Oh, today was a great day!
I finally got to see my classmates, and this is a new start of term 3.
I expect to see breakthroughs in this term, so I gonna work hard for it.
One thing that is really very silly was, we had hair checks right after the morning assembly. It was like, what the heck? Supposedly our DM said he shall check our hairs tomorrow, then out of a sudden he became fired up and started checking our hairs, moreover he checked class by class then released us back to our class. It was really unwise, I was freaking agitated as the science periods were being taken away. You know what? Science is my favourite subject because I like the teacher. To my classmates: I know you guys stumbled after knowing this as teachers seldom open their lives to us but he's exceptional; He rocks can? LOL

Our DM checked the Sec 2s first, after checking them was our turn. Oh ya, if our hairs are unacceptable, we've to go home. And that really tempted Panphila and I, Panphila was kinda humorous, she purposely didn't clip her hair just because she wanted to be sent home, in the end she was not sent home. Haha
I love school life, meaning I like to clique with my classmates. They made me mad seriously, I can't control but to behave like them. LOL
Finally he checked our hairs and released us for lessons. We practiced oral in class and were told to pair up with one another. I paired up with Jerrick Ho and started conversing on a topic, we talked our holidays and so on.

Bell RUNG! Recess time!! Panphila, Jerrick, Nasrul and I ate together, then we went up to fourth floor and chatted. We were talking about silly stuffs, we talked about SBS and SMRT buses... LOL!!! And he made me laughed like MAD? HAHA!! We sat somewhere where we can sit.
We chatted until the EOA teacher came and entered the Computer lab for coursework. *BORED*
BUT FUN!!!! Because we can talk as and when we like, but this is a coursework?!
Laughs'

Phew, after EOA was MATHS.
I fell asleep while the teacher was revising the maths equation with us... ALGEBRA!!
I jotted down the first few question and fell asleep during the sixth question. LOL
I slept in a funny posture by holding my pen and my face was facing the teacher. I woke up when the bell rung- AFTERNOON ASSEMBLY!

Went down to hall and sat with the guys. Girls one line, boys one line. Azroy and darwin sat near me and we just crapped.
We were very unlucky as we didn't bring our school ties, and we'd to go near the stage there and settle down.
Stupid debate, they debated about "Girls should serve NS".
The opposition won and that was all.

Actually I was going JP with WenHui & Shirley but didn't make it in the end, the three of us were like couldn't find each other. LOL we are classmates some more. Funny right?
Oh then I bused home with Buddy, chatted on bus (:

Yeah I love my bed! Reached home and I'd my donut. LOL. I used my computer awhile and slept. I was pissed off, I can't interact with her well, small things I'll make her fired up and I've no idea why. We're having cold wars, like what the f**k? What did I did to her?
She's petty man, never mind. FORGIVE AND FORGET.
She's the mood-spoiler.

Never mind, we should put aside things that are negative.
Ending my words here, GOODBYES!
CLASSMATES ARE LOVED!








Meiqi, we shall meet up tomorrow again before school!
Must buck up now, less than a month to exams.
Let's study and spent time together (:
Loves X3

Sometimes friendship confuses me, I'm always uncertain of true friendships. Even true friendship of mine doesn't prosper, let me elaborate some. I've been praying hard for intimate friendship, not to the extent of a relationship, but somehow I still can't get close to my peers.
P.S: I ain't referring to my classmates (I clique well with them).
Have you met someone who only speaks but shows nothing? There is, as human natures are like that and it's uncontrollable. One thing that I've just learned is that there's no clique in a family, but I don't wish to see cliques around in my family. I'm not pin-pointing anyone but I'm just telling the truth. I got mistook by what I did, perhaps I don't give them faith and that led to some misunderstandings. I already said that we're family, so I should be frank and I don't bear grudges. We must change, change and CHANGE for the better in order to see FRUITS.

Why did I say that I clique well with my classmates? As you know, friendship often has cliques. My clique isn't bad, they're dear to me. That's why I'm super duper EXCITED for tomorrow's school as it's going to be our bonding time. Whee!

I guess the gap started from somewhere different schools. If I was chosen to be in that particular school, will I stop having this kind of problems? I often ask my sister, she's always wise in doing things and making friends. So I approached her, she said "Friends aren't depending on their schools, looks, gender, race or belief, it starts with how can they interact well". And this really links up to why gap exists in the family.
We see it with our own eyes, we feel it with our senses, I believe everyone can feels it. Gap, gap and gap. I want to turn the word into "FOG" which signifies "family of God"!!! Yes and Amen.
I'm neither discontented or upset, I'm wondering and finding some ways to change my views. Cause' I don't wish to corrupt the family but I want to mend it (: I guess this is my testimony? God has changed my concept towards it? I guess so!
P.S: A person told me about the GAP, so I took note of it =)

We choose to talk to who when it's fellowship time, the person that we choose is always the person that we're closer to. But don't you all think that we talk aimlessly with our family members without hesitating to choose someone to talk to? As in we accept each and everyone in our family and we are willing to talk to anyone in our family. The family I'm referring to is our first family- father, mother and siblings.
This makes sense and I am determined to see it in YHOPE. Because if there's a will, there's a way. I believe everyone in YHOPE also hope to have a 'true' family of theirs. Keep this in mind. FOG!!! Whee

Lastly, here's my school timetable.
Take a look everyone! =)


