Today I'm not.

I enjoyed myself, just pray that my sister will recover soon!

School's tomorrow.

Jiayou.

Gonna be busy this week.

OK!

Sometimes I wonder, am I doing things alone? Has anyone noticed what am I up with?

If I don't contact people, they don't come contacting me.

My close friends, or used to be close friends, or so on - Are you all just giving in to me and meet up? Then after meeting up, the end? Until I contact you all again, then we meet up again?

There isn't any friendship here, it's like we are acquaintances.

I'm really sad.

Anybody really loves me as a friend? Anybody appreciates me?

I need these words, I need assurances from you.

Sometimes I don't like my own personality, I rather be the one that people come to.

Enough of being the one taking initiative, then being alone again after everything ends.

It's for you to know and understand. I'm not saying you if you feel that, but if you feel I'm saying you so be it. I'm not directly telling you because you aren't the one. I mean, if I feel that way towards you I will tell you.

I always said my mom is ugly, disgusting and many things in funny occasions, she take it as I'm insulting her that other children won't do that to their mother, let it be, in fact I'm showing my love in other way, I just can't express it correctly. I'm so sorry for being like this.

I got a friend, she's going back to Aussie soon. I really SHE BU DE, I want to meet up as much as we can. I can't bear. She just never contact me. See, I am doing things my own way that the other party don't really put much effort in it. I'm not blaming her, I feel stupid to be the one being she bu de, sad that she's leaving while she might not feel this way.

Recently I just contacted him, YT. I'm getting back on track, we had a meal with Zebra too. Great. Hope one day YT, Bear, Zebra and Potato can meet up before Zebra go back to Australia...

Happy New Year all.

My facial expression is like this now.

Bye.