I'm back to blog!

I slept at 3.00a.m plus this morning. And woke up at 5.45a.m... I wasted my sleeping time :P

So today 5.45a.m I started to call Meiqi, but to no avail.
Neh-mind! I tried it twice again. However, she didn't answer the phone again.... The same old routine again flashed into my mind- she must be still sleeping x) I was uncertain about myself -.-I didn't know whether should I wait for her to call me back? I felt jumble at the moment and I did hope that Doraemon was by my side! :P
So I really considered... and i think that I chose a right choice ;) Maybe I should compromise abit... I bathed and brushed teeth, prepared to go school. As when I checked my handphone... Wee! Missed calls and sms from her! Luckily i had already bathed... =.=''

Okaes..... bused to her house's bus stop and went to her house, and met her! :D We walked to school.. and reached there around 7.25a.m. =)
Morning assembly is always boring without failing ... -,-
Lessons.... omg! I was really exerted with tiredness and sleepiness :(
Somehow I slept during the maths period :P

Then there was a combined afternoon assembly today. Our school hall is really very warm and stuffy. Furthermore, the fans were switched-on. That made no differences... lols, neh-mind. I'm not going to live there permanently or even a day! I rather sleep outside at the street- it's cooler. Lols... zzz
Today's afternoon assembly was about the new 5th student councilors. lalalalas~`~`

I rushed home after that... damn exhausted :P Actually Meiqi, Sheris and I should have attended the detention class at 2pm today. We reached the detention class on time- but no one was at the detention class :) So we went home lor...!

wah i'm really tired now.. Gotta stop here le :) BYE!



Again today is Sunday.
Tml is Monday :(

I'm feeling dreadful and fearful to go school. Will I walk the wrong path again? Something really prompt me to, I couldn't really just control myself from sinning.... thinking of tomorrow have to turn up for the Detention Class, the 'late' word really flashed into my sight. I started to fear, and deliberated whether should I not attend the Detention Class? I felt useless and helpless at this moment. What can I do? The same old routine screened to my eyes- wake up immediately call Meiqi, then most probably we will be late, I kept wandering.

No one really give me some directions, console me, advice me or even counsel me. I am alone in doing everything. So what should I do? Continue on, strive on? I encountered several problems. Who should I consult and seek to?
Absolutely not my mama- she's hot tempered and she's unapproachable (she's not really that bad anw!)
Or my papa? I hardly see him- and what he says are always the same.
Teachers? I too shy luhh :P

None of the above.... I'm lonesomely thinking now, who knows what I'm struggling, concerning and worrying about? I'm really tormented with sorrows. Where's my soul? I want it back... Argh! Sick of that.. I'm so desperate to stop these worries.

I gonna stop worrying! Because I have faith that everything will be OkAY and ALRIGHT! Anyway, I am like a Chameleon.. I can be high at times, but down at times too!
Worrying will just add more pressure to me. Therefore, stop those worries ba...
Although it's 100% pure hard to change my mindset... :P I'm still dealing with the problems now. I want to solve it asap ;) Lalas..

Staying at home today... because i'm an obedient child :D




Just deleted the negative post- i was super pissed off this morning.

Now I am fine :] my anger had gone.
I learned to forgive and forget :P

Okay, went for church service. Met up huaiqian at the boon lay MRT. Then we trained there... chatted on MRT! hahas
Then service as usual =) Today was special! Shannon, Sihui and Regina performed during the Praise & Worship. It was marvelously great! Keep it up- their courageous act to go up the stage and sing :D

After service we went to Meridian for lunch. But before that, we wanted to give Sihui a surprise for her belated birthday. So we tagged along Jarren to the CentrePoint to retrieve the balloon, the balloon was specially made and ordered by Regina aka the bear bear! hahas So after retrieving the balloon, off we went Mac to slack (=
It was cool, the super long string is tied to the balloon. As there were so many people having their lunch, queuing up at the other shops. They were watching the balloon which was high up touching the ceiling. We were quite awkward. Hahas- we were just attracting others mah :P

The plan by Regina was- the balloon must not be revealed to Sihui and we must only enter the Meridian after Sihui. Then bring her the balloon, and announce that it's her birthday then sing her a birthday song!
We were at the Cuppage Plaza waiting for Regina's call after we went to Mac. As we waited for Regina for so long, Jarren gave her a call and she said they had reached Meridian. Immediately we sprang there in order to reach on time, we were just afraid that Sihui might have went to buy her lunch... -.- lol.. it was successful after all.

The coke filled my stomach, therefore i didn't have my lunch :P The others had their lunch- as usual, we chatted there. Chatted for long, I accompanied Shannon with Jarren and friend A to somewhere else. After that... Bye bye to Shannon le ;)

Then Jarren, friend A and I trained to boon lay MRT and when we reached boon lay MRT... bye bye to friend A le (=
It was around 6.20p.m. i was super famished lols. Off we went to JP's kopitiam, today is Saturday- and it was dinner time. There were lotsa people waiting for the seat to have their dinners, and we were in the same boat as them, we couldn't find a seat. Then we prayed, and it worked indeed^^ We walked at JP.... it was already around 8.00p.m Then we took bus 242 home, then changed to bus 99 at Jarren's alighed stop :) It was a long journey then, I only reached home around half-an-hour later. My story for today ;)
It was a long day- but a meaningful one :)



Happy Birthday Sihui! May all your dreams come true and God will bless you ya!