P.S: Click to enlarge it =)

Not bad, out school actually made effort to change our time-table. (We must be grateful, LOL)



Phew!
Just tidied up my room.
I tidied up my cupboard. I've upgraded my cupboard to 3 shelves, well I just swapped with my sister. She downgraded to 2 shelves cupboard. LOL
My sister is a GENIUS OK! *faints*

This time I made effort in tidying. I classified the three shelves into different categories, the first shelve is for me to put my spiritual stuffs, the second shelve is for me to put my workbooks and assessment books, the third shelve is to put my textbooks, exercise books and storybooks. Well, I only have four storybooks currently, as I seldom read books. You will never know, you will never think of why other people's English language can be better than yours? It is because they maintain a habit of reading, watching English news, listening to English songs and speaking English language. As I speak Chinese language since young until now, I was very poor in my English language. I failed my English language for countless times, I was criticized dumb in my English language but I just carried on my life, until when I got promoted into Sec 3, I began to improve my English language. Fortunately our English teacher is fierce but nice, she improved my English language by always asking me to form sentences using the right tenses, the right format of writing composition and verbs. I always affirm her, because she's really my best ever English teacher I ever have. Until now, she's still teaching me English (: Anyway she's my form teacher, she worries for our welfare and everything. Although she's fierce, she has more good points coming up (:

Oh ya I actually sidetracked a lot, back to the topic, why must I purposely put my spiritual stuffs in the first shelve? I want to remind myself to put God first, so I put them in the first shelve. Haha!

My sister partially tidied up our room, today is my turn. Finally I can stop the nagging.*relieved*
And also, it will be greater if we tidy up our room regularly (:

Later night, I may be attending my mother's friend wedding dinner in order to kill my boredom at home. As tomorrow I've to wake up early, my mother keep telling me that it's unwise to go. What can I do?!
So bored!! Everyday MSN MSN MSN, someday I will get addicted to it.
Never mind, God surely will guide me through my doubts and tough periods.

Gonna end my words here, no matter what I SILL LOVE EVERYONE OK! =)

Goodbyes!
School gonna start tomorrow soon!! Whee!!



Yo!

What a fruitful day.
I stepped of my comfort zone and woke up early!! Indeed that was impossible for me, my conduct in school doesn't satisfy my form teacher. But today I actually woke up early which was 8am! Whee!
At first I wanted to sleep longer, but after praying I rushed out of my bed immediately and prepared everything. As the time was chasing me, I'd to rush in doing everything.
I bused 334 to Jurong East Interchange and bought something, trained to Choa Chu Kang, bused 302 again to the bus stop nearing to Ivory's house. O gosh her hand is injured. I passed her encouragement letter and chatted with her until the bus 302 arrived.
I trained to Jurong East Interchange as I was about to go BLCS to meet WestD peeps, I listened to music while sitting down at a bench waiting for the fifth train to reach as the time was still pretty early.
Finally the fifth train came, I boarded on it and off I went to BLCS! Met up the westD peeps and waited for some of them. We trained down to Somerset and bonded together!

Service was as usual, fruitful and fun!
As I can see that everyone is trying to invite visitors for service, now I have to buck up by inviting visitors too. I want to have the heart attitude of willingness to serve him! Something reminds me, "the outcome does not matters but the heart that matters!" As long as I'm willing, faith-filled and have right heart motives to serve him, he will bless me! (provided if I pray!)
WestD is growing, everyone is growing. I'm impacted and delighted to see everyone serving him ,I'm moved to see the lives-transformations of many Christians.
An area that is needed for me to change is to be a salt and light for my family and friends. I seem to be a chameleon, the key thing is to be like how Jesus did. Although we're sinful, we do things with our consciences clear and we need not worry of retributions. As what the old folks and modern people said: "whatever we are doing, God is seeing." A big amen to this phrase!

After service we went for lunch, I neglected WestD because of the PSP! I love exciting games but I'm dull in playing games though :P I was too material possessed and not mindful of the new believers. At first I pondered, "They must be matured, I think we might have no chemistry between one another". I didn't even know their names! I'm dreadfully discontented of myself as I didn't fulfill what I've promised everyone and God. My concepts were wrong until when I recalled about what my mother told me "you can't judge a person by his/her looks", I seemed to be forgetful and ignorant of those facts that have been told. Something flashed into my mind, Jesus didn't choose the people of their looks to talk to! After all what I need is to repent and change for the better, knowing what's wrong and doing what's right after repenting. I believe that God will help us in certain areas that are needed to be improved if we put in efforts repenting and praying.

We had UDMM after we lunched, I was rather wearied during the meeting, we weren't as high as how we usually do, I can see that everyone was very restless. For me was because I turned off rather late yesterday and was woken up by alarm clock. I guess serving God might be tough but look at the result after serving him, isn't that satisfiable? What I meant was we shouldn't give up just because we're tired, or even we think that it's impossible to succeed, in his presence, everything is possible! To be frank, I really need to change, I shouldn't be very restless, if one person is high, he/she can build up the atmosphere! Everyone can do it and JUST DO IT! (adapted from NIKE, reminded by Sihui).

