Find Rest My Soul, In Christ Alone.

Friday, May 23, 2008, 8:09 PM

My buddy's MIA-ing sial!
Laughs'
She promised to play viwawa with me tonight de.
Heh heh heh *evil laugh*

Sighed'
I really don't know what to do, they are so persistent and keep insisting me on going.
Logically, I am dumb. I can help myself and I don't need any helps.
Worse is that why should they help me when I can help myself in the first place.
And that really increases my guiltiness & awkwardness.
How am I going to lift up myself then? I can accept their help if I am in a desperate state.

Ah la la, I shall forget it.
Days are getting much more boring now. I really wish to go out with Jeslin, Wenhui, Sheris and Shirley. The four pretties share the culture of staying at home more than going out. So sad D:
I want to go out with THEM!! :D
My clique of friends in school, we enjoy our times together and hang out together in school. Oops it's a little bit orbit to hang out in school.

Tomorrow's service again. I always doubt about something before service, sorry but I'm really dumb. Routine, routine and routine. Can I have some changes in life? I think maybe not.
Yes, going service is to serve him. If he isn't present, why should I go? So go for the sake of him ;D

I love my PAPA! I'm referring to my biological father. God I thank you for him, he dotes on me the MOST and he's much more good-tempered. The other twos seem to dislike me and papa though. So what? We are so called the one who brings bad luck to them. What the? Whatever, I'm freaking sad to hear that. I want to WORK! To show that I am able to take care of myself. Yes I was dumb to walk the wrong path but failure is not an option. Which directions am I heading now? I have no idea.

I shall not worry now. Be bold and face them daringly because I know God is by my side supporting me. I no need supporters but only God ;DD