I'm back to blog! :]
Went home after school- used com then bathed again.
After that, went to the meeting at the jurong point library- but we weren't studying.
lol

After everything was over, went for some refreshments at JP mac with Huai Qian, Yiling & Vera
We ate despite our mothers have already cooked for our dinner. Hahas- it was also dinner time then! lalas~
Because we fasted for lunch mah :P Then we were like- HUNGRY de lors. Hehes...
Vera is the laughing Buddh#02, whilst her sister is the laughing Buddha#01 :]
lols

After having our refreshments we walked to the bus interchange, then while we were walking towards the MRT station, we saw our principals! Hahas what a coincidence. Huaiqian, Vera & Yiling belong to Westwood Secondary, I belong to Hua yi sec. And both our schools' principals were together :] Hahas. We were surprised sial. Then I greeted my principal. She talked to me in a very pleasant way and asked me where I was going then :) Every principals are very friendly, caring and approachable... not like the discipline masters and mistress :P Everyone has their good & bad points. Lols neh-mind. :)

Then there's a pasar-malam right beside the boon lay bus interchange. So we went there and bought some stickers. Huaiqian bought me the stickers! thank u thank u^^

ZOEY CHUA! stop calling me chio bu sial, hahas, don't act cute lor. I know u very chio, also no need to attract other's attention and praise u back. I noe lah, aiyos.. haiss.. ZZZ

Then Huai Qian, Vera & me bused home- we took bus 193, then i changed to bus 99 at huaiqian's alighting stop. Hahas, we chatted together- she accompanied me to wait for e bus 99.
I do like to chat with her de :) The reason is- chatting with her seems to be very easy, comfortable and complacent.^^
Our conversation was super cool de lors hahahas..

Nothing much to post liao. So i shall end the story here bah!
BYE BYE :) Friday was indeed a bright day for me! Weeeee!~~


It's difficult to approach that person, are we really not fated to be? And no chemistry? Hmmmms.... :]



At school noww, my classmates are like super high now. All playing computer games- it's about that you must kill the zombies! *laughs*
Nothing to do sial.. ZZZ
Friday definitely is a good day for me! I'm happy today de lors..
Better than yesterday. I had a good sleep afterall.
My sister turned off early! Weee!
End here.. gonna post more tonight! byebyes
Jiayous everyone for their MYE!!!! Good luck :]



Hurray! Meiqi went school today :p
She just recovered from her illness.
Erm.. she got 3 days MC, the doctor wanted to give her 1 week MC... wahhh, she visited the clinic located at Ang Mo Kio!! LOL she act cute only hahahas XD
Her temperature was 39.2 degrees, she already was allowed to get 1 week's MC le. But my temperature was 39.9degrees, in the end i got only one day MC. -.-
Different doctors got different perspectives. Mayb my doctor think that i should stay outdoor rather than indoor? hmmm...

Today we were late again. But I really must change for the better.
Actually it's a reasonable excuse (long story). This is my 8th time late, i am going to get suspended. Wtf... okokok, i shall accept the truth and face the consequences. But helping a friend isn't wrong? But basically i think it's right to help your friend when he/she really needs you the most!
My Form teacher talked to me, i was like- didn't dare to look into her eyes :P so my two eyeballs were like wandering and moving about. Then teacher thought i gave her attitude. Lol? Diaos... Sad right? Pathetic...
Now then i understand why my classmates don't like some teachers. The first period was English, as Meiqi and I walked into the classroom late. Then form teacher said she's upset with me... hmm idk why.. =s

Weeee! English finally ended- only one period, still got another two periods after recess!! :( Yay it was science then, my favorite period? At least the science teacher is more open-minded! Share with us his stories etc. Then he's also funny lah.
After science was PE! HURRAY! Played badminton!!!! I tagged with Darwin VS Yiliang and Mingyi :D Wah it was fun! Ok.. just only because i'm shorter 'a little bit' lah hahas. So i stood before Darwin and played. Haha it was also funny man, but so sad PE only one period =(
Recessed... we went to toilet immediately. Then did nothing lor, then chatted.... hahas

Then after recess was EOA, yeah! Finished my EOA coursework. I thank god, i did my coursework smoothly today [:
Maths lesson then, teacher didn't allow me sharing seats with Meiqi, argh! No good... she was just being fair to everyone. So neh-mind lor (;
After maths was English. Wahhh we constructed 25 word sentences :P No joke. THEN FINALLY SCHOOL DISMISSED!

Went to find PeiJun... she MIA-ed, I couldn't find her. ZZZ, actually was about to meet her and update with her the timing and the place to meet. Buddy, i won't be angry with u de lah, you already explained to me everything le mah. We can still study together alright!! Still can de :D We also dun have MYE but got Prelim, can study together! And spend time together^^ buddy is loved <3

Neh-mind so i slacked until 3p.m, then trained to boon lay MRT to study! (im guai de wor) But it wasn't fruitful after all! And i was rather boring there, i felt so lonely there.. how i wish that Peijun and my classmates were there... anyway those friends who studied with me were my church friends.... I was really super bored (I never felt that when i happened to go out or study with Peijun and my classmates).
So i called Jingmei. It was a coincidence, she did nothing like me at that time lols. So we chatted... until we ended the conversation. I was walking alone to take train, BORED!!! So i called Meiqi, muahaha.. We crapped alot de lor, she wanted me to find her at Ang Mo Kio (she just went for counseling), act cute lor HAHA.. i was at jurong sial =P Anyway sorry that i couldn't make it for you lastly.... pai seh haha :P
LOL. Then after calling her i phoned to sherlyn. HAHAS, she was also doing nothing! What the coincidences.. :) We chatted too, and crapped too.

So that was what i did while traveling back home. The boredom really came out of a sudden. You really don't know how bored was I?!! Hanging out with them seems to be bored. wtf..How am i going to survive on? Anyway, i don't give it a damn! Heck care de worrrrr!! HAHA. XD
Lalalala...

I miss Jingmei, Sherlyn and Ee Leng very much!!! Fear just always came out from my heart without them... Must I really stay with the other group of friends whom i studied with?
Zzzz, can i transfer with Jingmei, Sherlyn and Ee Leng too????
The problem is.. "How am i going to survive on without them"??!! Neh-mind, why should I care? These trivial matters must not affect me!!! Lalala... i already said that i don't give it a damn ya! Why should i bother about them (not referring to Jingmei, Sherlyn and Ee Leng).

