Find Rest My Soul, In Christ Alone.

Saturday, May 10, 2008, 10:04 PM

Problems

Problems, problems & problems kept increasing when the days are approaching.
Now, my pressure level is stabilized at 79/100... my mind is going to burst when it reaches 100!
I want to add some to God, he is there for me anytime.
It's much better to carry the heavy loads of problems than carrying a cross that Jesus did.

The days are approaching. Sooner I will be an over-berserk person who seems to have escaped from the Mental hospital. Because my mind is bursting CUM burning. However, my mind will affect my brain and I will be mad then. Isn't that comedic? I should be a comedic script-writer since I've always been inspired to joke & crap around the bear island. West D will know what exactly I'm trying to say.

Alright! I've sidetracked my topic.
Back to the topic on problems.
Basically God has given me problems, and this signifies that I'm going to be promoted to the other level. What for being so worried about? Just face it! With my faith, my courage and God. Nothing is impossible. I can overcome my problems and wave goodbyes to them.
There's no need to enter the mental hospital although my pressure level is currently now the same- 79/100.
My role is to fight with the problems, weaken them so that they will start to decrease initially. And consequently they will be removed. Without the problems' presence, the pressure will also disappear eventually. And the one who wins the race will not only be myself, but God.

While fighting with them, I must fill my faith to the fullness- 100/100.
To pump my faith level is to pray to God, ask him and he will give :)
In conclusion, God will defeat Satan's attack. And faith will attack the pressure's presence.

Oh dear, I found out that I have really loads of words and encouragements to speak about. I think blogging isn't bad, I can speak out everything from my mind. There's still the existence of writing in a diary. I have to admit that I'm pretty lazy, every hand-written documents by me will look very messy. Nonetheless, the document will be bad written as the storyboard can be compared to my 9 years old beloved cousin. I misses him loads!

Let's recount on him. This year he's going to turn 10 years old on 23 December.
He was born when I was in primary 1. Due to the difficult time-management from their parents as they had to work full-time. The both parties were unwilling to give up on their jobs. Their one and only son was sent to my home, and my mother had taken care for him for 7 years. He's always the cutest boy to me! He is loved by me, I always treat him as my brother. My mama had taken care of him until the time when he graduated from pre-school and went into Nan Hua primary school. The moments we shared, it's quite true that we've grown up together. When I was primary 1, he was only 1 year old then! XD
Kind of misses him very, very much. The warm-hearted feeling whenever he calls me 'hui chuen jie jie'! Ohhh.. i love him really very much.
No one is allowed to bully him. I will never ever let him/her off. I rather you kill me than to hurt him. Truthfully, just a few words by me wouldn't persuade others to believe. If there'll be a day when I can show my love to him, I an willing take the risk to even how difficult it will be.

Let's rewind back to the previous topic on pressures and problems.
Shoo! They can leave me if my faith level is 100 and when I've prayed.
I won't dwell on it.

Thank you HuaiQian for being my consoler.
Ily too <3