Find Rest My Soul, In Christ Alone.

Saturday, June 28, 2008, 10:19 PM

Yo!

What a fruitful day.
I stepped of my comfort zone and woke up early!! Indeed that was impossible for me, my conduct in school doesn't satisfy my form teacher. But today I actually woke up early which was 8am! Whee!
At first I wanted to sleep longer, but after praying I rushed out of my bed immediately and prepared everything. As the time was chasing me, I'd to rush in doing everything.
I bused 334 to Jurong East Interchange and bought something, trained to Choa Chu Kang, bused 302 again to the bus stop nearing to Ivory's house. O gosh her hand is injured. I passed her encouragement letter and chatted with her until the bus 302 arrived.
I trained to Jurong East Interchange as I was about to go BLCS to meet WestD peeps, I listened to music while sitting down at a bench waiting for the fifth train to reach as the time was still pretty early.
Finally the fifth train came, I boarded on it and off I went to BLCS! Met up the westD peeps and waited for some of them. We trained down to Somerset and bonded together!

Service was as usual, fruitful and fun!
As I can see that everyone is trying to invite visitors for service, now I have to buck up by inviting visitors too. I want to have the heart attitude of willingness to serve him! Something reminds me, "the outcome does not matters but the heart that matters!" As long as I'm willing, faith-filled and have right heart motives to serve him, he will bless me! (provided if I pray!)
WestD is growing, everyone is growing. I'm impacted and delighted to see everyone serving him ,I'm moved to see the lives-transformations of many Christians.
An area that is needed for me to change is to be a salt and light for my family and friends. I seem to be a chameleon, the key thing is to be like how Jesus did. Although we're sinful, we do things with our consciences clear and we need not worry of retributions. As what the old folks and modern people said: "whatever we are doing, God is seeing." A big amen to this phrase!

After service we went for lunch, I neglected WestD because of the PSP! I love exciting games but I'm dull in playing games though :P I was too material possessed and not mindful of the new believers. At first I pondered, "They must be matured, I think we might have no chemistry between one another". I didn't even know their names! I'm dreadfully discontented of myself as I didn't fulfill what I've promised everyone and God. My concepts were wrong until when I recalled about what my mother told me "you can't judge a person by his/her looks", I seemed to be forgetful and ignorant of those facts that have been told. Something flashed into my mind, Jesus didn't choose the people of their looks to talk to! After all what I need is to repent and change for the better, knowing what's wrong and doing what's right after repenting. I believe that God will help us in certain areas that are needed to be improved if we put in efforts repenting and praying.

We had UDMM after we lunched, I was rather wearied during the meeting, we weren't as high as how we usually do, I can see that everyone was very restless. For me was because I turned off rather late yesterday and was woken up by alarm clock. I guess serving God might be tough but look at the result after serving him, isn't that satisfiable? What I meant was we shouldn't give up just because we're tired, or even we think that it's impossible to succeed, in his presence, everything is possible! To be frank, I really need to change, I shouldn't be very restless, if one person is high, he/she can build up the atmosphere! Everyone can do it and JUST DO IT! (adapted from NIKE, reminded by Sihui).

After meeting, Huaiqian and Crystal left early (:
Jarren. Sihui and I dined together then trained home together, I was famished as I didn't intake any foods by that time.
While training home, we'd lots of fun just because of a photo?! That was ridiculous but hilarious! Jarren's laughter is like an evil girl, and his laughter trembled everyone in the MRT, that's impressing but magnifying. I guess if I was the stranger I might think he's a girl. *Laughs*
Sihui constantly reminded him to laugh silently, I could see that Jarren was really trying hard to stop his laughter from bursting. I'm really also inspired by the "Sony Ericsson" brand, they invented an application called "face warp", this application requires you to take a picture of a person's face and you can modify his/her face into many kinds of weirdo faces. Pathetically, Jarren took the pictures of our faces and made our faces comedic and ugly! But, we're alright with it, as long as we enjoy, everything goes smooth! We chatted as always, it was a fast trip despite taking the red line?(where the train passes through Woodlands station).

It's always like that when we have companions by our side, time passes through relatively quicker. Same applies when we are schooling, the time goes slow in this situation, we constantly check the time and keep hoping that the time will be quicken. Initially what God wants to see is our heart, it shows our maturity when we detest studying, studying is part of serving him (: God wants our studies to prosper as our future job is depending on whether if we're willing to work hard in order to get a well-paid or your desired job (:
My philosophy is to be polite, kind, caring and patient towards everyone, I desire to work hard for what I am longing for and take care of my family. Lastly I want to offer to God for what he has blessed me and I want to fulfill the Great Commission as stated in the Bible. (Matthew 28:18-20) “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded of you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

Conclusively, God works when we work, God answers our prayers when we pray constantly, Jesus died for us to clear for our sins. So, to repay someone isn't tough if you have the heart to. Remember, the outcome of serving him is to receive a gift of eternal life(Even God longs for us to receive the gift of eternal life). Everyone regardless of size, age, looks, religions and races, I'm not only referring to Christians but to everyone, God is equivalent to love.
Indeed you have not touch/feel/see/taste/hear him doesn't mean that he does not exist.
If in this case, I'm brainless because you have not touch/feel/taste/hear/see my brain! =)

But no matter what, I STILL LOVE EVERYONE!! Whee!!

I need to end my words here, All the best!

Goodbyes! (My life is meaningful and purposeful, really.)