My heart is filled with fear now, i dunno what shall i do now... i might have disappoint my mama. Yes, this is the 8th time that i am late. It was such a difficult situation and it was hard to decide whether should i have left her alone there? I have my own problems, but no one really understand me! I still have my buddy anyway (; but... where's my other friends? I really need someone's comfort now. Why do they always say "you die liao lor"... are these words really going to comfort me or going to make me more upset? Now i know the answers, only good friends will comfort u, but they won't scare you off! And piss you off! That's all... i just feel fearful. Neh-mind, guess tml will be a brighter day for me. I hope so




Aiyah I'm pissed off lor! Actually i have already blogged, but i deleted away the post! It was so messy! And the stupid blogger was laggy.

I was late for school today again. Exceptional reason- Alarm clock didn't wake me up ya!

Today school ended somehow fast to me! Maybe because we skipped the Chinese lessons?
Two periods of Chinese lesson. Shirley and I skipped it. How we did it? Darwin locked us inside e classroom (we agreed to!) lols then they went to the com lab during Chinese lesson.
Otherwise, i was extremely guai today. I focused during lessons! And didn't sleep and didn't talk so much during lesson time :P
BUT, we revised our work during the chinese period. Obviously we also slacked awhile ONLY la :P hehes


Some random photos took during Chinese lessons (when only Shirley and I were in classroom)

the empty classroom, i sat at jeslin's seat. My original seat is at the center- second one, just directly facing the whiteboard :(

random photos coming up....




The evidence is here! The three photos^^
To proof myself :) hahas kidding



I need entertainment somehow =)


I'm posting my photos carefully. To prevent people from mocking sial!
Zzz...


I'm not a POTATO!! Arghh..
i don't care.. lalala~~


shirley was emo! hahas, she was dazing... hmm
"Please let me off! Don't lock me inside this stuffy classroom
and live with a potato there"! She thought and cried out..
LOLS! kidding lah.. these are just my imagination.

Okkkk gotta go online on msn now.
My story come to an end le!
BYE BYE!



Oh my gosh...
There's so many people having fever!!! @_@
It's contagious.. BUT, also because of the weather problem. Sometimes raining heavily, then stopped suddenly- the sun is backkk! The weather affected us, and of course... I sicked because Shirley and I ran across the road back to school then from school's front gate to the school's toilet while it was raining cats and dogs
ZZZ
Must get well!
I am fast leh, I sicked first...I've just recovered. Hahas.
Don't be like me! (to those who are sick)I had sore throat.
For goodness sake, i couldn't even produce a single sound! @_@
Not that exaggerating but, the sound i produced was my fake voice. HAHAS
Not bad lor, i learnt something. How to control my fake voice. Usually when I'm singing song, whenever there's a part which requires us to use our fake voice to sing the part ya! wahaha~
And i had high fever. It was like.... wtf? Nearly damaged my brain.
My temperature consecutively increased! My temperature was- 38.9, 39.0, 39.1 degrees Celsius... Then jumped to 39.7, 39.8, 39.9 and 40.0 degrees Celsius ... It was dramatically fake! But it's true man. There's nothing to boast of, why the hell will I curse my own temperature? Never! LOLS! Don't doubt me haha.. although i do think if i am the one reading this post, i will doubt lor. I got low-confidence sial.. anyway why should i care if people don't believe me? :D Lols(:

Just here to encourage the sick- even if you aren't reading this post. Must really take good care of yourself. I recalled that when i was sick, i kept lying on my bed and sleep. However, I switched-on my fan without perspiring. It's bad for health actually. I should have sat on my sofa and watch TV like i always do! haha..
To the sick- do some stretching or at least don't lie on the bed like me! Nevertheless, i sicked for 4 days, it's quite long to me. I usually sick for 2 days at most. Hahas..
Do persevere on, i am quite addicted to cold drinks such as Chrysanthemum Tea. The first day when i sicked, i drank the cold tea! Ridiculous right? Don't ever test your body health, don't take nor drink any cold foods/drinks. It's harmful man. Anyway i was having high fever lah, lying on the bed also nothing to be surprised about :) AND last but not the least, please consult a doctor lah!! hahas
... i came into a conclusion when i had fever.. "aiyah, what for waste the money on the medical fees. I still can take the uncompleted medicine that i had consulted the doctor a few weeks ago". (another case which was fever and flu) Ohh i reacted very confidently and I presumed to my parents that i will sure get well asap! hahas. Was i dumb or too stupid? After inputing the medicine that I had just consulted on the third day when i was having a high fever, I recovered! But it took me a day lah haha obviously :) Do consult a doctor ah!

Wah my tian, I really thank God. my parents and my sister leh. They were there for me when i was sick especially my mama! When i was like a retard lying on my bed while they were helping me- waking me up to have my medicines/meals, checking my temperature, changing the wet,cold and icy cloth on my forehead and my mama brought me to the clinic. An exceptional thanks to my mama!! She contributed the most when i needed someone to! She even took leave :) Envy? Haha kidding (:

Weeee! i'm fine now!

REALLY i will help the sick patients to pray! Get well ASAP!
Don't follow the wrong path that i had just walked ah!
lolols
Good luck :D
TAKE CARE!

Jiayous!



Ohhh today woke up at 6.30a.m.
It's kinda sad.. couldn't sleep anymore! :(
Okkk.. so I bathed, I brushed teeth and I combed hair.
Went school alone then.
Wow i reached on time :)
Just the time when i reached the bus stop, the bus came.
Not bad ah the bus service today(:
lol

Wah my tian.. The assembly was much more boring today!!
Oh ya! Weilun is elected for the 5th student council president! Wee!!~~
Why i prefer him too? Ok, i really welcome those friendly people and people who take initiative to talk!
He's the one man. When i was having the speech day rehearsal, he was there and he talked to me. Ya erm.. he helped teacher during the rehearsal. Some more he's living around my house there. Cool right? But it's kinda too fast le bah? So fast change president for our school! Erm neh-mind..
Btw i'm overjoyed and satisfied that he's the president! Weee~!!

The assembly was really damn f**king bored.
Stupid announcements again lor... :s
neh-mind again.
Finally ended.

Lessons were okay..
Today we got maths test!
ZZZ confirm fail lah, didn't study :(
the topic on probability... =.='
Nothing to post mann.. ZzZzZz..

