What a day I had.
Rotted at home :DDD

Seriously I dislike nagging especially when it's due to financial issues.
I felt like a couch potato at home.
So decided to do something which was planning for my future caregroup.
I brainstormed for quite a few hours and was tired so I decided to take an afternoon nap.
Didn't know that my afternoon nap lasted for the whole afternoon.
Was quite guilty though, what a good afternoon I had...
Feel like really slapping myself but I have got pimples on my face :(
I think I had peer pressure before my exams that many pimples began to grow on my face.
Ridiculously, I kept passing motions in the morning.

Good news is...
I actually endured for five days on fasting.
I've been fasting for lunch everyday until 5pm.
Fasting for many objectives and reasons :)

Yesterday night chatted with Jingmei, my ex-shepherd.
I was so delighted to and totally cheered up by her!
Initially she didn't cheer me up, but it was just because she chatted with me :)
Hearing her problems and her life, I felt so burdened for her.
She was the one who brought me to know salvation but now she's in doubt, all the more I should help her.
I used to treat her badly when I first came in to the church, and now I can be the one who help her!
Really miss the times with her..
How I wished time can be rewind to the time when we had caregroup at the void deck.
How I wished I could initiate for leading caregroup and initiate for spiritual stuffs.
Now I'm more excited to join her!!
So I can serve with her together and help her!
I really treat her as my biological sister as I can be always open to her.
I always imagine her staying at my home and the feeling is the same when my real sister is at home. She was the only close friend of mine who went to my house before, I knew her through my sister as I mentioned. Both of them rock! I love to see them fooling around. Their times were recorded and uploaded on youtube. If I were to sabotage them, my consequences would be unbearable.

I guess God has his plans.
Don't worry!

BYE :DDD




I'm still annoyed by your attitude, I rather you scold me than giving me such a lousy attitude.