After meeting, Huaiqian and Crystal left early (:
Jarren. Sihui and I dined together then trained home together, I was famished as I didn't intake any foods by that time.
While training home, we'd lots of fun just because of a photo?! That was ridiculous but hilarious! Jarren's laughter is like an evil girl, and his laughter trembled everyone in the MRT, that's impressing but magnifying. I guess if I was the stranger I might think he's a girl. *Laughs*
Sihui constantly reminded him to laugh silently, I could see that Jarren was really trying hard to stop his laughter from bursting. I'm really also inspired by the "Sony Ericsson" brand, they invented an application called "face warp", this application requires you to take a picture of a person's face and you can modify his/her face into many kinds of weirdo faces. Pathetically, Jarren took the pictures of our faces and made our faces comedic and ugly! But, we're alright with it, as long as we enjoy, everything goes smooth! We chatted as always, it was a fast trip despite taking the red line?(where the train passes through Woodlands station).

It's always like that when we have companions by our side, time passes through relatively quicker. Same applies when we are schooling, the time goes slow in this situation, we constantly check the time and keep hoping that the time will be quicken. Initially what God wants to see is our heart, it shows our maturity when we detest studying, studying is part of serving him (: God wants our studies to prosper as our future job is depending on whether if we're willing to work hard in order to get a well-paid or your desired job (:
My philosophy is to be polite, kind, caring and patient towards everyone, I desire to work hard for what I am longing for and take care of my family. Lastly I want to offer to God for what he has blessed me and I want to fulfill the Great Commission as stated in the Bible. (Matthew 28:18-20) “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded of you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

Conclusively, God works when we work, God answers our prayers when we pray constantly, Jesus died for us to clear for our sins. So, to repay someone isn't tough if you have the heart to. Remember, the outcome of serving him is to receive a gift of eternal life(Even God longs for us to receive the gift of eternal life). Everyone regardless of size, age, looks, religions and races, I'm not only referring to Christians but to everyone, God is equivalent to love.
Indeed you have not touch/feel/see/taste/hear him doesn't mean that he does not exist.
If in this case, I'm brainless because you have not touch/feel/taste/hear/see my brain! =)

But no matter what, I STILL LOVE EVERYONE!! Whee!!

I need to end my words here, All the best!

Goodbyes! (My life is meaningful and purposeful, really.)



Blogskin changed!
Lols.

Something flashed into my mind speaking "Life is short, don't hate it". It strikes me because I will always think of why am I on this earth, why am I existing and I will just keep on dwelling on it. Another thing is that I just happened to exist on this earth, I haven't taste my real eternal life given by God. You may think that I am silly in believing such things but you aren't right,
God said in the bible: John 5:24: I tell you the truth, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life.
Just for your info, the 'him' in the bible is Jesus.
And the main purpose of him placing us in this world is to serve him and what we actually will receive conclusively is an eternal life, that's what God wants us for! :D

And now, I think my life is meaningful and purposeful. At least I have know the right purposes in my life. Sometimes you may think that this world is unfair, this world is fair but the humans existing in this world are sinful that cause such unfairness. God has his own plans for everyone, even if I am poor or poor in IQ, there's nothing to bother or even fuss at as they wouldn't affect my spiritual walk with him or even my relationship with him.

Many people will think that why the churches are advising people who is non Christian to join their church and be a Christian. I don't withhold that this isn't wrong, I once shared the same mentality as many people but after when I am stabilized as a christian, I found out their true intentions by encouraging you to attend their church and be a christian. They pray hard to salvage you by bringing you to the church and ask whether do you want to accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. I should be thankful that Jingmei brought me in =)
There's a site you need to visit if you don't really know who Jesus is.
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I strongly agree that humans are sinful. Everything that doesn't glorifies God is a sin, for instance lying is a sin. My father told me that sometimes humans tend to grow evil thoughts in their minds, and that's Satan.
Some people may pick on christians as they thought christians should be holy, biblical and perfect. They just seem to forget christians are humans too! Never mind, as humans are really imperfect! I'm neither picking on anyone but just speaking what's in my mind.

But no matter what, I STILL LOVES EVERYONE!!!

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Yo.

What a boring day!
I was supposed to go out with Panphila but I canceled it due to some restrictions. I ended up staying at home and did my Moooooooo~dle ELEARNING.
I'm rotting, seriously.

I woke up early in the morning and played audition, my computer was ultra LAG. *faints*
I was very pissed off, I restarted my PC for 3times and my computer jammed for countless times. I want a new desktop!
If I have another choice, I want to change to 4GB RAM. Whee that's super cool man, an ultra fast PC.

Nothing much to post then, Goodbyes!
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!
I wanted to go out, in the end..... ROAR.. never mind....



I studied just now at the library with Panphila, it had been a long period of time since I last went out with her, but I'm filled with remembrance of the times with her! It was pretty my pleasure and my happy moments to hang out with her =)

It was the same, we still joked and laughed :) I missed the times and today I'm rather glad to have a chance to go out with her.

Speaking about her, I thought of MOODLE ELEARNING!
I didn't log in to the moodle yesterday, I guess I'm doomed! Never mind =)
I'm dying to have a retreat for myself!
My slackly life becomes a hectically life because I have so much work to do!
Roar, I will face it willingly for my future's sake.

Let me briefly recount on today!
Early in the morning, I woke up. I switched on my computer and used it for awhile, then I bathed and met up Panphila and Shannon at JP mac, wai kit reached not long after. We lunched at KFC, Regina came looking for us. After eating we went to the library cafe and settled there. Wai kit taught me Science chemistry. Haha
Then bused home with Panphila as she was going to meet her cousin.
That's all for the day!