Btw i bused home with Peijun!
Muahahas, i shall treat her lunch this thursday!
Her belated present (:
Buying presents are too common now.. i also don't have the potential to make a card or to design a card. Thus, I wanted to follow someone's idea! Buy doing something like a postcard, but the card is our photo!
But i think i cannot complete it. Within so little period of time! hahas.. i really would take up so much time designing a postcard or a birthday card- and it would somehow really look like a proper birthday card. If not, the card will just look like a blank A4 paper with some colorings and wordings on it. Diao -.- "Anw, the outcome doesn't matter!" Peijun said :) "most importantly is the efforts spent!" she added :) haha i agree!

I decided to treat her :D Erm special de wor... We seldom spend time together. Other than meeting up after school.
I shall spend more time with her. And treat her KFC! Ok lahh, i'm not that rich de :( neh-mind, at least i'm not poor. Wahaha~~
Wahhh. Moreover, I have the KFC's coupon! hahahaha..
Then.. I gonna treat her the Buddy Meal! :D
To testify our friendship! We aren't just best friend! We are classified in the special group de :D hehes

Hui Chuen is going to profess her friendship between Pei Jun! It's an everlasting ONE! Wee~~
Should i certify it too? Producing a certificate? hahahahs lala~~

Tml will be a boring day!! Wednesday :(
Wah my tian, the lessons are far too boring. I shall find some stuffs to do tml:)
I believe that tomorrow's lessons will end very 'fast' de... if i don't think in such a positive manner, i guess tml i will not be gng school liao :P I'm so dreadful of going to school anyway...! zzz
This kind of feeling, i hate it. What shall i do tml? hmm... :/
I'm talking crap right now neh.. erm I shall end my post here le!

GTG to do some other stuffs!
BYE BYE

tml MUST not be a boring day! I SHALL find some other some stuffs to do! I'm thinking right now (: Maybe we shall buck up from tomorrow onwards? Start to focus during lesson time? Maybe thinking in such other way, lessons will probably not be boring as we think right? If we are desirable to focus during lessons, perhaps it will change the fact? Lessons will never be boring again? Lols, it sounds funny. But we won't know! Miracles may just happen? Am I dreaming right now? I hope not (: by the way, jiayous everyone!




Today wasn't a good day for me.
I felt somehow discouraged, i also think that i am a failure for today.
Woke up today at 6.00a.m. I started calling MeiQi at 6.20a.m.
Since then i was calling her until around 7.00a.m.
I don't really mind spending so much efforts and time for her, as long as she will go school, end her probation ASAP and she will not go to girl's home. I will felt very relieved then.
I trusted her that she will go school today, so i carried on calling her until 7.00a.m. And my mother kept nagging at me, so i took my school uniform and towel, started preparing to bathe. Then Meiqi messaged me and apologized that she couldn't go school today because her nail was polished black, and she don't have the nail polish to clean her fingers. I replied her on borrowing the nail polish that i have at home, as it's not really mine but it is my mother's one.
And she replied me that today's lessons will be boring. So i tried to persuade her but to no avail.
Until 7.10a.m. i already bathed, then I was still messaging her. My mother shouted at me, i tried to explain. She wouldn't really listen to my explanation. If the one was my father, he wouldn't have shouted at me but he would just talked to me in a nice tone. My mother was damn harsh to me.
Are all mothers like that? I really want to know.
There i was trying my best to help my fellow classmate but here was a misunderstanding. There's really alot of misunderstanding between my mother and I.

Everything that i always ask her is a silly and illogical question to her. Yes i am stupid, i am right now a Normal Technical Student. Normal Technical Students aren't stupid, they just didn't make any effort to push themselves hard! That's ALL! It is just only your silly thinking and i will not care about what you think about me. My ex-instructor told me that no questions are silly, stupid or whatsoever in this world. I somehow disagreed, but what he said really encouraged me. Because he always answer my silly questions. But it's a silly question to my mother.
Let me ask you, "Why the sand was cold when i stepped into it at Sentosa"? I asked my mother but what she replied was "stop asking me silly question as i will never answer you". Wasn't that hurting? If you don't know the answer why couldn't you just confess it? You need not said all those craps to me. Tears somehow dropped from my eyes when the desired question from me cannot be answered.
Everything is fine now! Neh-mind, i don't want to pursue it anymore. As it will be really unfair and unpleasant if I really do. I must rejoice in everything some more since it was already over!
It's okay lah! Anyway i will not give up on Meiqi :] Even though my other friends advice me to focus more on myself, but i think that she really need someone's guidance alot. If i don't take initiative and the first step to help her, who will?
Meiqi, don't give up on yourself! You know what? I have 100% faith in you, is just the matter if you are going to work hard anot! Otherwise, i really believe that you can succeed in everything you do! What i said is 100% pure sure & true :) Although lessons may be boring (i also agree), we still have to strive on ya? Don't let any small things to tempt you from doing the right thing. Going to school isn't harmful. Yup, everyone have their own views and thinkings. I know you for the 4th year now, i also wish you to be in a state of having directions, and i don't wish you to go into girl's home. Really hahas, jiayous! Ily! <3

Okay so i went late for school today.Wahh, whole lot of students were late too! Every Mondays are like that, it's always e same. I also didn't attend detention class.
Lessons were okay today :)

We had afternoon assembly!!
It was omfg superrr... BORED!
What Secondary 3... Contest.
Nothing linked to us ma. We tolerated then.
But then... we ran away eventually :P
It was already school dismissed but yet the upper secondary level was still having the stupid assembly.

