My another white hamster, aging, tsk.

Time now is 9:56pm.

I figured it out why we cannot blog properly on blogger, if you are a mozilla firefox user, you have to use internet explorer to blog, saddening, because I am one of them.

Hmm, I received alot of encouragement cards since when I joined yhope, alot of them were thrown away and I found some of them in my file. I regretted for throwing others away as I was a person who won't appreciate others' effort, haha! (click to see larger, sickening, many of them wrote 'potato', lol right, but I love it)

Majority were from Regina, Sihui, Huaiqian, Crystal and Jency!!


My first church camp!! FIRST FRONTIER.
A camp which I attended unwillingly, hahaha!


The good old days, hahaha! Miss Tracy rocks forever can?
I hate to sit at the first row.


Shirley and Wenhui beside me!


Westd2

We rocks in this KOG.


Candid

I think it looks much more nicer without my eyes, nose, mouth and everything, hahah just my sideburn!!! Haha kidding la! I can't crack a joke properly now, sorry I feel very cold :'(

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Blog unlocked.












I need to chill out a little.
Today I only do clearing of trashes, quite lifeless as I would rather be doing more meaningful stuffs now, haha.

My black hamster got a tumor on the lower part of its body, it is like so gross and afflicted but what I can do is to pray, I can't possibly apply any medicine which humans use, rofl right. I mean I don't even know where is the vet and money-wise, you have to pay the price of taking care of one pet, or even two.
ARGH I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT.
The tumor has been with it for the past two weeks :(

I dreamed again yesterday!
I DREAMED OF MONEY!!! $_$


goodbye



I locked my blog and it is unable to unlock, contradicting blogger.
Something's still screwed on blogger, be it the posting and the settings, zzz.

No one is reading my post now cause my blog is locked.
Haha.
SAD



Laugh my head off.
My sister forgot to bring along her keys a few days back and hence, she never stopped calling me, however, I was sleeping like a pig as it was already midnight! Serve her right hahaha, finally my mama received her call and helped her to open the door. MY SIS STILL BLAMED ME FOR NOT ANSWERING HER CALL! Haha then I laughed at her, that's how we show love to one another hahaha! God works in an amazing way, I remember last time whenever I shout at her, she would bash me up but now, I will shout at her once in a while and instead of wanting to beat me up, she pretend to cry, so irritating. My relationship with her has drawn closer because there is this God that changed me. Although my family is somehow broken, I realised I have no regrets towards having an imperfect family, its a calling for me to be placed in this family and everywhere I am, haha.

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Time now is 12:11am.
Surprisingly blogger is fixed.


Mug, mug, mug!

I am so not satisfied with my studies, I've just started on the O'lvl English comprehension and I never knew I can do it! I am not really that satisfied as I have more to go (faints)
Nevermind, its gonna be tough but I am walking through the alleys with God.

Studied at je library with lengna aka the mad dog, she came over to study with me. To my amazement, I still can cope with maths on certain topics. I dislike the topic on simultaneous equation. Maths is my rival, I will fix it man no matter what!
I regretted not to bring along my hoodie. We literally bought bubble tea and brought it to the library, firstly its against the rule and secondly, we were so freezing cold!
FYI: I didn't know that we can't bring cold drinks up to the fourth floor at je library, I DECLARE (hahaha)


Hey beeting, this is cute, haha!


Puay puay puay!! (just kidding)


The cutest of all =D (sleeping in progress, not dead!)
Its been a year, I hope you won't die so fast! (bohahah!)



That's what my mama did when I told her I'm saving up money, how supportive of her, so you will not see me dying so soon! Jeers to people who want me to die.
Thank God for my mama, buy more my hair drop more!
HAHAHA KIDDING!
My mama is working so she seldom cooks unless I can reach home at four in the afternoon which is nearly to impossible.

Thank God for Tina's box of egg fried breads, it was marvellous although the appearance looks abit 'hahahaha' and although it wasn't meant for me to eat, hahaha!
Forgotten about westd blog pw again -.-

Rendition tomorrow!
goodbye.



