Saturday, April 11, 2009, 7:54 PM


I need renewal and I can get it.

Mum bought me breakfast in the morning, she does it for me everyday, disgraceful but I'm so content to have such a good mama. Some do not like their mama because their mama don't meet their expectations, well they can just ..........

Mama cooked dinner for me (she does it always). Today is a day I stayed at home, I miss the Saturdays spent at home. What a new day, washed dishes and swept the floor. Read my book and chatted on msn. Watched some funny videos and also did some research. I hope my mama will stop working and enjoy life, however she has large circle of friends. I feel content and also elated for her. I really love my physical family, I thank God for them, my character changed and lesser conflicts happen nowadays. The old me will always cause conflicts and disagreements, therefore unhappiness in the family, now I'm living with a bright family.

HAPPY :)

Confirmation yesterday was bad, easter is just tomorrow and I believe there is still hope if we endure until the last lap. I won't give up on the vision, I won't give up on hy, I won't give up on wd1b and I won't give up on God.

[Psalm 28:6]
6 Praise be to the LORD,
for he has heard my cry for mercy.

[edited]
Changed my blog song.
Title is "暗戀" sang by Z Chen, a song from his new album.
He comes from Malaysia, I like his songs a lot.

四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索 妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说
啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
不小心的沉默 不能让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些 什么会少一些

就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
如果你发生什么 也是我想太多
啊好朋友就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你变成了利剑
什么会被消灭 什么才会复原

那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋


If I think I want to do it, I can, praise God =)