It was raining cats and dogs.
I decided to go home then. I bought chicken rice from school (added the chicken). So the total price was $2.00, the original price is $1.50.
We exited school from the front gate. Daltone, ChangYou, Dzul and I. We ran lor! HAHA it was thrilling. We ran to the 334 bus stop. But before the bus stop, we crossed the road-crossing. For goodness sake, it was raining super heavily. Then I was the first one among them, I wanted to cross... BUT.. the stupid moron van didn't let us. The driver just zoomed past. Imagine if i took the first step? You will see my face in The Straits Time (Home Section) obituaries. LOLS
Then we scolded vulgarities. It was uncontrollable to me. Because e driver still blinked at US! Ridiculous right? I scolded him f**k you plus pointed him a middle finger (sorry but no offense, i shouldn't have pointed at him!). It was really very ridiculous. We heck care de even if he had stopped his car and fight with us de :] Wah my tian the Chang You damn funny. Still added "aiyah don't know how to drive don't drive lah" It seems nothing funny here, but when we were running across the road and it was already damn thrilling, plus the words chang you added. HAHA~~

Daltone, Dzul and I bused home. They alighted after a stop only. Therefore, i was really very bored. Then I recalled. Oh ya! Had to ask my mother how to go home in such weather. In the first place she was angry with me about this morning's misunderstanding. Then she said "use the shelter lah"! Then i replied "Okay bye bye"! and i hanged the phone. It was quite pathetic that I thought she was really heartless at the moment. Because my house there is renovating right now (to build the lift for every floor in the HDB block), then the workers there made the way very complicated. Erm.. where's e shelter ah? You will doubt it if you come to my house.
But i really thank god. My mama have a heart after all, she called me and asked which bus i boarded on and updated me that she will be fetching me at the bus stop where i was alighting. Wasn't that good?

Anyway, the chicken rice story haven't ended yet.It was the most expensive and worthless chicken rice i ever had. I started eating my chicken rice when I reached home. As i opened the box, wahh, there is no difference between the $1.50 and the $2.00. Adding the rice is free, but adding the chicken you ought to pay more 50cents. Ok i didn't mind so i added chicken. To my astonishment, the amount of rice they added were little, same goes to the chicken!! My mother said that we can complain to the school, she asked me to take photo of the chicken rice.. err. LOLS! Take photo sia... but i didn't. Perhaps the vendors there were too busy then, although there were only a few customers purchasing the Chicken RICE during the period of time!
lols... i shall forgive and forget.
Learn from this lesson, next time don't ever spend 50cents adding the chicken when purchasing the chicken rice from our school.

To Huayians- It's not advisable to add chicken for 50cents in our school. I would rather purchase outside chicken rice for only $2.00. This really make no differences!! And the outside one would be the better choice for me!! Hahas..

Okkk.. today really wasn't a good day for me.
I shall give thanks IN all circumstances. Perhaps today is the day which i can learn many things! *laughs*

I'm going to bathe liao!!
BYES!!



Today is Sunday
Sunday is a good day. But, is also a sad day- next day have to go school :(
I love Fridays alot. I don't like Mondays.
But, i treat everyday the same lah, same routine.
As time will fly very fast. Tml is Monday, very fast will be Friday again!
Muakaka.. oops sorry.. i am too positive le.
Neh-mind, positive will not kena depression :]

Today stayed at home, also dunno doing what.
So i online on MSN. Crapping with friends right now.
LOLS!! ZZZ
I didn't follow my jiejie to go to my Grandma's house and visit her.
I will visit her. I WILL! As i'm not unfilial as you all think! Thank you for your understanding!

Cuz i dunno how to speak dialect. I think that going there I will be too extra.
I will be a statue there. I dunno why my mother du lan with me.
She don't understand at all!! nono, i will juz heck care.

Whoo~ i am listening to music as well.
Feeling refreshed! I started listening since 11a.m.
Now the time is 2.39p.m.
Hahas...

No homeworks at all!
Sec 4 le, u see. So slacked for Normal Technical.
My aggregate score for PSLE was 154.
I chose HYSS as my first choice, i was somehow DUMB!
LOLS kidding.
DUMB as in to choose NT stream (not looking down on my stream) BUT is bcos i don't want to go ITE, then go POLY~ It's like very long journey, so many schools are well disciplined. Even ITE also improved on their discipline now. Saddled. :[

Is it true?
My family is really depending on me??
If i study hard, i will get into good courses in ITE then go to higher nitec or to poly.
If i don't, i will get into those low-points courses which chances are low for me to perform myself well.
And in future the job i have will be a low-pay job. But truly, all my scores and results dropped since this year! It was what i deserved it! I didn't even open my textbook and made effort to study. Moreover, i slept in class (most of the times) :p
The question is "Are you motivated enough to study"? To me the answer is no. BUT, we can choose, how to motivate yourself to study? There's surely a way!

I am the kind of person who likes to procrastinate in doing certain things. "Huichuen! Help me to wash the dish!" My mother shouted! "OK lah i will" I will reply. But soon, it will not be accomplished. Being a person liddat is far too irresponsible. If u really need someone to help you, but yet he/she always procrastinate, you are really in doubt. Same goes to study!!! I must stop procrastinating!!! Really, i have faith that i can overcome this stupid problem and HAVE A BREAKTHROUGH here! HAHAS. Ytd's teaching was too effective liaos :P

There are two paths for us to choose from now ,4T1.
1. Start to study hard, pay attention during class, go to sch regularly and hand in hmwk regularly!
2. Slack some more, gather together during lessons, sleep during lessons and don't go school at all!

Wait, our parents or even guardians are taking care for us since we were born!
Don't you all want to repay them? In future when they are old? Do you expect them to work? It will be us providing for our family. Yes obviously.

Haish, class is still very very noisy!!!
During maths, EOA lessons especially!
English we are damn quiet and it's peaceful.
Talking to me is also important, but we muz choose the right time to talk too!
Neh-mind.. JiaYou 4T1 and the other sec 4s and sec 5s!!!
JIA YOU!

Only WE can decide our future.
Even if you work at the Integrated Resort in future.
They may only require us to have N Level Certificate.
But u also have to go through courses of the job that you want to apply.
Eg. Casino, do you think that they will just simply employ you? No, because we aren't experienced at all!
You will have to go through courses as well. And they will test your qualities after you've gone through the course. It's just like schooling, and exam!
It will be quite tough to go there and work, it's even tougher to get employed there.