Argh!
I am so tired!
Haha!!
I woke up at five in the morning and waited till eight, just in case I scared I will turn back to sleep.
I wanted to watch the eclipse but did not! Disappointed, the sun didn't came out in China (I think, I went back to sleep when I knew there isn't sun)
It appeared at India.
I will never get to see it again, never!! Haha unless I reincarnate which I don't believe in it, end time is coming (hahaha)
I didn't sleep much eventually!
ROAR I AM STUPID. (kidding)
I slept at two last night, joker.

Q: What kind of fish will befriend with chicken?
A: Sardines.

Ask me why, quick!!
Think, what is the brand of sardines?
AYAM BRAND!!

A guy told me about the joke, lol right?
I need to stop here, need to settle things, bohahah.

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Haha blogger's screwed out of no reason.

I am the most available person ever, I am so free every now and then, however, I will get busier and busier with stuffs later on.

My mama literally cooked fish head curry for dinner and its hot! However I also think its overwhelming! I cherish her deeds. Regina, I really don't have the intention to agitate you, I just realised that I mentioned something about fish, hahaha!! Fish is your favorite, right? (bohahah)

We know the rights and the wrongs, yet we don't show it by actions. For instance you are aware that tomorrow is your last paper of your major exam, yet you haven't study for it, what for you know it without doing it?

James 2:15-17
¹⁵Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. ¹⁶If one of you says to him, "Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed," but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it? ¹⁷In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.

Since you know the value of weekly services, you should attend instead of reassuring your readers.
Never hold grudges towards the people around you, for God does not do this to us.

Colossians 3:13
¹³Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.

FYI: I dedicate this post to a special friend. If you think you are the special friend of mine, so be it.

Curry fish head is overwhelming.
Mum's cooking is indescribable.
God is a divine god.

This verse will always lighten me up when I am disturbed with things.
Matthew 6:34
³⁴ So don't worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will have its own worries. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Tomorrow will be a better day.
Everyday will be getting better.
How encouraging this verse is :)

The extra mile I've walked..
I am still not satisfied, I know I will never get satisfied until the judgment day comes. God has greater plans for me, in exchange.

Sleeping with lights on is indeed intolerable. TURN OFF THE LIGHT YOU ELIZABETH MAWAWA! Haha I have been bearing with it for very long and I gonna sleep with lights off tonight! Don't get confused, elizabeth is my sister. I just got frightened by her in the morning, we nearly banged onto each other, how ridiculous it is. I love my family, they make me laugh my head off. Anyway Elizabeth is just another nickname I have given to my sister.


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Super pathetic, had to change back from classic template to a layout because of twitter, but I still like it :)
Time now is 1:45AM

Weird blogger, I didn't italicise the font but it did it by itself, haha. I can't edit the html as blogger is down with problem, something wrong with the site so I can't navigate properly to the edit html mode, alamak.

Met up with Regina today.
She kept saying about choleric personality, something that is linked to personality.

I went to do a research on Personality/Temperament. It explains about the strengths and weaknesses of each personality.
I got to know mine, mine is actually Sanguine

• Appealing personality (I am not)
  
• Talkative, Storyteller (definitely not)
  
• Life of the Party (I have no life, haha)
  
• Good sense of humor (no I don't)
  
• Memory for color (somehow)
  
• Physically holds on to listener (somewhat)
  
• Emotional and demonstrative (I don't like)
  
• Enthusiastic and expressive (they said I am but I don't want)
  
• Cheerful and bubbling over (should be)
  
• Curious (at times)
  
• Good on stage (I'm on stage during primary school only)
  
• Wide-eyed and innocent (I innocent? haha!)
  
• Lives in the present (of course, I'm in the present now, right?)
  
• Changeable disposition (nono)
  
• Sincere at heart (I don't know)
  
• Always a child (what?!?!!)
  
• Volunteers for Jobs (yeah)
  
• thinks up new activities (I don't really)
  
• Looks great on the Surface (lol I'm not a food)
  
• Creative and colorful (I have no gift in craftsmanship!)
  
