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Thursday, April 24, 2008, 7:14 PM

Hurray! Meiqi went school today :p
She just recovered from her illness.
Erm.. she got 3 days MC, the doctor wanted to give her 1 week MC... wahhh, she visited the clinic located at Ang Mo Kio!! LOL she act cute only hahahas XD
Her temperature was 39.2 degrees, she already was allowed to get 1 week's MC le. But my temperature was 39.9degrees, in the end i got only one day MC. -.-
Different doctors got different perspectives. Mayb my doctor think that i should stay outdoor rather than indoor? hmmm...

Today we were late again. But I really must change for the better.
Actually it's a reasonable excuse (long story). This is my 8th time late, i am going to get suspended. Wtf... okokok, i shall accept the truth and face the consequences. But helping a friend isn't wrong? But basically i think it's right to help your friend when he/she really needs you the most!
My Form teacher talked to me, i was like- didn't dare to look into her eyes :P so my two eyeballs were like wandering and moving about. Then teacher thought i gave her attitude. Lol? Diaos... Sad right? Pathetic...
Now then i understand why my classmates don't like some teachers. The first period was English, as Meiqi and I walked into the classroom late. Then form teacher said she's upset with me... hmm idk why.. =s

Weeee! English finally ended- only one period, still got another two periods after recess!! :( Yay it was science then, my favorite period? At least the science teacher is more open-minded! Share with us his stories etc. Then he's also funny lah.
After science was PE! HURRAY! Played badminton!!!! I tagged with Darwin VS Yiliang and Mingyi :D Wah it was fun! Ok.. just only because i'm shorter 'a little bit' lah hahas. So i stood before Darwin and played. Haha it was also funny man, but so sad PE only one period =(
Recessed... we went to toilet immediately. Then did nothing lor, then chatted.... hahas

Then after recess was EOA, yeah! Finished my EOA coursework. I thank god, i did my coursework smoothly today [:
Maths lesson then, teacher didn't allow me sharing seats with Meiqi, argh! No good... she was just being fair to everyone. So neh-mind lor (;
After maths was English. Wahhh we constructed 25 word sentences :P No joke. THEN FINALLY SCHOOL DISMISSED!

Went to find PeiJun... she MIA-ed, I couldn't find her. ZZZ, actually was about to meet her and update with her the timing and the place to meet. Buddy, i won't be angry with u de lah, you already explained to me everything le mah. We can still study together alright!! Still can de :D We also dun have MYE but got Prelim, can study together! And spend time together^^ buddy is loved <3

Neh-mind so i slacked until 3p.m, then trained to boon lay MRT to study! (im guai de wor) But it wasn't fruitful after all! And i was rather boring there, i felt so lonely there.. how i wish that Peijun and my classmates were there... anyway those friends who studied with me were my church friends.... I was really super bored (I never felt that when i happened to go out or study with Peijun and my classmates).
So i called Jingmei. It was a coincidence, she did nothing like me at that time lols. So we chatted... until we ended the conversation. I was walking alone to take train, BORED!!! So i called Meiqi, muahaha.. We crapped alot de lor, she wanted me to find her at Ang Mo Kio (she just went for counseling), act cute lor HAHA.. i was at jurong sial =P Anyway sorry that i couldn't make it for you lastly.... pai seh haha :P
LOL. Then after calling her i phoned to sherlyn. HAHAS, she was also doing nothing! What the coincidences.. :) We chatted too, and crapped too.

So that was what i did while traveling back home. The boredom really came out of a sudden. You really don't know how bored was I?!! Hanging out with them seems to be bored. wtf..How am i going to survive on? Anyway, i don't give it a damn! Heck care de worrrrr!! HAHA. XD
Lalalala...

I miss Jingmei, Sherlyn and Ee Leng very much!!! Fear just always came out from my heart without them... Must I really stay with the other group of friends whom i studied with?
Zzzz, can i transfer with Jingmei, Sherlyn and Ee Leng too????
The problem is.. "How am i going to survive on without them"??!! Neh-mind, why should I care? These trivial matters must not affect me!!! Lalala... i already said that i don't give it a damn ya! Why should i bother about them (not referring to Jingmei, Sherlyn and Ee Leng).

My heart is filled with fear now, i dunno what shall i do now... i might have disappoint my mama. Yes, this is the 8th time that i am late. It was such a difficult situation and it was hard to decide whether should i have left her alone there? I have my own problems, but no one really understand me! I still have my buddy anyway (; but... where's my other friends? I really need someone's comfort now. Why do they always say "you die liao lor"... are these words really going to comfort me or going to make me more upset? Now i know the answers, only good friends will comfort u, but they won't scare you off! And piss you off! That's all... i just feel fearful. Neh-mind, guess tml will be a brighter day for me. I hope so