Find Rest My Soul, In Christ Alone.

Monday, July 7, 2008, 10:06 PM

I'm really glad, I don't know why though.
God is filling his assurance into me and he makes me feel secure.
Life may not be very perfect, but keep this in mind that we're already very blessed.

Today isn't a good day for me, my mother scolded me.
My action irritates her, she burst into anger!
Nagging started then, the more she nags, the more I'm frustrated.
But no matter how, she's concern for my welfare. I cannot really rebel back this time, instead I remained silent until she had enough nagging. Whenever she asks me "what time are you going out"? I will begin to scratch my head because I am very nervous to answer her quickly.
I apologized in the end but to no avail, she didn't really give me a damn. After every persecutions and quarrels that I'd with her, I learned something and had apply my learning points. Now I didn't rebel but I apologized to her instead (:
A few days back I pissed my sister off, I did the same by apologizing back to her and the outcome was she forgave and forgot!! That's how it works, our prides bring us down and make us to be kind of rebellious person. We shouldn't be prideful but we must humble ourselves towards God and everyone.
I hope this small little change that I've made will change my family concepts about this church. Hope Church Singapore is a place where I've grown a lot, I didn't lose anything but instead I've gained much more than I expected.

I was playing audition with my friends until 1pm plus, I nearly forgot that I will be going out to study. I bathed immediately after playing audition and bought something, bused 187 to JP library. I didn't study but ended up messaging my friends, time flied very fast and we went to the rooftop for caregroup. I led holy communion and testimony, it wasn't successful then and I was very awkward!!! Sorry God!!!!! I feel like slapping myself right now!!!!!! :'(

After caregroup I'd some meeting and went home after that.
That's all, reached home at about 9pm.
Yawn I'm tired.
End here! BYE BYE!!