• Has energy and enthusiasm (lol)
  
• Starts in a flashy way (I don't)
  
• Inspires others to join (I don't really inspire)
  
• charms others to work (lol?!)
  
• Makes Home Fun (I lamo)
  
• Is liked by children's friends (I don't have children, lol)
  
• Turns disaster into humor (haha sometimes)
  
• Is the circus master (must well say I am a clown?!)
  
• Makes friends easily (depends)
  
• Loves People (haha)
  
• Thrives on compliments (sometimes)
  
• Seems exciting (lol?!)
  
• envied by others (I don't know)
  
• Doesn't hold grudges (giggles)
  
• apologizes quickly (giggles)
• Prevents dull moments (ya lor)
  
• Likes spontaneous activities (yup)
  

Here are the strengths of being sanguine, as for weaknesses, too lazy to copy and paste!!! (haha)

Want to know about the weaknesses of being choleric? (trying to pull Regina down, haha!)

• Bossy
• Impatient
• Quick-tempered
• Can't Relax (AGREED)
  
• Too impetuous
• Enjoys controversy and arguments
• Won't give up when losing
• Comes on too strong (AGREED)
• Inflexible
• Is not complimentary
• Dislikes tears and emotions (AGREED)
• Is unsympathetic
• Little tolerance for mistakes
• Doesn't analyze details
  
• Bored by trivia
  
• May make rash decisions
  
• May be rude or tactless
  
• Manipulates people
  
• Demanding of others
• End justifies the means
• Work may become his god
• Demands loyalty in the ranks
• Tends to over dominate
  
• Too busy for family
• Gives answers too quickly
• Impatient with poor performance
• Won't let children relax (AGREED, LOL)
  
• May send them into depression
• Tends to use people
• Dominates others
• Knows everything (AGREED, DISCERNMENT)
• Decides for others (AGREED)
• Can do everything better (AGREED)
• Is too independent (AGREED)
• Possessive of friends and mate
• Can't say, "I'm Sorry" (AGREED, KIDDING)
• May be right, but unpopular

HAHA OKAY.
Here are the strengths of being choleric:

• Born leader (AGREED)
• Dynamic and active (AGREED)
• Compulsive need for change
• Must correct wrongs (AGREED)
• Strong-willed and decisive (AGREED)
• Unemotional (AGREED)
• Not easily discouraged (AGREED)
• Independent and self sufficient (AGREED)
• Exudes confidence (AGREED)
• Can run anything (AGREED)
• Goal oriented (AGREED)
• Sees the whole picture
• Organizes well (AGREED)
• Seeks practical solutions
  
• Moves quickly to action (AGREED)
• Delegates work (AGREED)
• Insists on production
• Makes the goal (AGREED)
• Stimulates activity
• Thrives on opposition
• Exerts sound leadership
• Establishes Goals
• Motivates family to action
• Knows the right answer (AGREED)
• Organizes household
• Has little need for friends
  
• Will work for group activity
  
• Will lead and organize (AGREED)
• Is usually right (AGREED)
• Excels in emergencies (AGREED)

Haha this is just for entertainment, to me. It may be some fictional stuffs, I don't think so as they are so real.

You can go this site if you want okay:
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There is this personality quiz in the website too, haha.

I'm so happy about the mcg!!
Revival in myself, like woah finally.
God is wonderfully working right here in me!

Last night I spammed broad beans with my mama, last week I spammed otahs with her and she warned me that I might have stomach upset next day and I really got! Last night she warned me that I might have coughing or throat infection today if I eat too much beans, and I really got. Wah sey I envy her mouth sial, everything she said came true.

I know another friend who shares the same name as Regina. So cool! =D

goodbye.






Time now is 11:26am.

I had a lot of dreams yesterday!
Just recalled what Dewen said, we don't only dream at night but dream something big for God!
Then I come to realise my dream makes no sense, seriously.
I am not gonna share what I had dream of, any typical dreams perhaps.
I remember I dreamed a lot last night, maybe its because I was too tired.

