Huichuen and Hilda's production
Haven't been updating photos so I decided to post this, funfair!
The left one is mine and the right one is hilda's.
The two 'cute' cartoons we drew are of a same person.
Clue is written on the paper, so obvious haha!

Tomorrow is service!
I love Saturdays!
Saw Gekkim just now and played with her!
She really zai, spiritually hungry all time and I'm impacted by her!

Really nothing to share here!
Since I have nothing to share, I shall not type anymore.
bye!



Time now is 9.37PM

When I was young
I'd listened to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs
When they played
I'd sing along
It made me smile

Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well

(*) Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-wo-wo
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're starting to sing's
So fine
When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more

Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed
It was songs of love that I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away

Repeat (*)
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before It's yesterday once more


Kelly Carpenters had good vocals that no one can have.
I don't know how to describe it but her vocals make me like her songs more and more, that you'll never get bored of her songs. Like this song, I've been listening to it for a few months. The song 'Top of the World' is also another song I like. Mind you I'm not orbit, but learn to appreciate old songs, without them there wouldn't be Usher or Akon now, hehehehe. I thank my Mama for influencing me with old songs, but don't get me wrong, I'm still up to the trend!

Caregroup today!
FUN FUN FUN!
Our future cg is in our hands, if you want to make it loving, you are the one who can change it!

Watched Paris and Milan, I missed the past few epsiodes lor!
I don't like animal abuser, I don't understand why they have to abuse animals. If I see them abusing animals, I will shout 'OOY' then I will go up to them with my toolbox, full of tools which can unscrew their head so I can read their minds, I will then try to fix their mind and screw it back. This is wild imagination, I believe God can do wonders!
No point grumbling about it, it won't help even though those people are really disturbing.
Animals jiayou! hahaha!

I literally spammed a lot of messages this month and I'm aware my bill is gonna burst!BREATHED OUT (PHEW)
No problem, everything I do is worthwhile after all.
No problem, the bill will not start with digit 7...hopefully! I PRAY HARD.
I also pray hard the digit won't start with 6 either...best is to start with 3.
YES YES YES.
Cold weather, I prefer hot and sunny day leh?
When it rains, you have to cancel outdoor activities!
When it rains, you can sleep like nobody's business.
I still prefer sunny days, it makes me happier, totally no link.

Okay I going to my living room now.
bye!



The moment I stepped in my room, I 'yelled' like nobody's business.
Put down my bag and did housekeeping, roar!
Its okay, now I feel much more better to be in my room blogging.

From Pasir Ris trained back to boon lay, broke record hahaha I never sleep!
Last night I slept for 8 hours and I dreamed of my papa then SIHUI WOKE ME UP. Its alright, haha the worst is we didn't get to see sunrise!!
Went down to jp mac to meet Sylvia and Cynthia.
Saw Huaiqian's group, and played with Hilda.

Finally, home sweet home!
I WANT TO HUNT FOR DINNER, HAHA.
bye.




Just purchased it during (_____) last year (photo credits to my sister)
Its been more than a year since they were born, hope they will live long till the day I die (oh no mission impossible, haha!)
FUNFAIR.

Tomorrow going chalet, woooo!
Mama is nagging at me for not packing my bag, I'm a big procrastinator.
My hamster's tumor is still there, I don't even dare to glance at it...it's reddish and huge...wah.
Pray hard that it won't affect him.

My mama is nagging at me once again, I keep 'orh-ing' back lol!
Then she said 'orh your head'..quick go pack your bag!
LOL RIGHT.

bye,
I don't like packing bags, boooo...but I still ought to obey my parents.
bye!





It is better to be engaged with lots of things, best is during your down times when you struggle in emotional problems. However, after finishing all things and it comes to a point where you sit down and think, you will then find it hard to carry the burdens you have despite forgetting about it for mainly a few hours. Who can carry the burden with us? Who can we cast off our emotional problems to? Who?
I always here this "What done has been done, the scar is there forever".
In reality, scars can disappear but it takes time to.
In our life, the scars we have may last for eternity...which is hell.
If the scars cannot be remove, we as humans don't even know how to live our life to the fullest like how God wants us to.
When you drive a car, you need to put on your seat belt.
You need a helmet when you ride a motorbike.
We need an armor when we live our life, who is the armor?
Who is in control of the car, which is our life?

Ephesians 6:10-13
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

Obedience without faith and courage is dead.
Faith without action is dead.
Courage without obedience and faith is dead.
Somehow I think it links...just like any problem sum.

