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Sunday, April 20, 2008, 2:33 PM

Today is Sunday
Sunday is a good day. But, is also a sad day- next day have to go school :(
I love Fridays alot. I don't like Mondays.
But, i treat everyday the same lah, same routine.
As time will fly very fast. Tml is Monday, very fast will be Friday again!
Muakaka.. oops sorry.. i am too positive le.
Neh-mind, positive will not kena depression :]

Today stayed at home, also dunno doing what.
So i online on MSN. Crapping with friends right now.
LOLS!! ZZZ
I didn't follow my jiejie to go to my Grandma's house and visit her.
I will visit her. I WILL! As i'm not unfilial as you all think! Thank you for your understanding!

Cuz i dunno how to speak dialect. I think that going there I will be too extra.
I will be a statue there. I dunno why my mother du lan with me.
She don't understand at all!! nono, i will juz heck care.

Whoo~ i am listening to music as well.
Feeling refreshed! I started listening since 11a.m.
Now the time is 2.39p.m.
Hahas...

No homeworks at all!
Sec 4 le, u see. So slacked for Normal Technical.
My aggregate score for PSLE was 154.
I chose HYSS as my first choice, i was somehow DUMB!
LOLS kidding.
DUMB as in to choose NT stream (not looking down on my stream) BUT is bcos i don't want to go ITE, then go POLY~ It's like very long journey, so many schools are well disciplined. Even ITE also improved on their discipline now. Saddled. :[

Is it true?
My family is really depending on me??
If i study hard, i will get into good courses in ITE then go to higher nitec or to poly.
If i don't, i will get into those low-points courses which chances are low for me to perform myself well.
And in future the job i have will be a low-pay job. But truly, all my scores and results dropped since this year! It was what i deserved it! I didn't even open my textbook and made effort to study. Moreover, i slept in class (most of the times) :p
The question is "Are you motivated enough to study"? To me the answer is no. BUT, we can choose, how to motivate yourself to study? There's surely a way!

I am the kind of person who likes to procrastinate in doing certain things. "Huichuen! Help me to wash the dish!" My mother shouted! "OK lah i will" I will reply. But soon, it will not be accomplished. Being a person liddat is far too irresponsible. If u really need someone to help you, but yet he/she always procrastinate, you are really in doubt. Same goes to study!!! I must stop procrastinating!!! Really, i have faith that i can overcome this stupid problem and HAVE A BREAKTHROUGH here! HAHAS. Ytd's teaching was too effective liaos :P

There are two paths for us to choose from now ,4T1.
1. Start to study hard, pay attention during class, go to sch regularly and hand in hmwk regularly!
2. Slack some more, gather together during lessons, sleep during lessons and don't go school at all!

Wait, our parents or even guardians are taking care for us since we were born!
Don't you all want to repay them? In future when they are old? Do you expect them to work? It will be us providing for our family. Yes obviously.

Haish, class is still very very noisy!!!
During maths, EOA lessons especially!
English we are damn quiet and it's peaceful.
Talking to me is also important, but we muz choose the right time to talk too!
Neh-mind.. JiaYou 4T1 and the other sec 4s and sec 5s!!!
JIA YOU!

Only WE can decide our future.
Even if you work at the Integrated Resort in future.
They may only require us to have N Level Certificate.
But u also have to go through courses of the job that you want to apply.
Eg. Casino, do you think that they will just simply employ you? No, because we aren't experienced at all!
You will have to go through courses as well. And they will test your qualities after you've gone through the course. It's just like schooling, and exam!
It will be quite tough to go there and work, it's even tougher to get employed there.

So now, treasure the time we have. Study hard, pull up our socks!
Last but not the least! Jiayou! Gambatte! :]