It was already 5.30am after I had prepared myself.
I was deciding not to go as I was about to be late, but I'm faith-filled, God answered my prayers by making the bus to come the moment I reached the bus stop; same goes to the train; as well as the bus 172!! Without faith, God cannot help us. I'm really engraved by how he answered my short prayer filled with faith. Thanks to Regina for reminding me this keyword which is FAITH!

Regina reached the coffee shop extra early just nearby Westwood Secondary School, I was the second one to reach and other West D1 peeps reached too then. We had our prayermeet at the carpark fifth floor!!
She passed us the postcards and ordered us to write our name, with columns stating positive and negative, she wanted us to pass around in a circle to write each others' positive and negative points.
Curious to see what's their impression on me?
Let's see.

Positive: Have grown a lot and is eager to serve God; Have changed a lot and willing to change; Friendly and sociable; Caring towards people; Friendly and Nice.

Negative: Learn to step out of your comfort zone; You can be quiet at times, so it's quite hard to communicate with you when you're like this; Very impatient; tend to speak without thinking at times.

Yes there is room for improvement in me!
1. I ought to step out of my comfort zone in order to see a BREAKTHROUGH in me, my school and spiritual life.
2. Yes, my perspectives are very wrong, I always think lowly of myself that causes me to be cold towards her! I'm in the process of trying to change =)
3. She knows me pretty well, I'm absolutely impatient! Inherited from someone but I can definitely change for the better, I like things to be done quickly without being mindful of others.
4. What an observant person! Sometimes I seem to be unaware of words that come out of my mouth, mostly is lame stuffs, but sometimes when I am too rash I may blurt out vulgar words or may also speak in a harsh tone.

I admit my wrongs and I gonna repent!
Sorry everyone from WestD for my my attitude, character and behavior. I can do things with my excellence but not do things with perfection, do guide me yeah! I love you guys!!

I just read a book titled "How to overcome procrastination". This book applies to me a lot, so I read it, and while flipping through I found a quote. "Nothing is perfect, that's why pencils have erasers"- Anonymous. This quote impacted me lots, God is like the eraser while we are the pencil, we make mistakes but he's there to rub away those mistakes that we've made by forgiving us after we repented. The definitions of this word 'repent' is to feel sorry for the wrong things we've done and to change for the better.

I've sidetracked a lot, back to the topic. I can do things with all my best but not to do things with perfection, I believe everyone is imperfect, even Thomas Edison made mistakes when he was trying to figure out how to make a light bulb. Another one is to believe even if you don't see it- Take him for example, he didn't see before a light bulb but he had faith and believed that he can make a light bulb! You may not touch/feel/smell/taste/see God but if we believe, we can see/touch/feel/smell/taste him in eternity!
But overall, I can change for the better with the presence of God. I'm praying hard and changing! I'm excited and delighted to know the negative sides of me!

After prayermeet Regina shepherd-ed me at JP, we spent the whole morning together until afternoon.
After everything I bused 198 home, now I'm back home! Yawns my eyes are sleepy!
Never mind I will hang on, still have loads of moodle online assignments incomplete! Have to rush now! Goodbyes!