So now, treasure the time we have. Study hard, pull up our socks!
Last but not the least! Jiayou! Gambatte! :]




Ohhhhhh gotta post......

woke up at 9.44a.m.
Message e 'bear bear' regina then.. told her that i woke up le..
Then bathed.. everything ok... left home, and walked to Chinese Garden to take MRT
Boarded on MRT and alighted at Raffles Place Interchange, then changed MRT, took another MRT to Somerset. Lonely journey... lala~~

I reached isle cafe as early as 11.00a.m
The caregroup breakfast was at 11.30a.m... saddled
Then ok nvm... Thank God that Sherlyn msg me and asked my whereabouts.
Then i called her, to my amazement, she was at e Centrepoint near the place where i was waiting for Regina, Shannon and Sihui. She came to look for me, we chatted then.
But she went to meet her friends at 11.30a.m.
Then i waited for them again lor... they reached at 11.40a.m plus. Cuz they had Choir.
Nvm lahh, then we went up nexus auditorium and reached on time (:

Ok lor... service as usual.. Hmmmmm...
Praise and Worship was... omg.. NICE!
WE played alot. As in jump jump and jump during the praise.
Hahaha~~
Sat with Shannon and HuaiQian during e teaching.
The teaching was very applicable for everyone.
Hehes...

Then after service we went makan.
We sat together and lunched :)
Me, Shannon, Sihui, HuaiQian and WeiPing.
Then Sihui was erm.. haish hyper and berserk
I was crapping with her. She was singing song..
*laughs*
not only that, she was singing kinda old song.
'The moon represents my heart' (modified version some more!)
LOLS
AND many more.... =.=
We were also joking and crapping.
As usual lah.

After we lunched we went UDMM.
UDMM is meeting.
Then teaching was about BREAKTHROUGH
Hahas, although it was long, but the teaching was wonderful.
Very useful, and applicable too^^

Yeah~~~~
Everything over le.
Sihui, I, HuaiQian and Crystal trained home :)
Chatted lor, hmmmm




MY MP4 LCD SPOILED!!!
RAWRRR SO SADDDD :(
Neh-mind, i shall bring it to the store to fix it one day.
One day without music, i will die.
I mean erm i can play it using windows media player.
But when i sleep, my PC is switched off.
Cannot play le mah
Haish.
Without listening to songs i can't sleep :P
Sad hor!!
I cannot use handphone to play music, cuz my headset spoiled. Worst, if i play via speaker. My jiejie no need to sleep liao. :P
Neh-mind lor, thinking positively. If in this case, i can improve my mp4's LCD quality. OR if it cannot be fixed. I can buy a new mp3 perhaps. As long as it can play songs then i'm satisfied liao.
Hmmmmmm, the brighter way of thinking make me feels good!
Muakakaka~~
LOL okay.....

Gotta end it here le.
BYEBYE^^ :)



Ohhhhh today didn't go sport's day :P

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY PEIJUN!!

may all your dreams come true!
Everything you do will be a success!!
And last but not least, I can see that you're really studying hard for your N Level. May god bless your studies!

We are already good and BEST friends for 9 years. And we are buddies!!! Although there's still some need for us to get to know more and MORE about each other, but I believe that our hearts are still the same, no matter what. OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER LAST. BUDDY IS LOVED <3
I'm willing to sacrifice my time, money and everything to prevent thIS friendship from lasting. Even though i'm not perfect. I may pissed you off, but. let me promise you. I will not disappoint u le (:

Remember that first time we met? During primary school times? Hahas, remember what we used to talk about? Remember i always shout for your help whenever i was bullied? Ya, i used to be bullied since I was kindergarden, but i really thank god that you didn't bully me before. You are really a unique friend to me. Never will I can find one more friend like you.
Remember we always meet together at canteen(primary school) before school started? with your chubby sister, i remember that i used to joke with her. My attitude didn't change ya? Am i still very talkative?

And last but not the least, sorry for not been there for you when you encounter problems (: I will try my best to help you in all circumstances, even there's only 0.001%, i will still have faith. I am enough happy to be with you, fighting WITH the problems!!! Although next year i am going to graduate, you are not. I can still be faithful to you. I will never betray you, backstabb you. And i didn't even do that before. I believe that you trust me too (: 9 years of friendship- we are fated to be close!
Ya!! I am your future children's godmother ya? Hahahahas. remember to invite me during your wedding dinner! I guess you WILL for sure. I already said that our friendship will LAST! buddy ship? how to say ah? HAHAS

I need to affirm you as you are my BUDDY!
PEIJUN is a caring, kind, observant, quiet(she is noisy if you know her more like me!). innocent, patient, good-hearted, hardworkingg and DILIGENT GIRL!!!
Anyway, she's cute at times! The innocent look of her. Wait, i seldom take pic with u. But, one day i will. DON'T SHY SHY LAH! HAHAS~

ok needa end here le,
peijun is loved <3



im here to post somethingggggg~~~~

Today woke up at 6a.m. I started calling e MeiQi immediately
Touched bah meiqi?
*laughs* ok, so i dunno missed call her how many times, heard from her that i missed call her 17times.
Hahas, juz worried she overslept or not gng school again.
My perseverance really didn't go in vain. In the end she went school! lols
So i met her at her house's downstairs. Then we walked to school. we weren't late.
*clap clap clap* hehes

Assembly was damn boring.
REALLY, announcements lor. ZzzZzz
Then prize presentation for e sports hits.
Khoo yi liang got two medals- First
*applause* and congrats
The ang gong xiao sports very good derrhhhh.
hahas....

