Find Rest My Soul, In Christ Alone.

Sunday, June 29, 2008, 8:40 PM

Meiqi, we shall meet up tomorrow again before school!
Must buck up now, less than a month to exams.
Let's study and spent time together (:
Loves X3

Sometimes friendship confuses me, I'm always uncertain of true friendships. Even true friendship of mine doesn't prosper, let me elaborate some. I've been praying hard for intimate friendship, not to the extent of a relationship, but somehow I still can't get close to my peers.
P.S: I ain't referring to my classmates (I clique well with them).
Have you met someone who only speaks but shows nothing? There is, as human natures are like that and it's uncontrollable. One thing that I've just learned is that there's no clique in a family, but I don't wish to see cliques around in my family. I'm not pin-pointing anyone but I'm just telling the truth. I got mistook by what I did, perhaps I don't give them faith and that led to some misunderstandings. I already said that we're family, so I should be frank and I don't bear grudges. We must change, change and CHANGE for the better in order to see FRUITS.

Why did I say that I clique well with my classmates? As you know, friendship often has cliques. My clique isn't bad, they're dear to me. That's why I'm super duper EXCITED for tomorrow's school as it's going to be our bonding time. Whee!

I guess the gap started from somewhere different schools. If I was chosen to be in that particular school, will I stop having this kind of problems? I often ask my sister, she's always wise in doing things and making friends. So I approached her, she said "Friends aren't depending on their schools, looks, gender, race or belief, it starts with how can they interact well". And this really links up to why gap exists in the family.
We see it with our own eyes, we feel it with our senses, I believe everyone can feels it. Gap, gap and gap. I want to turn the word into "FOG" which signifies "family of God"!!! Yes and Amen.
I'm neither discontented or upset, I'm wondering and finding some ways to change my views. Cause' I don't wish to corrupt the family but I want to mend it (: I guess this is my testimony? God has changed my concept towards it? I guess so!
P.S: A person told me about the GAP, so I took note of it =)

We choose to talk to who when it's fellowship time, the person that we choose is always the person that we're closer to. But don't you all think that we talk aimlessly with our family members without hesitating to choose someone to talk to? As in we accept each and everyone in our family and we are willing to talk to anyone in our family. The family I'm referring to is our first family- father, mother and siblings.
This makes sense and I am determined to see it in YHOPE. Because if there's a will, there's a way. I believe everyone in YHOPE also hope to have a 'true' family of theirs. Keep this in mind. FOG!!! Whee

Lastly, here's my school timetable.
Take a look everyone! =)

P.S: Click to enlarge it =)

Not bad, out school actually made effort to change our time-table. (We must be grateful, LOL)