A short indulging conversation I ever had with BinRu!
Read this...


(Click to expand)

Now, you see? *Evil laugh*
I hope you're reading this post, fox!
Fox VS Wolf.
Oops I'm acting cute.
Never mind..




It was already 5.30am after I had prepared myself.
I was deciding not to go as I was about to be late, but I'm faith-filled, God answered my prayers by making the bus to come the moment I reached the bus stop; same goes to the train; as well as the bus 172!! Without faith, God cannot help us. I'm really engraved by how he answered my short prayer filled with faith. Thanks to Regina for reminding me this keyword which is FAITH!

Regina reached the coffee shop extra early just nearby Westwood Secondary School, I was the second one to reach and other West D1 peeps reached too then. We had our prayermeet at the carpark fifth floor!!
She passed us the postcards and ordered us to write our name, with columns stating positive and negative, she wanted us to pass around in a circle to write each others' positive and negative points.
Curious to see what's their impression on me?
Let's see.

Positive: Have grown a lot and is eager to serve God; Have changed a lot and willing to change; Friendly and sociable; Caring towards people; Friendly and Nice.

Negative: Learn to step out of your comfort zone; You can be quiet at times, so it's quite hard to communicate with you when you're like this; Very impatient; tend to speak without thinking at times.

Yes there is room for improvement in me!
1. I ought to step out of my comfort zone in order to see a BREAKTHROUGH in me, my school and spiritual life.
2. Yes, my perspectives are very wrong, I always think lowly of myself that causes me to be cold towards her! I'm in the process of trying to change =)
3. She knows me pretty well, I'm absolutely impatient! Inherited from someone but I can definitely change for the better, I like things to be done quickly without being mindful of others.
4. What an observant person! Sometimes I seem to be unaware of words that come out of my mouth, mostly is lame stuffs, but sometimes when I am too rash I may blurt out vulgar words or may also speak in a harsh tone.

I admit my wrongs and I gonna repent!
Sorry everyone from WestD for my my attitude, character and behavior. I can do things with my excellence but not do things with perfection, do guide me yeah! I love you guys!!

I just read a book titled "How to overcome procrastination". This book applies to me a lot, so I read it, and while flipping through I found a quote. "Nothing is perfect, that's why pencils have erasers"- Anonymous. This quote impacted me lots, God is like the eraser while we are the pencil, we make mistakes but he's there to rub away those mistakes that we've made by forgiving us after we repented. The definitions of this word 'repent' is to feel sorry for the wrong things we've done and to change for the better.

I've sidetracked a lot, back to the topic. I can do things with all my best but not to do things with perfection, I believe everyone is imperfect, even Thomas Edison made mistakes when he was trying to figure out how to make a light bulb. Another one is to believe even if you don't see it- Take him for example, he didn't see before a light bulb but he had faith and believed that he can make a light bulb! You may not touch/feel/smell/taste/see God but if we believe, we can see/touch/feel/smell/taste him in eternity!
But overall, I can change for the better with the presence of God. I'm praying hard and changing! I'm excited and delighted to know the negative sides of me!

After prayermeet Regina shepherd-ed me at JP, we spent the whole morning together until afternoon.
After everything I bused 198 home, now I'm back home! Yawns my eyes are sleepy!
Never mind I will hang on, still have loads of moodle online assignments incomplete! Have to rush now! Goodbyes!



Oh yeah!
School reopened already!
My school hasn't reopen yet but nothing is free in this world, we have to do our MOODLE ONLINE ELEARNING!! Well means the online assignments are chasing us... I slept at 1am and woke up at 12pm, wasn't that cool? I actually slept for 12hours which I seldom does.

Alright, I started my moodle elearning and online on MSN. I chatted while homeworking, that was cool, in the end I did only my english and science. Every subject has its assignment including PE! That's far too exaggerating but never mind!
That was what I did just now!!

Speaking about tomorrow, it will be a challenge for me as I have to wake up as early as 5am!!! I'm going to meet west D1 outside westwood secondary... far away from my house! It takes up a hour to travel there as there aren't direct buses for me. I pray that money will fall now so that I can cab down!! Sighs but never mind... i'll face it.

Oh man, I haven't have any visitors for this wednesday!
God please bless me! Yeah!
Going to bath, byes!



I've just visited Huaiqian's blog and I decided to do the "Five Languages Love Test"!
Five Languages Love Test is to test how will you feel loved, by doing this test you'll know =)

Here's my result. *Drumroll*

Coming up first is... Quality Time! (10points)
Yes it's true, I love spending time with my loved ones! Going out together, chatting together and having meals together. I will feel warming just like a family! Yeah.

Coming up second is... Physical Touch! (8points)
I love my loved ones crowding around me or 'sayang' me. Crowding as in surrounding me and 'beating' one another like tapping on the shoulder etc.

Coming up third is... Words of Affirmation & Acts of Service! (6points)
I will feel encouraged if someone affirms or praises me, of course I do react in a humble way!
I will feel touched when someone does something for me without me asking for it, that shows how precious, how worthy and how important I am to that person.

Coming up last is... Receiving of Gifts. (0point)
Initially I will be cheered up upon receiving gifts! It depends on what kind of gift do I receive so that I will feel loved. Some gifts don't signify love, some gifts do signify it =)

P/S: I will be alright if someone buys me gift! =P

Source: Do Your Five Languages Love Test!