After e stupid assembly was lesson!
English- wah my mama, we did e third sentence construction liao, see how teacher worry for our N level? although it's wastage of foolscaps, but teacher care for us de. Stop nagging and calculating liao lo, think of the good way teacher treat us. Err, although sometime she's rather fierce. But fierce is good what, our class then will remain quiet. We can focus more then. Hahahaha X)

After english was- Science two periods
AS usual, teacher and us kept chatting. The topic was sports day. Hahas. Teacher is too over-anxious about his BRANI house. Kept finding people to participate. That's good, being supportive. Hahas

Third period was- PE!
PE was slacked today.
We took height and weight (for those who haven't take)
ME!, Panphila, Meiqi and Elaine took our heights and weights.
Obviously, i want to make it confidential.
I am glad and sad, glad is that i didn't gain any weight.
Sad is that i didn't slim down, and i didn't grow TALL!!!!
Rawrrrr, sadded ):

After PE- recess
After recess- EOA
Seriously, the teacher wasn't helpful at ALL~~
I asked her regarding the coursework thing. She just walked away.
Feel like scolding her a 'F' word. Coursework now ended. Do you know that i can blame her?
Didn't guide me at all.
ZzzZzz
Some teachers are liddat. But i think among so many teachers teaching me, she is e unhelpful one. NEH-MIND lah, who wants her help? Since she's reluctant to. Forcing her is not the solution. So i heck care BAH! :D

After e EOA was maths two periods- i only sleep for half periods, teacher write my name, panphila's name, elaine's name, meiqi's name and belveder's name in the class diary. Everyday sure got comment de lor! ZZZ
i am hardworkingggg liao i said before. So i only slept for half-period.
Woke up went through e test paper (revision).

LAST PERIOD was english two periods- teacher marked our sentence construction.
I got all correct only one wrong~~ WEE!- 'In addition'
Seldom use this phrase. Got wrong.

Nothing to post, so i am posting today's school.
Laughs'

TML is sport's day, i will not be going.
Didn't participate in anything- obviously
Sure stress if i really do, i will stress about myself, must go sport's day mah.
Principle said unless hospitalized then you are exempted from sport's day.
Wahhh too far exaggerating liao ba?
Hospitalized? How sia? LOLS kidding.
Anyway i'm not going bahh, mayb last minute decision gng. But overall i think i will not be going.
I'm from TEKONG HOUSE.
GOGO TEKONG HOUSE!
I have faith in you! :)

Gonna stop here!
BYE BYE !!!




okokokok gotta post somethingggggggg!..
erm..
morning woke up, so tiredddd. I was hoping that i could sleeppp longerrr!
zzzZzzz
i hate school, moreover, it's worst that school is in the morning session.
haishhhhhh.
but. life still have to go on. I live for 15years, i shall not give up and waste.

Anw time is money, i 6.07am went out to take bus. Then panphila reached early.
I reached there around 6.22a.m.?
hmmmm not really sure. lolols

Then we went mac for breakfast, saw leepeng and gekhong sitting on e floor outside e mac. Bcos mac only open at 6.30a.m. We reached early. Then mac opened le, we went in. Then we bought our foods and meals or whatso ever... hmmm, then jeslin and vivian reached also.
HKE mac is owned by 4T1 gals...... muahahaha~~~ *kidding*

Ahhhhhhh, called meiqiii. She didn't answer, for sure she was still on her bed and in her dreams. So i carried on eating my breakfast, i tried to get her up, but to no avail.
No choice, then after having our breakfast we walked to school.
Reached school, i checked my phone. Got missed calls and msgs. Then school bell was going to ring. I called meiqi back, i understand that she don't go school alone. But i can't afford to late for school again. hahas, sorry meiqi.

Then we went e stupid morning assembly.
Wah my mama, today morning assembly was superrrrr longggggg!
So many people announced things, some rubbish, some nonsense. LOL kidding again.
Juz felt like falling asleep but i couldn't. ZzzZzz.....

Finally ended the worst part- assembly.
Second worst part- lessons!! )';
First period was- Maths
Maths is okok lah today, go through the test paper exercise.
I never sleep x)
I am very hardworkinggggggggg de worrrrrrrrrs!
lalas~~
Second period was- English.
Did graphic stimulus and sentence construction using foolscap paper.
Majority of the foolscaps are used up by english.
wahhh my papa....~~
Third period- P.E
PE today wass superrrrr slackedddd.
Teacher totally didn't talk to our class, she was busying w/ the sec 3 class.
Then we didn't run, except for panphila, wenhui and forgot who liaox.
After PE was recess. okok...

After PE was CPA, cpa we printed our printscreen documents. Consisting of our webpages that we've done during e coursework period.
After CPA was maths again! two periods mahh
then after e maths was Science
Had a long chat w/ Science teacher.
We chatted for almost two periods! LOLS
science i like the most actually^^
After science- SCHOOL DISMISSED!
wee!!!!
muahaha...

i ran home, no lah kidding. I rushed home.
You know why? bcos i miss my bed and bolster alot. My brain tempted me to run.
Lols, i went home and bathed, switched on PC. Then play play. Then sleep.
WOW... nice~~~
muahaha~~

end it here bahh, BYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



lalala~~~~

I recovered from my sickness le!!! wee!~~
but... still got cough and sore throat, my voice kinda like ah du now. Being possessed by him :D

Thank god also today, hahas. Meiqi finally can make it for school. Although as usual we were late, but she got go sch. Wahaha~~
Then today we were like crazy also. Morning i'm still quite tired, then my back was extremely tired. Some more my bag also very heavy. ZzzZzz. Then we walked to school from HKE mac.
Reached school, not so many people late :/ Then we were very noisy sial lols
Act cute lah!!! hahas!!
Then is like dunno why, mix with different friends, your attitude will be different! oh yeah! hahas
Of cos i prefer to mix with meiqi and my classmates. That makes me happy and berserk.
WE reached there late liao, then meiqi kept saying early. ZZZ.. lols!
Miracle happened today. Muahahaha~~~

gtg byebye





Oh my tian.
I thought today i can recover from my sickness.
Budden, morning woke up.
Head was super giddy.
From morning until afternoon i was having high fever.
Zzz....
Morning temperature was 39.8degrees.
Then rose up to 40degrees.
Am i so unlucky?
The cold affected me.
The stupid rain's fault.
Now got sore throat, can't even talk man.
*speechless*

My mama is taking care of me.
So good!
hahas
i was lying on the bed half-dead.
Then she kept helping me to use the cold towel and placed it on my forehead.
Then served my medicine.
I said i want to eat watermelon, doctor allow also. Then she bought me watermelon!
hahas.

She brought me to see e doctor.
I was lyk a drunkard walking. Too dizzy le.

Her efforts didn't go in vain, my temperature dropped to 38.5degrees.
If not i will become a moron and a useless person. Temperature super high like crazy.
Sad lor, cannot go out. Zzz, but thank u mama!
and thank god! (:

gtg to take my medicine le
BYES!




