Time now is 11:26am.

I had a lot of dreams yesterday!
Just recalled what Dewen said, we don't only dream at night but dream something big for God!
Then I come to realise my dream makes no sense, seriously.
I am not gonna share what I had dream of, any typical dreams perhaps.
I remember I dreamed a lot last night, maybe its because I was too tired.

Hardly get to see my sister now and then, she leaves home as early as ten in the morning while I am still sleeping and gets home as late as three in the morning while I already sleep like a dead pig. She is a monster, really don't need to sleep. Somehow somewhat on outside she is engrossed with a lot of things, inside she is actually very lonely and doubtful. She has friends and companies, what she lacks is the One who never forsake her. I just want to go up to her and speak to her with all my heart, I have no courage and confident, one day I will as I know nothing is impossible in the kingdom of God.

I am alone, but I am not lonely.
Don't you think this make senses?
Alone be it physically or maybe mentally, not emotionally.
Lonely is another case, lonely is more of emotionally.
They are both different matters, someone told me this when I broke down, deeply encouraged by how she said or even phrased it.
I am all alone with God, meditating on what He is speaking to me and observing the things around me, trying to evaluate on myself and see what is to be improved. Come to think of it, being alone isn't a bad thing at all, being alone is an opportunity to draw ourselves closer to God.
No one is to be lonely when there is God in them.
They are no longer aimless in their emotions and thinking.
Only aimless people will feel the loneliness.
Even when the believers grow old, they won't feel lonely I reckon.

I think God wants me to really tell my sister about the previous paragraph.
As I start to type the first sentence, I never stopped.
And I saw myself trying to comfort my sister with the above paragraph.
Unless I speak out, she wouldn't know.
Too bad, she only passes by here once in a blue moon.

Have you ever wondered what is your true personality or character?
I had been in the situation where I'm stuck in between.
Hahaha, okay it isn't funny.
I hope I don't have split personality, haha joker.

I heard someone shouting at me, my Mama just called out for me.
I forgot about my breakfast....now the time is 11:39am.

Attendance is not the main thing, is obedience to God.
Doing ministry is another thing, but how are you going to harvest it?
What kind of life you are leading? A secret life or a blameless life?
No more doing things of halfheartedly, giving the best shot to God.

Haggai 1:5-6
⁵ Now this is what the LORD Almighty says: "Give careful thought to your ways. ⁶ You have planted much, but have harvested little. You eat, but never have enough. You drink, but never have your fill. You put on clothes, but are not warm. You earn wages, only to put them in a purse with holes in it."

Lihuey aka yati, I don't worth to be your pet cause I cost only in six digits numeral :(
Hahahaha!

goodbye