Hardly get to see my sister now and then, she leaves home as early as ten in the morning while I am still sleeping and gets home as late as three in the morning while I already sleep like a dead pig. She is a monster, really don't need to sleep. Somehow somewhat on outside she is engrossed with a lot of things, inside she is actually very lonely and doubtful. She has friends and companies, what she lacks is the One who never forsake her. I just want to go up to her and speak to her with all my heart, I have no courage and confident, one day I will as I know nothing is impossible in the kingdom of God.

I am alone, but I am not lonely.
Don't you think this make senses?
Alone be it physically or maybe mentally, not emotionally.
Lonely is another case, lonely is more of emotionally.
They are both different matters, someone told me this when I broke down, deeply encouraged by how she said or even phrased it.
I am all alone with God, meditating on what He is speaking to me and observing the things around me, trying to evaluate on myself and see what is to be improved. Come to think of it, being alone isn't a bad thing at all, being alone is an opportunity to draw ourselves closer to God.
No one is to be lonely when there is God in them.
They are no longer aimless in their emotions and thinking.
Only aimless people will feel the loneliness.
Even when the believers grow old, they won't feel lonely I reckon.

I think God wants me to really tell my sister about the previous paragraph.
As I start to type the first sentence, I never stopped.
And I saw myself trying to comfort my sister with the above paragraph.
Unless I speak out, she wouldn't know.
Too bad, she only passes by here once in a blue moon.

Have you ever wondered what is your true personality or character?
I had been in the situation where I'm stuck in between.
Hahaha, okay it isn't funny.
I hope I don't have split personality, haha joker.

I heard someone shouting at me, my Mama just called out for me.
I forgot about my breakfast....now the time is 11:39am.

Attendance is not the main thing, is obedience to God.
Doing ministry is another thing, but how are you going to harvest it?
What kind of life you are leading? A secret life or a blameless life?
No more doing things of halfheartedly, giving the best shot to God.

Haggai 1:5-6
⁵ Now this is what the LORD Almighty says: "Give careful thought to your ways. ⁶ You have planted much, but have harvested little. You eat, but never have enough. You drink, but never have your fill. You put on clothes, but are not warm. You earn wages, only to put them in a purse with holes in it."

Lihuey aka yati, I don't worth to be your pet cause I cost only in six digits numeral :(
Hahahaha!

goodbye



Time now is 1.08am :)

Had service yesterday.
I am really tired, throughout the starting of meeting people and going home.
In my heart is filled with joyfulness and conviction!
I don't express it out, I cried for joy and I know its time for my own revival!
That's all for my post!
I made a promise to God during the Oasis camp, to win the land for Him.
I gonna sleep soon!
I REALLY VERY TIRED :(
I slept at 3 in the midnight and woke up at 8 in the morning yesterday :(
I procrastinated but never knew I would reach on time!
HAHA.
I am so blessed.
BUT I NEED REST!!
I feel that my spirit and soul is switched off.
Surprisingly I am still typing here, eh hehehe.
Okay, I shall stop my prawning.
I remain cheerful by prawning, hahaha.
No prawns please.

Thinking if I should go to study later with people, so tired and lazy, hahaha!
Need to plan my week first before even I care to step out from my house.
Sports meet tomorrow with people also.
BASKETBALL.
I have not been touching basketball for a total of two weeks!
Somehow somewhat I missed basketball a lot.
And I keep saying I want to sleep until now I still have not, bohahah.
I still don't know why I am called a merlion, like alamak siol!
YATI :(

I know a new friend, she knows my cousin.
COOL SEH.
The world is getting smaller, someone tell me why!
I only know we will face alot of trails and testings before end time comes, but no one has said that the world will become smaller, okay this is super illogical.

goodbye :)





Yawn, I am very tired.
My day was enjoyable with Wenxin and Beeting.
Promised Beeting that I will upload photos for today, went over to her house to plan games for the coming mcg, get well soon! At first we were chatting all the way and finally we came out with many ideas and plans! Kudos to her as this is her first time planning! Her house is so cosy! I still can remember my first time leading...........I remember I ran away from mcg before, hahahaha!