Need to update westd blog,
AND I REALISE I CAN'T LOGIN, PW IS WRONG!
*insert sian face*
I finally got the oppurtunity to bloghop, upload photos, giggles.

bye!!





Finally it had finally come to an end of it!

It's hard to describe my feelings, I rather feel neutral than happy nor sad because I will miss it to the max!
Received powerful sermons by the pastors all around hope
Know a lot of the leaders that I really learned much from them.
Got the chance to host the international delegates with the leaders, new learning and experiences
Went for the two workshops- Arts of Sermon Delivery and Lessons from the Field
Got to sustain throughout everything, it was tedious for me to sit down and attend to the preacher but I really thank God for His grace.
I will never regret going for the full time now and looking forward for the next, haha.
I really think the workshops were great, they are priceless as they are precious enough that no one can purchase it, only if your heart yearns for it.
Thank God for Regina's advices, although I didn't feel like obeying but I did, eventually I really think that you were right!
I suddenly realise that I break my sentences into many parts.

Had a nice time with Ben, Christie and Melody.
I have to write it out here for myself, had a great time with them getting to know more about their backgrounds and goals, got impacted by their positive spirit in the KOG! I will miss them, hahaha! Not forgetting about the pastors who greatly impacted me, P.Wilsom Lim, P.Simon Eng! Awwwwwwww it was great, I think I'm kind of noob to say that but it was really a great time learning new things and exploring deep in the WOG.

LASTLY, I AM TIRED!
Haha to be serious, I still could not believe I manage to wake up at six to seven for the past three days, by God's grace I could do all things!
I SURVIVED FOR THE THREE DAYS, UNBELIEVABLE YET IT'S A TRUTH.
I know I am not shortchanged by God!

Buay tahan, seriously need to sleep!
byebye!





First day of gc!
Photos with Jency and Jess ;D





I was rushing in time and I forgot my bus card, well done!!
Quickly ran back home and took my card!
I hate myself for always forgetting my EZLINK CARD, ROAR!
But nevermind, I wasn't late after all!
I'm blessed!

I'M SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW!
Tomorrow is GC-Global Conference, it's like 3 days gc canzx.
Nonono I MUST WAKE UP EARLY!!! T_T
I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY, SERIOUSLY!
Waking up at six in the morning, quick, pat on my shoulders.
This shall be another short post.

NOTHING ELSE,
bye!



Ate lontong for my breakfast, super funfair but it was delicious and hot!!!
Went out of my house to jp and met people.
Nice to see new faces at jp mac, haha.
Really have no enough time so this shall be a short post!! On the other side I'm too lazy to type today, too sleepy..should get more sleep!
I need to do alot of planning, if I fail to plan I must well plan to fail! I pray hard that the Spirit will overflow in me so I can plan well, hahaha!

byebye!
The world rocks because I'm redeemed!!
There's no one like God!



I had my family reunion lunch with some of my relatives including my mother, sister, grandmother, three aunts and cousin. SAD DUH ONLY ONE COUSIN CAME, just because my other cousins weren't informed about this...that I was going for the lunch..that's it..I know my presence is so important to everyone of them, bohahah ya right I'm kidding.

My first aunt lives just opposite to my block so we went down to jp together. We reached super early and waited for others, today's weather is like 31degrees, no wonder it was like so humid, super funfair, haha. My godbrother whom is my cousin, he lived with me for six years and that's why we are close, haha he has changed alot in terms of height and became more tanned. He thought I don't know he's trying to attract my attention by doing tricks in his super yoyo, hahaha my sister and I giggled all the way can. He's cute in terms of his character, this year he's primary five, I missed the times when we chased each other....he's just like my biological brother.

Ate at the Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao. (yesh I can remember, haha)
Couldn't remember what I ate, had the appetizer and then main course and so and so. What I remember is the bill, if I'm not wrong the total is around hundred plus which I think it was acceptable for 8people to pay. Didn't take any photos of the food at all, get to see what I ate here. Meanwhile they went to shop while my mama and first aunt went home together.




Thank you westd2 for the gigantic 'certificate' and special thanks to Wenxin for the 'bursary award'. Your hard work has paid off, I like it alot.

I graduated from westd2, moving to westd5 and moving to greater heights! Hahaha!

Westd2 consists of huayi sec, boonlay sec and yuhua sec.
I've been waiting for the completion of huayi sec for two years, I still believe now it will come to a pass! Jiayou girls and guys! We always played at the playground before caregroup, take photos and eat cup noodles at the mama shop, continue to maintain the culture okay, hahaha!

