I remember how we exchanged numbers. I remember the one incident when you chased after me on the subway because I refused to give you my number.

I remember how we opened up our lives to one another, we will text each other or talk to each other on phone for hours, you will text me random jokes and people and I will laugh along upon seeing your text messages.

I remember we will gather together and spend time during the free time, during the last day of camp, during after service and after cg.

I remember that no matter how down we are, we will still be able to rejoice together because of one another's support, we will continue life together.

I remember when casually we're bored, we will find things to do together.

And this is back to the year of 2010 but I still remember.

Since after our departure, I met many people and friends.

But, how on earth I just cannot forget these people?

To me, they are the first batch of true friends I have met.

To them, I am not sure, I just hope they share the same thoughts as me and I hope they will remember and miss me.

It's already a year, time is cruel and fast.

I cannot go on as a leader without them, I fail in alot of things I do.

People in my group come and go, one thing is lack of community and me myself isn't the role model. I don't know what's wrong with my temper nowadays, I everyday PMS, like it is though.

On the outside, I am headstrong and cool.

The truth is why I am able to perform now is because of them, their support and their love. Why I am able to lead is because of them, too.

Don't tell me it's God because it definitely IS.