Look behind me, hahaha!!



Come take my picture, I will pose for you, hahaha!
Huaiqian, the photos are perfect enough.
Give me money and I will take a photo with you even though I'm not willing to :(

Finally I have done confirmation and finished off all the last minute stuffs and yeah I am so free now!
ENTERTAIN ME.
Thanks Lihuey for buying me as your pet at $121,000 on Friends For Sale.
The truth is that I don't even know what is that!! HAHA
YATI AKA ROTI!!
I HOPE YOU TAG MY BLOG SOONER OR LATER

I found back my PHOTOGRAPHY BUG!
Please don't curse me but I mean it!
I always liked to take photos with people on bus and take photos of people, WE CHILIDISH! HAHAHA!
Take note, is we not me, hahaha!

Oh no please stop barking you dog, it sounds scary seriously!
I scared dogs barking at night, argh!!!! :(
I am not scared of evil spirits, I scared dog's barking, like totally out of the topic.
Something to cheer me up, BARBIE DOLL AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT THIS YEAR!
Thank You Rambutan, careful ah. :D
This is fictional, I don't really expect a barbie doll, I'm kidding.
Bohahah.

Service is tomorrow, I am not wrong.
My mental calendar wasn't working well yesterday -.-
Thanks to this bus 99 driver today for driving so fast and making this Indian lady to fall with her baby's pram.
I got traumatized.

goodbye



WOW.
I finally understand that it isn't easy to preach for a total of 2 hours.
By God's grace, I did it and I overcame the tiredness in me.

Met up Peilu, Lixuan then Wenxin just now
Had a fruitful time with them!!!!!

Meanwhile Wenxin came over to my place and we went over to the Shumi's bubble tea shop for bubble tea.
Took a lot of photos after shpdg with her.


















My papa is back home early tonight!

Jiayou to my sheeps!
Jiayou to Wenxin for tomorrow!
JIayou for confirmation!




I miss you guys out of a sudden!
Imagine Yida, Michelle, Yanying and Xiaoyuan in the picture (just imagine)
HAHA.
RANDOM.

I had a weird dream last night.
Woke up super late today because of that freaky dream.
HAHA

Studied with Guineapig and eggtart at jp mac last night.
Saw my primary school teacher on the bus while on my way there, she were sitting beside where I stood, and I happened to look to her direction and I just saw her, like ............... I felt really shy and I didn't want to look back to the same direction and I gave a stern look on my face, treated like nothing had happened. Hahahaha! However, I hadn't been taught by that teacher, so I think she might not even recognise me! Rofl, perhaps I shouldn't think much.

I am burdened!
We gonna reap the harvest soon!!
Jw land is for us! Victory is for us!
Going out soon!
goodbye

We haven't learnt how to live if we don't learn to live for others.





I'm back home sooooo early today!
The time is now only 6:10pm and I gonna be sooooo busy later like nobody's business.

Thank God for REGINA, who finally gave me the pathway teaching which I had waited for decades. To be frank, I had waited for 7 months for that teaching pathetically and now I got it! I'm so glad that I found out whats my pathway seriously!

I'm soooo lazy to type today,
goodbye.






Down with stomachache, haha!
My mama was right.
We literally spammed otahs yesterday night and she said my stomach surely won't take it.

I'm charging my phone, so I might as well upload photos, haha.

Pm cg today combined with wd3 at Tuna's house.


Gekkim looks like a Malay, right?!


Sammie, so lol.


Went over to the hawker and had dinner.


Cool, all carrying bagpacks.

I wore a couple tee with Tina today, haha.
I didn't want that to happen, I also won't want this to happen, just kidding.
Thank God for her.


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'SHEPHERD'!!!! (haha)

As usual, went down for service and meeting.
After that we went down to the national museum and it was already raining cats and dogs, thank God that I never get sick despite braving the rain yesterday night, it was thrilling anyway!



































Is that wrong to cover your nose when someone smokes?
I get so bothered by this.

live for your future, live for the people.
plan for your future, plan for your people.

goodbye.