With Westd2, farewell.









We changed seats during service, cool!
After service we packed our foods to the Istana park and after fellowship session was the west harvesters' meet, played funny games and then teaching by Dewen, Sihui went up to share her testimony! Dewen nearly forgotten and we reminded him on purpose, hahahaha!

Regina promised us she will swim at the Istana Park when westd hit 45.
Never will I know she will sabo her own dmm people, never will I know I am involved.
But don't worry, we didn't swim but we jumped into the water, hahahaha!
I joined their dmm not long ago, and I got involved, well done!
BUT WE ARE HAPPY YEAH!

With them :)






Thanks to HenrySim for helping me to take photos and video, haha!

Like the leaders said "If you want to be a leader, mix with the leaders"
Like I said "If you want to grow taller, stand beside tall people".
HAHAHA took a photo with jess, she is a nice lady okay.
Totally cuay look.


Lunch tomorrow with family! My mama, grandmother, ahyee and brother!
I don't know if sister is going, hopeless, hahaha!
My mama is back home!
Gonna talk to her, goodbye!



Surprisingly time now is 8:08AM and I should be sleeping instead.
Don't know why I woke up as early as six every now and then, roar!!
Slept at 12plus this morning, that means I had only six hours of sleep, no good.

Sis coming home today from the chalet, I didn't miss her at all, hopeless.
Again, Saturday is coming!

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Twilight- Decode

Paramore- Decode
How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know how

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know how

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

[Thanks to Brittany Diaz for lyrics]

New Moon, coming on my way!
I'm super extremely very hungry now, go hunt for food now, bye!

God is good, I prayed that I want to wake up early and I really did it!
Even though I don't like what I'm doing, I still do it, haha!



Yesterday @ Regina's house


Walked over to the playground and looked for wenxin.
Shepherd her for the last time, hahaha!
Told her alot of things, I believe she will move to greater heights!















Finally, eight months had passed and she's going to be under Sihui.
At first it was dreadful to me, but now I really can see wenxin and sihui growing together! JIAYOU! :)

bye :)



GOOD MORNING!

It's a wow, I slept at 12 plus this morning and woke up at 5 in the morning.
Strummed the guitar and read books, forced myself to sleep again, haha then woke up at 11 just now.

Thanks Regina for supplying me the guitar strings.
Thanks Sihui for helping me to change the guitar strings.
Thanks Papa for cutting off the remaining guitar strings and tune it for me.
WOW I AM SO BLESSED, HAHAHA.

Mama bought cupcakes for my breakfast, she said I got the 口服.
She only buys it when my sister isn't at home for breakfast, she's at chalet enjoying her time with her friends now, how envious am I that I can't wait for my own chalet, HAHA.

I read Panda's blog about the restructuring in westd.
There is a new caregroup in westd and it is none other than.......drumroll*
WESTD5
And I have officially entered Regina's dmm :)
My first meeting was at her house and IT WAS A TORTURE!!! (joking la)
Before even we prayed for one another, it was the Q&A session and other than the biblical questions, there were questions like who is your who blah blah, haha.
Thank God for them, too hospitable to ask those questions, hehehe.
The teaching rocks too and funny things happened throughout the teaching, hehehe and finally, dinner time!! SUPER NICE SIAL, I don't know but my favorite dish is the chicken curry and the chicken soup, wowowow...now I feel like eating again -.- just had my cupcakes, rofl!

My papa already reached home and he was sitting at the sofa watching tv last night, so everytime the moment I step into the house, we will both shout 'CHEY', trying to mean that 看到你就 sian, in fact we are just playing only, haha! In some other ways maybe we are trying to say hello to one another, then we shout chey, LOL HAHA. I have WEIRD FAMILY

I today very happy, shouldn't have morning blues right!
Yesterday I was really sleepy, haha.
Don't have panda eyes today, good :)

Romans 7:15 (New Living Translation)
"I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it. Instead, I do what I hate."
Sometimes it is not about your emotions, but rather your faith and obedience.
Your mother asks you to mop the floor, will you? You don't feel like but with obedience, you do it even though you don't like. It is like our Christian life, there are things we don't like to do but we obey God, we do. We are not robots, we have emotions.
We can get fussed up over little things but we put faith in the lord and forgive whoever who stepped on our tails.

