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Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 3:33 PM

GONE GOOD TO WORSE?

Oh yeah I had breakthrough today.
After all, I got to wake up on time.
But I reached my class slightly late :)
Neh-mind, someone was late too :P
We revised on the past years' preliminary papers.
I improved on my English.
I'm not referring to my CA marks as my CA had really flunked.
Not flunking ridiculously but I've gone 'good' to worse.
I'm no longer the first in class, I couldn't assure that I've got into the top ten positions in my class confirmedly.

This year isn't prosperous to me. Not behaving superstitiously, but don't you think that this year isn't a good year? Many unpleasant things happened rapidly. I'm not God, everything is in his hands and he's the one guiding us. I believe that things will go on smoothly and he wouldn't make us worry in every circumstances if we pray :) And I'm not cursing anyone... :P

Back to the topic.
Seriously I have to wake up and pull up my socks a hundred times more.
My progress report marks always appeared with only green inks which were passes.
But now, red inks started appearing.
Red colour is my rival! I don't wish to see anymore red inks in my progress report from now on!
I am really tardy and lazy. Satan keeps attacking me and striking towards me.
What the heck! Have I done anything wrong?
God please help me!!
REJOICE!
I have faith, faith beats doubt. If you doubt, means you don't have faith.
Isn't that purely real?
Yes God has just reminded me of these words :)
Thank him :)

Wow, my sister actually treated me two sausage muffins that were bought from the Mac.
As I don't eat cheese, I gave my mother.
She just ate one sausage muffin and it was pretty enough for her stomach.
No wonder she's so skinny. Perhaps her foods were eaten up by me?
Eh don't doubt, I wouldn't do that!
That's laughable, she actually ate the two sausage muffins, one for lunch and the another one for dinner. This showed how preservable was she. Oh ya the time now is 4pm, we always have dinner early. I gonna dine now!

Shall stop here!
BYE BYE :)

Sad to say that I detest bitches and those hypocrites really! Oh man, what has happened to this world? Out of a sudden I'm going to burst and let me stay out of it really! I don't understand why people did this to me. But if I have some clues, I shall decide then. God please help me!!! I won't dwell. I will end off here with my dwellings. Can I forget everything accept the basis God? To clear off my unhappiness....