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Sick :/
I caught a cold, I keep sneezing and having headache.
Never mind.

Sunday is a BORING day.
Home alone, yes I'm alone.
I'm always alone at home.
No I'm not alone, still got hamsters. LOL
No matter what, God is by my side!
Amen!!

Bored, bored, bored.
Playing audition alone is rather BORING,
Hehe, I rather play with my friends.
The problem is I'm too lazy to call them up. LOL
P/S: I know I'm lame! Lame in terms of my speech!!

I have been hopping blog, viewing friendsters' profile since morning.
Yes that's stupid, I mean meaningless, nono I mean purposeless.
So sorry but I have nothing to do but to online on MSN and chat.
You see, I always get teased. But my tolerance level is super high, don't worry.
I don't know what to post about now!
Yes I'm starting to be lost, never mind!

Headache! shoo please!

I'll pray! Yes!

Byes!

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SATURDAY

I've inserted a new playlist in my blog.
Well, basically it's for my own convenience as I've deleted my every songs in my computer, I can't survive without music really.
Luckily I still have my mp4, haha.

I was blurred that I forgot to bring my pocket money today.
I had missed my 3 meal, but it's okay :)
I hanged out whole day. First thing was church service, another was the harvesters' meeting, third one was fellowship.
God do things miraculously, I didn't contribute anything in finding sheeps but he purposely placed a sheep into my life.\, I was delighted and shocked though. Moreover I was unfocused during service's teaching, God still blessed me.
I learnt quite an amount of things during the harvesters' meet! whee

Finally I've reached home.
Yeah, that was all for today.
Goodbyes!



Just reached home...
Whee, just went out with buddy.
Surprisingly she told me that her younger sister will be joining us, then I agreed.
We walked and slacked around jurong east, we took neoprint and studied together.
Laughs, we kept laughing in the library when we were in the kids' corner just now. her sister is a laughing buddha as she kept laughing non-stop.
Firstly she was shy, I started knowing her sister since I was primary 5.
But then after we took neoprint, she opened up to me, thank God.

Again I used buddy's phone to take stupid photos :P
I learned probability just now, buddy actually explained the solution for numerous times, I'm a dumb anyway.

Now, I still don't really get what's probability. *faints*
I'm going to post up photos later, let's wait her to be online so she can send me the photos.
Never mind, I shall wait!! I'm patient alright =)
Her sister- Pei Sin kept saying I'm a bad girl but actually I'm not, ya you know some kids are naive one. She called me mad dog but actually I'm not mad, I'm a well-behaved person =)
The real mad- Yvonne AKA mad scientist.
The real bad- Lihuey AKA fox.

To proof that I'm an obedient child, we went home early.
We actually planned to go IMM but my eyes were sleepy, perhaps it was because we went to study.
Study made me bored and tired, sad story.
The both sisters look alike but pei sin is naughtier. The first time when I started knowing buddy, I thought she was an introvert but now I've known her for 9 years, she opened up to me too.

Sidetracking now, sometimes I don't know why would I get scolded by her? I opened up to her and was friendly towards her, but what I got was a negative reply. She pisses me off, never mind!
Forgive and Forget
Shoo! Tada I've forgotten every negative topics!

Well, if possible I will post up photos later.
Goodbyes.



Yeah yeah yeah!
Tomorrow going out with buddy!
WE gonna study!

I need to study maths,english,science, CPA and EOA.
Lots and lots of subjects I haven't study to the max.
So, I must jiayou!
Whee!



Back to blogging :)

Today I was supposed to attend the 'pajamas' party but due to some restrictions, I ended going out with my mama. Well, we went to the market. *faints*
I went for my haircut and we just strolled at the market, we had our early dinner then homed.
Say goodbye to my long fringes, my long sideburns..... they're pretty short and neat now. OF course! They aren't slopes!! Laughs'
I actually went to the market and had a haircut, this was my second time going to that salon. The hairdresser is a young lady, she's a lady boss anyway. Overall, her skills are pretty well =) My mama paid 12 bucks for me to have my haircut.
I'm feeling much more comfortable after cutting off the long fringes, the itches were gone too.
Phew.. Tomorrow finally going out with my buddy =) Whee!
Nothing much to be mentioned here =)
Shall end my story here, goodbye!



Wow, finally I've the chance to stay at home!
I was very hectic, the June holiday is coming to an end soon.
Why do holidays pass so quickly? Schooldays pass rather slower.
To be frank, I haven't even flip my textbooks since the holiday has started.
I brought home the whole chunk of textbooks was because I wanted to study hard for the upcoming preliminary exams, sadly I haven't accomplish my needs.
I neglected my studies, pathetically I am going to flunk my preliminary exams soon. It's just a matter of myself, I never even make any efforts to find my textbooks. Now, I am left with next week which I can step out of my comfort zone, my school is going to release us for one more week of holiday- ONLINE ASSIGNMENT WEEK. We need to do homework via internet access. I don't want to disappoint my form teacher!!
I ought to pull up my socks up high- believe me, I'll sure wear my socks highly when the school re-opens.
Actually I am not that lazy, I'm still going out to study with my buddy this friday! Whee~
My hands started to be itchy, I feel like touching that basketball!! I can't afford to waste any more time, my time should be spent wisely from now on!
Nowadays my blog posts are shortened, blame someone for discouraging me. You see, I lost inspirations again! Never mind...

