Sunday, May 25, 2008, 12:17 AM


Wow!
I'm super duper now because my sister is toning at her friend's house and this means that I can stay up late at night!

My indescribable feelings, how to describe but I feel really upset even though I have experienced it for countless times.
Maybe is because I have thought and fantasied too much? To think wisely and more carefully, perhaps they aren't suitable for me and I shall further my distance from them. As long as if they are happy with each other, without my presence, without sharing their laughters with me but I will rejoice and never interrupt them further more. This is my best choice, my choice have been made and I will now start afresh with my buddy and the clique of friends I'm having now.

My clique of friends? I'm uncertain about it. But I always think that my classmates are always my clique of friends, a few more months to our prom nights and we're gonna departing from each other. But, I will not lose contact with them. Naturally, I will burst into tears during that night, four years of classmates and we've gone through good and bad moments together.

Friendships are always different, you would never know. At least I've tasted the happiness and even sadness there although I am only one year old in Christ.
Neh-mind, rejoice, rejoice and rejoice.
It's a late post but rarely a meaningful post that I wanted to post about. After jotting down my experiences and feelings, I felt much more better ;D