I said I'm disappointed, but the Holy Spirit is moving in me all times, in the end I found hope in the lord.

Off I go,
bye



Romans 5:1

I love this.
Thanks Regina for your efforts!
I enjoyed my day with people!
No photos, hehehehe.
Thank God for today!

Sister went to chalet today, not the ALOHA CHALET HOR :P
SLEEPY, goodbye!



I can't find it.
I can't feel it.
Intuition, I hope this isn't the truth.
Why do people have to hide the truth from one another, this disgusts me.
This is not my problem, I shall say, but it disturbs me alot.
Why do you have to tell your problems only when you're drunk?
Can't we sit down and have dinner together?
It is good...but not heartwarming to me.
It is like between a cat and a mice, one chasing another and the other tries to avoid the cat, very fun?

I am not being emotional, I am being distracted.
Don't worry, I will not let this affect me, I will be fine!
off.



I don't know what did I do in the morning, as early as seven I woke up and charged my phone battery, I didn't even know I sleep back again, however I woke up late! I remember the time was around ten in the morning and so I quickly brushed my teeth and bathed. This made me feel pissed, I'm pissed with myself and nevermind, I looked forward to everything. You may call me a dumb or choose not to believe me that I didn't know prayermeet was at Sherwood Towers, I thought it was at West Coast Park (because later afternoon we had barbecue). I travelled there like nobody's business and walked around at west coast park to find a large group of people have prayermeet until somebody told me that it was at the Sherwood Towers beside bukit timah plaza. At that point of time I was too anxious and aimless, don't know which way to head to bukit timah plaza, so I went to the bus stop and sat there aimlessy, prayed and prayed and flipped through the bible to calm myself down, hahaha! I wanted to go home at that point of time but I know spending another cab fare just to go for the pm will not pull me down, so what if I'm broke by then? And I just hailed for a cab then, it was hard hailing for cabs as the place I stood at is surrounded by constructions and I'm thankful for this driver who's willing to fetch me. He is a Malay so we chatted while on the trip there, hahahah! He is friendly and understanding. Yay! Manage to reach there before it even ended and I thank God for Eva, Beeting and Gekkim for praying for me, I'm so encouraged by Eva actually. God blessed me with people around there!
Isn't that blessings? When problems came to me at a wrong timing, God's blessings didn't stop. It was hard for me....but also a blessing for me!
Problems are not something we look negatively or pessimistically, but they are challenges for us to face and to choose if we can win it or not. Problems are chances, chances to produce miracles.

Finally, travelled back to west coast park, hahahah lol I'm a joker!
Played games and barbecue!! I enjoyed myself, playing with people and bonding with people, that's life okay! Played along with Vanessa, Shazalind, Shimin, Jamie, Zhihuai and two other guys! LOL what I enjoyed most was Yunian's part, the passing sweet one, hahahaha! We ran around like fools to find people especially when today is a public holiday...aww

Hilda, Huaiqian, Crystal and me.




Cow on me, Singapore!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
I am not as patriotic as you think! HAHA

Can't wait for Christmas now, carolling especially!
Now is still August, chey.
CHEY, have to wait till december for camp and christmas, what a life... :(
hahahaha, I reckon time will go faster and faster.
I remember last year was a wonderful year....excluded the first half of the year, don't know what was going on in my life, especially in school, haha.

You know I hate my facebook photos alot, those unglam pose of mine being shown, how nice is the people who tagged me those photos ha, but thank God for them that they uploaded those photos, that I will reminiscent alot and cry over those ugly photos, haha. Blogger has gone crazy, now's facebook turn, seems that end time is really coming, hahaha this is fictional okay, I'm crapping and I shall stop prawning. I started my day well, normally Sunday to me is that I need to follow the routine, plan stuffs then send schedule to my leaders, then I will spam messages and inform people about this and that thing. But today was exceptional, I go with the flow and everything seems to be alright, there is good and bad thing about routine. This will be another fun and exciting week, barbeque with west people tomorrow and more! I LOVE CUDDLING AROUND WITH PEOPLE, HEHEHE, OOPS.

TOMORROW IS COMING! HAHAHA
I think tomorrow we will eat like siao ding dong sial for the barbeque, I look forward to see everyone! I think I have been so happy recently for no reasons but its gooooood duh!

[edited]
I just want to tell you that life is short, either you live it to the fullest or you live it with regrets. Just a life has gone.
I don't feel good now,
goodbye








Now is a year of ox right? Ox is a cow, right?