Whenever I see her in that state, I feel the burden for her. I just want to help her and I want to see a life transformation in her. I guess this is the power of friendship =) I still haven't give up on her. God has his plan for me, a best plan I haven't have for myself. Anyway, I meant those words in my heart =)

Laughs!! I need to end here..
I'm going to have my wanton noodles!
Yum yum- bon appetite!!



Alright, gonna recount on today =)
Basically, I had my WestD barbecue at the Sembawang park.
Thankfully, I'd a visitor from my school- her name is Michelle :)
We met up at BB- bukit batok MRT station and traveled down to the Sembawang MRT station, we bused 882 from the Sembawang interchange to the park then.
The guys were waiting for us at our alighted bus stop and we walked to the barbecue pit =)
We played ice-breaking games and I did badly for my game- to me I think it was ultra lousy planned. Never mind, luckily we'd our foods after that stupid game =)
We sat down and bonded, played cards and chatted :)
Not long after then it was night-time, we waited for weikoon and the guys for the drinks! Haha, thank God for them =) Not forgetting my leaders, sihui and some other people who'd contributed in the barbecue event! :)
I don't know why I am simply upset about certain things. But, I can't blame anyone but myself.

There's always a gap, surely and definitely
我和他们之间有一段距离。我喜欢的，他们未必也喜欢。我想我们或许没有化学作用，一点默契都没有。
I must cheer up, really.
Enviousness? Hopefulness?
Never mind, I must stop letting trivial stuffs to hinder me once again.
affection
Never mind, I shall forget it. This trivial matter pisses me off, darn it =(

I'M AWAITING FOR THE OUTING WITH BUDDY!
WHEE! SHE JUST CHEERED ME UP! YEAH I LOVE HER AND THANK GOD FOR HER!!!
I LOVE MY MAMA, PAPA & SISTER WHICH MEANS MY FAMILY =)
Talking about them, I think that no matter what my buddy and 'real' family are always by my side =) My worries decreased rapidly when I thought on a different perspectives =)






West D1 --> family?

To me, I had a bad mentality towards WestD1, I thought that they were simply boasting and claiming they were one family- I couldn't feel it until I went for the oasis camp.
That was my very first time sharing room and sleeping together with them
Due to the low temperature of the air-con, I was shivering of coldness. I kept shivering while HuaiQian was sleeping beside me, I just placed my cold hands on her and she gave me some warm.
Just a small little thing- made big differences.
I actually changed my mentality towards WestD1 =)
I'm very thankful to HuaiQian and WestD1.
Not forgetting WestD2, they're also very dear to me.

I guess everything isn't perfect yeah? WestD1 is going to split into two groups, that makes me wonder- why everything just couldn't be perfect?
Never mind, God has his best plans =)



PHOTOS!

Wow, I seldom post up photos.
Now, I'm posting up!

tada!


Here, I'm the most-obedient one among the unit group.


Let me explain why. Basically the one in the photo who showed different posture is the BEAR and we were acting as her.


Oh ya, forgot to tell u that I own a vehicle. It was the last day of the camp and we ton.


The whole WEST!









MY FAITHFUL FRIENDS!
HOHO





There are too many photos to be uploaded.
So I shall stop here!
For more photos, go to my friendster or westD friendster =)

I MISS THE CAMP!
NEVER MIND- AWAITING FOR THE DECEMBER CAMP!
WHEE!



SERVICE DAY

Whee, service day again.
I trained alone to somerset then walked to nexus auditorium and reached pretty early for everything.
After service we had fellowship by having lunch together at La Meridian, after we lunched we had UDMM meeting.
Then HuaiQian, Jarren & I trained home while I bused home with jarren.
Yeah finished!

BYE



I've changed my blogskin.
So far, I've known many new friends from the camp.
They are GuoYing & YongLi.
I bonded much with ChengZhen.
Haha
I don't know what to post, forget it.
I love my bed alot!
Random =)
Tomorrow got service! Whee~



OASIS CAMP

Alright! I'd been MIA-ing for four days, I was camping then.
The Oasis camp was held on Monday, 9 June 2008 at downtown east chalet!
The meals are provided, drinks included as well as deserts. I'm very glad that I actually bonded very well with West =)
What's your perspectives towards friendship and family?
For me, I think that we should confess ourselves and even improve on others by telling them their attitudes or anything that needs room for improvement. I discovered that West D1 doesn't share secrets, any doubts will be always vanished when we confess.
I'd been praying that God will show me my attitude, so that I can turn my bad points into good points. God actually answered my prayer, we actually commented on each other's attitude during camp- first night.
God showed me my attitude through West D1 and I didn't know that he will actually worked through this.
Camp was really fun! I've learnt and gained many things!
Yeah



TOMORROW IS CAMPPPPPP !!!


Wow, tomorrow will be the OASIS camp!
It's located at the Downtown East chalet and it's a four days, three night camp.
Someone blessed me with the money. But, I found a job that I earn base on its commission. The reason why did I go for the job is because I'm wanting to earn some quick cash, so that I can return the money for camp to that person ASAP. I'm feeling uneasy to own someone a big amount of money.
I can't manage my time well, in terms of spiritual stuffs, studies & working. Somehow N level is nearing, time flies really.

