I go home to realise that hamster isn't there anymore, I cannot adapt to its absence, I would still say hi to her but realised that she is dead already, sigh.

What touches me is that friends who drift apart for 7 years can get back together and not feeling awkward, the first thing is hugging her, in my heart I do miss her alot, my eyes were wet and I couldn't help but tear. We've been through the major conflict, its over, too many things have happened to the both of us that this conflict that happened a few years ago looks like a tiny matter, we both can only comfort each other now. I feel so touched when she comforted me, who's the one who is facing the bigger situation, I really salute for her attitude towards this, she has really grown alot la :)

The other thing is feeling something amiss, you feel the urge to get an answer yet you have no courage to ask, the feeling that you want to give up and move on, I am and I want to give up, I should do more meaningful things than _ _ _ _.

Ok nevermind, things happen for a reason, so why do I worry why do it happen, I just need to walk the talk and do what I should do.

Sighhhh! I have got this uneasy feeling these few days! I got nobody to talk to because ham is dead :(((

I seldom write on blog, I don't tweet these, shall not dwell, let me eat, super hungry, and my left arm is injured, shall stretch it later, tomorrow work and it's ending soon, happy, can't wait for pay, this month is a discipline month though.

Goodbye.