, so please don't pollute the class... thanks..... i shan't care so much, the best thing is that they will just zip their mouths(full of fragrances ya?) during the right time. Our EOA teacher even came into an extend as she did not teach any single thing today. Who to blame? We wanted to listen but... in the end what happened? I think those noises-makers should do some soul searching.... go find your souls please! Your souls aren't in school frequently. but at somewhere else perhaps...


WOW! Today is FRIDAY!! Fridays are loved :)
Today morning assembly's venue was changed to be assembled at the quadrangle.
Normally is at hall...

First period CPA- yay!! wee! played computer!

Third period EOA- noisy noisy & noisy! I was very vexed to see that! :(

Recess!!!

Fifth period- Science!! <3

Sixth period- Chinese!^^ not bad

Last two periods- CME, we had completed our CME workbooks and gone
through already, so the CME periods from now onwards
will be changed to english instead.

Then.... SCHOOL DISMISSED <33
woooo! hurray!!
met up buddy after school!! <333
Had a nice day with her^^