Let's drop the topic.
Tomorrow! I have to wake up as early as 8.30a.m to meet WestD at JP mac for breakfast.
Well, it takes up approximately an hour to travel from west to east.
I haven't start packing my camping stuffs, I shall do it later.
No one has asked me to set the camp objectives until I read someone's blog. LOL
Never mind, I shall start setting now. So far the camps that I've went, didn't require any camp objectives. Without any camp objectives we won't learn anything from camp and it seems like we go there blindly.
I shall pack my things now..
Roars I dislike packing bag, no matter what I still have to do it.
Oh ya, my parents haven't even yet SIGN the consent form for the camp. Oops but why I still get to go for the camp? I'm excited but puzzled.
Alright.
I will miss everyone, four days I will not be msn-ing, chatting and playing !! =)



Back to blog.

Let's recount on yesterday.
It was raining hard while I was on my way to the CG control station.
I met up WestD1 and I was totally wet then.
I got to know new friends- BP & Texan, they are pretty nice to be with.
We alighted the train at Somerset control then walked to cuppage plaza.
We entered the nexus auditorium and some did not go for the prayermeet.
Service was fun :)

After service we went to la meridian and ate our lunches.
Not long after Sihui & I left them because we were going to start working.
We bused 190 to CCK and bused 307 to teck whye.
We waited for Joeson's lorry, we were going to sell ice-creams!
The job is counting on the commission earned, so we did not get the full amount of money that we had earned.
Somehow, in the process of selling the ice creams, we faced countless rejections.
A few rejectors were friendly but some other were very mean.
I knew that this was a lesson for us to learn from, to learn to be persistent and to be patient.
We finally got our pay at around 11pm, then I had my supper.
As I didn't get to have my dinner, I was darn famished.
We trained 190 back to CCK, sihui left me then I trained home.

When I reached home, I faced many persecutions.
Frankly saying, I was very afraid..
Don't call my phone as it's confiscated by my mama.
Wtf.



Yesterday

Woke up early in the morning to prepare myself.
Off I went to BLCS and met up with the guys- Crystal, DeQuan & Boonie.
We cabbed down to Vivo City immediately as it was already very late.
We ran around the Harbourfront center just to find a shop which sells plastic cups.
Thank God, we finally found a shop which was 7 eleven.
We trained to beach station and went to Palawan Beach at Sentosa.
Alright, we actually sat under the sun and learnt many things.
We were the farmers and we learnt the procedures of being a farmer.
??? ---> Sowing ---> Harvesting.
It's pretty applicable for us.

Alright, we learnt this by playing games and doing activities.
We had our lunch break and water break, it finally ended at around 3pm plus.
Then Regina brought me to the sentosa station and accompanied me to the Harbourfront MRT station.
I trained down to CCK and met up Sihui, we went for the job interview and followed Sunny to sell the ice creams.
We were in our learning process then and I thank God that we are hired!
If we didn't pray, I think we're still jobless now.
Whee!!! I'm going to work tonight with Sihui :)



Alright. I am told to do a quiz by Huaiqiannnn.
Here it goes...

1. Where are you now?
Ans: At Sihui's house XD

2. What do you want to do now?
Ans: Rest

3. Why do i love him so much ?
Ans: He is sacrificial, kind and perfect.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Ans: Not really hating but disliking.

5. Where do you wish to die?
Ans: To be on my bed with my bolster around.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after th rain?
Ans: Depends on how lucky am I :)

7. What impossible things you wish to do?
Ans: There's nothing to dwell on since it's already impossible.

8. Your darkest secret?
Ans: Hmm? I don't have any

9. Are you happy with ur life now?
Ans: Yeah, my life is given by him.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
Ans: I'll be shy but my heart is actually smiling and shouting with joy.

11. Describe your other half.
Ans: He must give me a sense of secureness, be kind and patient. Cannot have too many muscles.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Ans: Being bored.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Ans: Yup :)

14. What are you looking forward in the coming weeks?
Ans: Outing(s) with buddy! Camp, service & BBQ!

15. The most important thing in your life.
Ans: Music

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
Ans: God, family and friends.

17. Do you find life meaningless?
Ans: It's stupid to find it meaningless.

18. Who do you love the most?
Ans: Family and God.

19. The craziest thing(s) you ever did.
Ans: I actually kicked my shoes at my teacher's head.

20. What's your greatest dream?
Ans: To make him happy.

21. The sweetest thing you ever did for someone.
Ans: Oh, I gave him sweets. Sweet isn't it? LOL

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This afternoon I trained alone to Somerset and met up Leng Na at Nexus .
We headed to the Dance Studio for our course. Don't get the wrong idea, we were not going to learn dancing but we were having some other course. Today was the last day of WFL course, I'm satisfied and relieved to complete the course as I didn't get to miss out anything and I've learned rather a lot from the course. I ought to apply it and nurture myself into a higher level of my walk with God.

After WFL, we went to La Meridian as usual for our dinner. After we had our dinner, WeiKoon, HuaiQian, Jarren & I trained home together. HuaiQian, Jarren & I had really gone insane just now on MRT. The three of us played as if we were kids and it was pretty humorous though. Weikoon was the matured one and he was trying to socialize with us but he couldn't. Perhaps we were over-childish.

I must turn off early tonight because tomorrow will be the West Harvester Training Day. I remembered last year's training day wasn't a relaxing one. Hopefully this year's training day will not be as tired as last year. But I don't mind if this year's one will be torturing, at least it will be fruitful.
I'm really excited for tomorrow, SENTOSA !!!
I will be having the training day there. I have to reach Sentosa by 9am in the morning and reach BLCS by 7.50am in the morning.

