Hey.

I'm back! Had not been online for quite a few days, I didn't have the time to go online or even log in to blogger. Once I reach home every night, I will do qt and plan stuffs, facebook awhile and sleep! Finally today I don't have to work until night, how pressurized it is to work as my current position. Not every job is easy to work, I had worked for many different jobs and my current job is ranked as the 'risky' one. Firstly, I haven't met the requirements of the work, secondly, it tests my integrity and steadfastness, however, my mental calculations is horrible.

I don't look forward to the mornings on weekdays as I have to work. I even dreamt of myself working, how dreadful it is. My parents don't encourage me to work as that, they say I'm giving my money and time away, since I always make mistakes in the counting, at the end of the day, I have to fork out my own money. Until now, I have not forked out my own money yet, thank God for Sihui and the 'kind' boss. I have to endure another stressful morning tomorrow, have to repay the money and everything has gone. This morning I keyed in the wrong amount of money, but, who believes except God and Sihui? Haha

Money is not the problem, what it matters is the people you are working with, it is hard to relate with them and some are not warmhearted. I exclude Sihui and my another foreign colleague, it is distinct in guessing who I'm referring. That's why, I'm so thankful for Sihui. I have seen the working society, it is much more worse compared to the family of God. Now, adding on to another difficult colleague, I pray that she will be a blessing for me! I pray that I can tolerate her noisiness, her sarcasticness and not to be affected by her during work.

I prayed for strength and wisdom, I lack wisdom seriously! My colleague always ask me for things, I'm slow in learning and I did not even know where the stationery was stored at. She is not fluent in English and therefore I could not really understand what is she talking about, after a few hours of explanation, I got what she's talking about. How pathetic it is, since when I was young, I'm slow and unreliable in my doings.

I believe everyone has their own bad points, I should look to my good points instead. It will then enhance my working spirit, being positive and content. No one in this world is perfect, I know what I'm doing now. I don't regret having this job, I can't guarantee that I can work for a few months if I continue to fail money, with my qualifications, I can't expect better jobs except those undemanding ones. Although this job is tough and the pay is below average, I can learn through the process and gain some experiences! Kudos to it!

Sihui called me at the right time!
Thanks!
Faithful in ministry, I must be faithful in working!
It's late, 11.27pm! I was talking on phone with Sihui regarding some matters, family matters, haha!


Goodbye