Monday, August 4, 2008, 4:17 PM


I was having a fun time in class with Belveder. He made me choke with water while I was drinking water, he talked about someone and I coughed out the water. *faints*

I got back my results for prelim today.
I did not score well :(

Science
Paper 1: 25/40
Paper 2: 23/60
Total: 48/100

English
Listening: 13/20
Paper 1: 60/80
Paper 2: 55/60
Oral: 21/30
Total: 149/190
Overall: 78/100

EOA
Paper 1: 59.6/70
Paper 2: 19/30
Total: 73.6/100

CPA
Paper 1: 46/50
Paper 2: 36/50
Total: 82/100

Maths
Total: 46/100
Overall: D (after being moderated)

Well I did badly for both my Maths and Science.
Our science teacher is very upset, as he genuinely cut down the difficulty of the questions and they were also sort of give away marks.
More than half of our class failed our maths, but thankfully after a moderation of our total marks, I got a passing grade :)

Having preliminary examination is to determine if we're able to take our 'N' level, I ought to do harder for my Maths and Science. I'm no longer the top scholar as I did not contributed much to my studies, now is my crucial period and I have got to buck up.
My mentality towards studying is, "taking the longer cut than the shorter cut preferably can stay away from harms".
I'm utterly disappointed, I lost everything in my 'investment'. Since last year, I had been trying my best to help her by encouraging and counselling her. I literally played truant with her and gave in everything she wanted. Indeed God is right in his judgment, in the end something saddening happened. She cheated in her exams, and was asked to visit the MOE tomorrow. It's authentically right to study if you are not able to go school, perhaps a week or so but not to the extent of a few months. Another fact is, our performance in class is another notably thing to ensure of, even your studies prosper, your performance will bring you down in your exams. Consequently you might not be able to shine for your exams. Grumbling about others? Why not think about yourself before condemning others.

Let me merely elaborate about this short sentence "taking the longer cut than the shorter cut preferably can stay away from harm".
Well, what is school for? A place where students go and be caught by the discipline master? Absolutely wrong, it's a place where we get to learn the right thing and the right format of a topic or even the very right points that we're needed to study in a textbook. Why is there a need for school to exist if we were to study at home ourselves? One good thing about a morning session in school is to cultivate the waking-up early habits, as it's wholly applicable for us when we work in a few years time. If in this case you couldn't wake up early on time and even needed me to give you a morning call everyday, how could you be able to work a good-paid job next time?
Such complacent life can lead to a woeful life as no company would want to hire you.

It's waste of my precious time typing so much as now it's too late.
I've invested wrongly, I was dumb.
But no matter what, I will still pray, she's still my dear friend.

Need to go.
BYE BYE