LALA

Woke up and took my temperature, my temperature was 39.2 degress.
OMG
Then ate my medicine and went back to sleep.
Woke up then temperature down to 38.5 degress.
HURRAY!

Then went school, reached there at around 11.15am.
Bcos of e stupid oral :X
So i went school, then classmates were shocked =.=''

Then took my oral.
Superrrrrrrrrrr pai seh
My voice sounded like SHIT!
I kena sore throat!

zzz
gtg to rest
BYES!



Wahhh.
Today went school w/ Meixian.
Then took bus 334 together :)
Then chatted, i was fine then.

Reached school. morning assembly. Also was fine.
At class, i felt very sick nah. Got fever and sore throat.
Then PE lessons i went home.
Sheris also, lols. She act sial. FUNFAIR
HAHAAHAHS
Then the office clerk didnt believe us. Cos got many students also went home and claimed that they are sick.

For me, it's true. Honesty is the best policy.
Then mama fetched me at e bus stop where i alighted.
Then went home. Worse.
I had my anti-biotic and slept immediately w/o eating anything.
Then i slept for around 4hours plus.
Mama woke me up to eat something and eat wanton soup.
My head super giddy man. Felt like vomiting. Then after having the wanton soup, I ate my medicine.
Then went back sleep.
Woke up le, IM FEELING BETTER!!!
THANK GOD <3

My temperature dropped to 38.5 degrees.
God healed me, mama helped me and the medicine cured me!
Mama took leave bcos of me.
Yeah!
LOLS
End here bah
BYES



Ytd was raining heavily!
Got soaking wet sial. ZzzZzz
Then i thought neh-mind lah. Then treat it as nothing happen.
Today happy-lucky went out in the early morning. Didnt go sch, was about to but in the end i slacked outside w/ MeiQi.

Then.. suddenly got cold and flu. Not onli that, i kena sore eyes =.=''
Sadly, so sick man. Hais, dunno sick how many hundred times.
The stupid rain lahh, alamak.

Then i went home. My nose is red, eyes red, mouth of cos red. Everything red. Lols..
I having running nose, fever, throat somehow feels dry, headache and sore eyes. Rawrr.

Just now my mama called me, pissed off lahh.
Fucking security guards don't allow my mama to enter the school lor.
Say what must bring 'IC' in order to enter. Nabei jibai lah.
My mama have to go in to pay for my 'N Level' fees. And not onli that, today is e deadline le lor. I didn't even noe that parents needa bring e IC there, im not informed man. Wah lao.

Luckily, my mama called e general office's clerk, then the clerk allowed her to enter hyss. So she went in my sch then paid e N Level fees (:
Thank god. Lols...
This morning was my bad day ):



Oh yeah back to blogging.
Today woke up at 7am, late for school.
Actually was to wake up at 5.45am :p

Okay lessons were boring as usual.
Eng and maths teacher nvr come!
Hurray!
After school went lunch with zhaoyi. Then went detention class.
Thank god man, i juz get to know a new fren during detention, who was from the same primary sch as me and zhaoyi...
Not onli that, she's juz living the HDB block beside mine!
lols.. went home with zhaoyi and took bus 98. Chatted on bus. Then i alighted before Zhaoyi's alighting stop.

ThAtttts alll
BYES :)



HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILI AKA SISTER

Today had speech day ceremony- *bored*
ok.. so i went up stage 3times for the kuku prize. We waited for very long then the thing started =.=
zzz

After the speech day tingy was the performance. SHirley, SHeris and I ran away. LOLS
Then i rushed down the church service.
As usual lorx, then after church service we went makan.
So boring e routine, not posting much le hahas.
bye!



Today didn't go school xP
Woke up at around 8a.m plus plus (: so boring.. zzZzz
Then used com etc etc.

Afternoon met my frens at JE KFC then slacked... then we went for dinner, chatted together :D
Today nothing to post :(

................................................

I don't wish for many true frens, one or two is really a blessing for me le, budden. All i want is a fren who's not a hypocrite and a strong backstabber. But then sadly there are people are liddat. I'm utterly disappointed, am i a temporarily fren to her? But lucky is, I already come into a conclusion. She's not a good friend to me either, what she said hurt me. Not only me, she might hurt the people around her. Sometimes people may be far too self-confident, all their words may sound illogically. Sometimes you also will disagree w/ her words.
When i was close to her, my frens around me, even my jie kept telling me not to get so close to her. I am really damn stupid! It's around hundred times i kena used by my frens le. Haishh

There's a big hole in my heart, i need something to mend it. Love and friendship caused that, i never felt so stress out and difficult on these. Is it i treated these so seriously? God knows.



Today im late again =.=''
Wanted to take cab. But sad story, not even a single taxi available, so i took bus 334 instead. Then, i saw many taxis available. It was like.. *diao* zzZzz

School was boring.
School ended, had rehearsal. Bored also..
then went to boon lay interchange to change bus to 172 to westwood sec then went my fren's hse. Wahh, raining heavily + thunderstorm. 7pm went home, took bus. Reached home at 8.30p.m.
What a tiring and boring day i had today =.=
lols.

I tasted true love, i am very jealous over it. Feeling that my admirer like that particular person. And i began to dislike that *particular* person. I saw her, i sian diao. Hais, loving is so painful if you really love a person but he/she don't love u. Better not to love. But is uncontrollable. Haishh



Late for school today

Lessons were *boring*
PE lessons tcher nvr come, not fun.
Maths lesson *sleeping*
Before i slept, i drew something on the maths paper teacher gave, she then tore my maths paper into pieces. LOL siao lah.

Got back my maths test, my result is 1/20, sad story )=

After sch, detention class, went with aisyah. Wanted to run away but we failed to.

Went home after that, i wanted to have a nice conversation with my mama, all she replied were "i gng to work, don't irritate me". Wah.. so bad. Feel so lonely at home, no one at home all time.

I think that i have no goals in life, totally no soul in myself, not passionate. It is just destined to be. I'm just hopeless and meaningless. 
Gtg, bye.