MAMA: Actually they should just sing "Cow on me, Singapore".
ME: Why??? (couldn't really figure out then)
MAMA: Cause its a year of ox, COW ON ME! Then next year is year of tiger, will be "tiger on me, Singapore!"
ME: ROFL, HAHAHA!

My mama's action is really funny like -____-
And she's nagging at me for not hanging up my bath towel now.
I keep procrastinating and she scolded "Keep on waiting and waiting will be tomorrow!"
Due to anxiety, I sprang towards the kitchen and complete the undone things.
She's right, I AM A SERIOUS PROCRASTINATOR -.-

P/S: I support Hydir for Anugerah!



Thank you Mama, for doing so much for me.
I'm fighting for victory! You might be asking what kind of battle I'm fighting, I'm fighting against the devil, who doesn't? Haha

Joined Huaiqian's caregroup at jp park this afternoon
Took a lot of photos for them, hehehe.














Huaiqian's candid:

Cute smile


Naive look.
I'm trying to freak myself out, hahaha kidding!
Seriously speaking she's cute in the photo, first time praising her :)


Tifanny is so cute, hahahah! (the one behind, not the front one la, aiyo!)



We shouldn't care much on how people think about us, no one can destroy us because in 2 Thessalonians 3:3 it says that "But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one."
Everyday is a new start for us, new lessons and experiences for us to learn.
I have more than enough!
The blue black on my knee is nothing, my sister bought me a kinderbueno in the end, hehehe!

Uno with Peilu and Wenxin, Sihui joined in for a short while. Gave them colored papers and asked them to jot down their plans and paste it on the wall in their room, it helped me a lot when I was a young believer in Christ back then.











I had a great time with people like wenxin, peilu, cynthia, guean, gladys, regina and sihui!
HAHA, I AM EXCITED FOR TOMORROW!
DON'T ASK ME THE REASON, ITS A SECRET.
Sigh, I think many people know already.
What a secret, tsk, hehe.

I HATE MY FACEBOOK PROFILE,
THE FUNNY PHOTOS, ALAMAK!
I love to play facebook games and do its quizzes and notes, that's all!

that's all I got to share,
i love everyone.
goodbye!





Revelation 21:4
"He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying orpain, for the old order of things has passed away."

Caregroup @ jp mac this afternoon.







Played games like indian poker which is modified by Sihui, we also played the game 'What If' and I asked this "What if Sihui becomes Megan Fox one day?" Wenxin is so evil, she asked "What if huichuen becomes a potato and grow roots and is being grounded in the mud?" Somehow like that, we enjoyed ourselves and we laughed our heads off. Indian poker is another game that is linked to questions like testimony, friends, bible and so on. I enjoyed the whole process! I find no reasons why I was so tired, didn't know I had slight fever and I thank God for strength throughout everything. Mass shepherding by Regina along with Sihui, Huaiqian, Chengzhen and Gekkee. We did personality test, the DISC one and mine is the same as huaiqian, I never felt so unluckily well, mine is DI! I forgot what is DI about but I remember with the 'DI' personality, they tend to be outgoing and everyone seems to be their best friend, also they like to be challenged and like to work in their own way.
To people who are sick: Get well soon! Drink more water and don't always lie on the bed like a pig, move around to let your body do some warm ups!



My hamsters don't seem to be living happily, have to do something about it, due to aging issues, hamsters do feel lonely and unhappy? Hmmm

We always fail our family, our friends, our loved ones.
Our family, our friends and our loved ones also fail us at times.
But who is the one who never fail us? The one who can be 24/7 by your side willing to be your listening ear and good adviser, who's the one? No doubt, He is the God.
I'm not suffering alone.

My day started out badly but I thank God for putting friends around me, making me laugh like mad and turned my day to be better!
A family should be supportive and protective to one another.
They fail me not once, not twice but more than that. (trying to calculate, hahaha!)
I will forgive them really, as they are so dear to me.

Sometimes I wonder, why am I not westernised?
Their cultures are different, they express their love through words and physical touch, wheares eastern people like me don't. Haha my mama says they are so mushy, is that so hard to open your mouth and point out how you feel? Yes its hard to my family, but to friends, its easier to express out my feelings and views, cool! At the end of the day, I thank God to have friends!

I am not suffering alone.
By God's grace, who can be against me when He is by my side?
Thank God for you! Pandamaniac!
Thanks for your listening ear and your invisible shoulder for me to lean on, hahaha!

goodbye.