Saturday, July 19, 2008, 9:33 PM


CHEERED UP!

I was feeling glad but sad.

It was totally indescribable.
We should always look at the brighter side. I was burned out today, I was totally moody just now.
But I kept praying to God and asking him to cheer me up. As I looked up to the sky, I saw birds flying around, it reminded me of God that he will always bring us back to the right path even if we are lost. As long as we believe, everything in him is possible.
I sprang for a few distances under my block, and this method of venting my unhappiness really worked. Or either I will ride bicycle and sing. I learned to let go, God has his own paths for me and I do not need to worry (:

I'm very cheered up after being reminded by the HS. Although there's still insecurity in me, I will hang on to God for security. Sometimes I ponder, but no matter what God is the only one that gives us security.
Be ready to take up the challenges given by him, and you will see fruits in the outcome. Isn't that fulfilling and relieving? Be faith-filled, positive and cheerful. And you will see the sky with a lightly feeling, you will love the sun shining at you and the birds flying around.

My prelims is starting in a few days time, I am not prepared. I keep on procrastinating and tempting myself. But I have my own concepts, I think that studying during the last minute is pretty much more effective for me.
I'm trying hard to manage my ministry and studies well, ministry goes first certainly.

Today I'd church special service.
And so on.....
Too much to say..

Another thing is, an irritating mosquito is flying around in my room and it makes me feel uneasy. It bitten me, I can feel the strong itch and I feel like scratching right now!
That reminds me of an advertisement- wupiko.
This oil medicine cures the itchiness after a moment of time.
But it's a matter that I don't have that oil medicine, no choice that I have to bear with it.

Just planned my schedule for this coming week.
Let's give me a round of applause for doing it as I don't do it quite often.
I didn't do it more than 5 times in my lifetime. Planning a schedule also helped me in certain aspects, I have stopped worrying about if I will be unsure of what to do and I know what I will be going to do for this coming week.
I'm not taught to plan things, and even study. I just need self-discipline, and knowing how to stop the temptations.
Will be asking Meiqi out for revising of homework, I hope that I can help her in her needs.
I also need help, but I don't think that I will seek.
Everyone is too busy and possessive in some of their own things.
Seek help? Why not seek God? A good answer indeed!

To be truthful, I'm a quick-tempered and inpatient person.
But in my heart, I often feel guilty of the things that I have done.
Someone mistook me and I really have to reassure that I am not disliking you.
I'm not a hypocrite or faking my character but I'm showing my real attitude.
I stumbled when she said the word 'fake'. I'm pretty hurt though, she doesn't feel contented with me. I sense that I should change for the better by trying to increase my patience level.

Alright, do your best and God will do the rest.
Let God to judge things, do not be judgmental as you're not perfect too.
This sentence is not referring to the only Children of God but also everyone out there in the world.
Whatever things that we do, god is seeing. It's true, have you thought of where will you go after your life on earth? Do you think that you're perfect or sinful? Do you think that you can enter the heaven with your sinful acts? What to do? Repent!

P.S: Friends, you may not understand my meaning but one day you will!

I am so famished now.
I still have to survive until Tuesday as I've spent my pocket money on something.
Everything will be alright!

Ending here..

Goodbye.