Find Rest My Soul, In Christ Alone.

Thursday, July 17, 2008, 8:47 PM

Read only if you have time.
Do not read as this is crappy.

I was extremely wearied during lessons in school today.
I felt asleep during Maths lesson, I'd oral after school.
Sucks to the core for today's oral. I spoke wrong things and the passage was badly spoken and I think I shall bang onto wall now.

I have never been so tired- it's more tiring than the time when I worked.
It's really tiring, I'm wearied and discouraged.
My slackly life has gone and here comes a difficult life.
What the hell, why?

I never have been put under so much pressure. frankly saying this is my first time to face such problems.
I cannot even tell my cliques about that as it wouldn't help if I tell them, will they understand about these? Holy craps.

Headache, I'm really having a headache.
I thought I have recovered from it but it comes back again.
Can I grow taller? I had enough can?
Who likes being mocked?
I am a joker, yes I am.

TIRED.
I cannot be compared to the leaders of course.

I wanna wait for my family members to be back, so that I can chat with them (:
I hope that every circumstances can be faced daringly, I don't want to lose.
But I'm stress, I hope that I can be bumped by a car and say goodbye now. But having to be in this world isn't a coincident but a purpose. Life still has to go on, why not? And what can I do then?

She thought that's called consoling, but let me tell you that this IS NOT.
But thinking that God is helping me in every circumstances, it relaxes my heart and make me feel better^^
I can rejoice, although I'm still in a bad mood :(
Bye..