Things may not go well but my heart is still yearning for a better day, nothing will stop me from living in enjoyment, enjoyment as in being cheerful and enthusiastic about life.

I do feel worthless at times where I can sit down and ponder what should I do next, or I do not even want to do anything but to stone down there.

Then something just struck me which is, why do I have to worry about tomorrow? I can plan and go with the flow, I realised I am living in a hectic life, I should settle down and rest.

This week is not a good week, be it family or friends or classmates. I guess being alone in school is not a great thing, I have no other ways but to miss school so my friend have to be alone, she told me she is sticking with her three other friends, I guess I don't want to be a badass here, I should not bother her and I should let her to have freedom in her choice of friends like now, if I go school, she will come to me and accompany me which I feel I will affect her, I just want her to settle down in a group permanently. Once I told her I'm having family problems, she didn't respond to my apology, on the other note, I can't expect her to understand my situation, so it's okay.

It was dad's birthday yesterday, the priceless moment of him cutting the birthday cake, looking from afar I saw the joy on his face, I hope the moment could last and I wish that the storm will be over soon.

Shall not write anymore.

Bye.