Alright, gonna recount on today =)
Basically, I had my WestD barbecue at the Sembawang park.
Thankfully, I'd a visitor from my school- her name is Michelle :)
We met up at BB- bukit batok MRT station and traveled down to the Sembawang MRT station, we bused 882 from the Sembawang interchange to the park then.
The guys were waiting for us at our alighted bus stop and we walked to the barbecue pit =)
We played ice-breaking games and I did badly for my game- to me I think it was ultra lousy planned. Never mind, luckily we'd our foods after that stupid game =)
We sat down and bonded, played cards and chatted :)
Not long after then it was night-time, we waited for weikoon and the guys for the drinks! Haha, thank God for them =) Not forgetting my leaders, sihui and some other people who'd contributed in the barbecue event! :)
I don't know why I am simply upset about certain things. But, I can't blame anyone but myself.

There's always a gap, surely and definitely
我和他们之间有一段距离。我喜欢的，他们未必也喜欢。我想我们或许没有化学作用，一点默契都没有。
I must cheer up, really.
Enviousness? Hopefulness?
Never mind, I must stop letting trivial stuffs to hinder me once again.
affection
Never mind, I shall forget it. This trivial matter pisses me off, darn it =(

I'M AWAITING FOR THE OUTING WITH BUDDY!
WHEE! SHE JUST CHEERED ME UP! YEAH I LOVE HER AND THANK GOD FOR HER!!!
I LOVE MY MAMA, PAPA & SISTER WHICH MEANS MY FAMILY =)
Talking about them, I think that no matter what my buddy and 'real' family are always by my side =) My worries decreased rapidly when I thought on a different perspectives =)