Holiday to me isn't slacking but working.
Working in terms of serving him!



Wow, it has been a long period of time since I last posted my own photos.
Anyways, I'm not 'zi lian' alright! The photos were taken by Liyi. *laughs*


P.S: I love to take photos


I need a temporarily job desperately!


P.S: My face is too big that my hands couldn't cover it fully.


Oops, I just happened to express it :P


I'm obedient !!

Yeah, I enjoyed the fun with Liyi yesterday at JP mac.
Obviously we crapped as much as we could and laughed as loud as we could.
The funniest part was her Ez-Link card, her face was........... hilarious!

You can laugh at my photos, I won't mind.
You know why? I'm used to it, so.... laugh now!!
But don't laugh in my presence because I'm shy :P
I seldom post photos excluding group photos.
Cause' people will laugh !!
Never mind. God said we should be what we are but not be affected by other people's words.

Yeah!
Shall post more tonight.
Later got course... so.. I MISS MY BUDDY!
Ahem, fine!
BYE :)



Prayer really worked!

Today I was woken up by my Mama, she nagged a lot!
She told me to bath and prepare myself for school but I was still lying on the bed, I procrastinated and rebelled back. I felt no guilty but I know that she meant well for me.

Off I went for school after I prepared myself.
When I entered the classroom, I noticed that only a quarter of my classmates were there including my clique of classmates. They told me that our form teacher was not coming due to Chicken Pox, I thought that I might as well stayed at home and had extended my sleeping time. She had classwork for us to do, at least there was something to be done :)
After we had done our classwork, we went for breakfast. It was raining heavily and again I ran through the rain. Jeslin & WenHui shared a small umbrella, it was better for them not to catch a cold rather than me because I'm already having a cold. We ate our breakfast and WenHui took her bus home while Jeslin and I bused 198.

I alighted after a few stops and walked to Liyi's block void deck, we bused 157 down to BLCS to meet West D and I had a really nice conversation with her. At first I thought the meeting time was 11.15a.m, but actually the meeting time was 1.15p.m -_- Never mind, we stayed at JP mac and talked very much regarding some spiritual stuffs. Overall it was fruitful to me.

West D was having a Matthew caregroup. My friends came and played the game! I was very joyful and thankful that they came, they were Audrey, Ivy,, PeiRong & Stephanie. We played a game of treasure hunt and we came in first! Whee! The four visitors, Liyi & I were in the same team and Audrey was the leader!

God answered my prayers and let me tasted the outcoming of praying. Thank God!



My WFL course is "In His Step".

Well, I prepared myself and walked to CG MRT station.
I reached there rather early, waited for Sihui's call and boarded on the MRT.
So we had agreed to meet at the last cabin of the train. The few of them were so cute as they actually went to the first cabin., fine I walked towards the first cabin then. :)

And we went for our own courses.
Yup, there are many courses.
I waited for Leng Na from West C at the entrance of Nexus Auditorium.
We went for our courses then.
I really love the preachers!
We have three preachers- Dennis, Jasmine & Unknown.
P.S: I've forgotten the name of the preacher.
The three of them were taking their turns to preach.
So far I've learned Obedience, Heart Motives & Self-Acceptance.
I must apply it, anyway this course is very applicable for me!
Thank God and thank my leaders!

It ended at 6pm. Crystal, HuaiQian & I headed down to La Meridian and dined.
Boonhow and Sihui joined us not long after and Crystal, HuaiQian & Boonhow left then.
Sihui and I stayed at La Meridian to chat and we trained home then.
It was really hilarious to train home with her, laughing my head off!

Wednesday will be the last day of my course.
I love the course!
Goodnight!
BYE!



Sore Throat

Good Morning, I'm voiceless now :)
Remembering two months before when I was having a sore throat, somehow it was worse because I had my Chinese preliminary oral! My voice was out of tone and I was forcing my fake voice out. Thankfully the invigilator understood me!

Forget about it, it was already the past ya?
I didn't attend my extra lessons today, my stupid alarm clock didn't wake me up again.
Really, my alarm clock is some sort of mad because it wake me up occasionally.

I'm still sick.
Off to rest now, later still have to go for a course.
Bye!



COLD

I'm currently having a cold, seldom but will if I am soak with the rain.
Take yesterday for instance, I actually was soaked with the rain before I reached the bus stop & MRT station to go for service.
The day before which was Friday, I ran home because it was pouring rain. I was really soaked with rains and I actually came in contact with the wind, I switched on the fan despite being wet all around my body. Stupid rain :(

I am dying hard by trying to fight with the virus now, to prevent it from worsen. If not I will be having high fever again... yawns. Then I have to spend my parents' money for the medical fees.
I pray hard, I'll take care of myself and I will not be affected by anything else.
I can confirm that my cold will be gone by tomorrow! By hook or by crook, I must fight with the virus!!! XD

But... SAVE ME!
I'm really sick... should I go to sleep?
Without telling my family that I'm sick.
Not to let them worry, and not to waste their precious hard earned money for my medical fees.
All of them are holding a full time job. Cool isn't it? Excluding me, jobless, cashless and useless. I don't wish to add more troubles and burdens to them!
So I decided not to tell them :)