Find rest my soul

2012-01-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

I was kind of weak last night.

Today I'm not.

I enjoyed myself, just pray that my sister will recover soon!

School's tomorrow.

Jiayou.

Gonna be busy this week.

OK!

2012

2012-01-24T01:20:00.004+08:00

Had not been updating.

Sometimes I wonder, am I doing things alone? Has anyone noticed what am I up with?

If I don't contact people, they don't come contacting me.

My close friends, or used to be close friends, or so on - Are you all just giving in to me and meet up? Then after meeting up, the end? Until I contact you all again, then we meet up again?

There isn't any friendship here, it's like we are acquaintances.

I'm really sad.

Anybody really loves me as a friend? Anybody appreciates me?

I need these words, I need assurances from you.

Sometimes I don't like my own personality, I rather be the one that people come to.

Enough of being the one taking initiative, then being alone again after everything ends.

It's for you to know and understand. I'm not saying you if you feel that, but if you feel I'm saying you so be it. I'm not directly telling you because you aren't the one. I mean, if I feel that way towards you I will tell you.

I always said my mom is ugly, disgusting and many things in funny occasions, she take it as I'm insulting her that other children won't do that to their mother, let it be, in fact I'm showing my love in other way, I just can't express it correctly. I'm so sorry for being like this.

I got a friend, she's going back to Aussie soon. I really SHE BU DE, I want to meet up as much as we can. I can't bear. She just never contact me. See, I am doing things my own way that the other party don't really put much effort in it. I'm not blaming her, I feel stupid to be the one being she bu de, sad that she's leaving while she might not feel this way.

Recently I just contacted him, YT. I'm getting back on track, we had a meal with Zebra too. Great. Hope one day YT, Bear, Zebra and Potato can meet up before Zebra go back to Australia...

Happy New Year all.

My facial expression is like this now.

Bye.

Last day of, 2011.

2011-12-31T14:06:00.003+08:00

Hey 2011! I can say you are a very challenging year.

- I have grown alot this year, I have learnt what is giving up someone you love and move on to somewhere you can shine.

- 2011 is a year without them, I'm on my own.

- 2011 is a year I learnt to care more for the people around me, especially my family.

- It's also a year I became bad tempered easily.

- It's a year I dwell alot on the pasts.

- A year that I don't have much laughters with a big group of friends, back in 2010 I used to be with big group of friends playing games and laughing together.

- It's a short year that I find myself performing alot and not excelling in studies.

My new year resolutions

1) I want to improve on my temper and attitude.

- I will hold on and relax when somebody is trying to agitate me.

2) I want to score better marks for studies.

3) I want to improve on my guitar skills and pick up keyboard/piano.

4) Imitating is a good thing when it comes to learning. Now I want to be on my own and have my own style when it comes to performing on stage and backstage.

5) I want to spend time more with my dad, I want to have a meal with him :'(

6) I aim to see my mom eating three meals and not drinking everyday.

7) Everyone to be happy and joyful around me, I will cheer you up.

THANKSGIVING MESSAGES.

1) Shuping

I doubt you will think back the times we had together in this year till August but I really enjoyed all the craps with you, CRAPS YOU SEE! I MEAN, all the jokes, tears and laughters we had. Be it going to Jingmei's house and ton, crying over the phone when you are drunk, LOL these are the good times. Although we don't go out for very long, you might have forgotten me, but I never forget these good times we had. Happy new year to you, do what you want, your friend here will support you all the way. I just wish you don't drink too much, club ok but not drink too much ok?

2) Liyi

Wow! So fast we are going to year 2, just don't forget that before of year 1 started I text you and ask if we should go to school together. And then, you never change, still lazy and nuaing everyday, hahahaha! You know I'm kidding. Anw, hope you will achieve what you want ok, I know you don't really like the course you are in but I believe one day you will be able to do what you like, as long as you don't give up! Alright, thanks for always encouraging me when I'm down!

3) Jasmine

First thing that I thought of is that you always accompany me to eat, LOL.

Thanks for your company when I'm in school! Thanks for entertaining me and supporting me when I need. Like asking me to wake up and go school etc! I hope we won't hate each other but we will continue be good friends! :) Peaceeee, we can ya? Haha happy new year!

4) Chiuyen

Hey boss! Haha, thanks for being truthful to me all the time, I believe you are a righteous person who don't badmouth people. I know you have seen my worst and you have accepted me, thanks! I know that I was really bad tempered. I know when I need help for homework you will never fail to help. Believe in yourself, I know that you can do it in your studies!

5) Meijin and Huihui

Wei! Haha, thanks for asking me to join you all when I wasn't present in school, I know you all want the best for me! If not for you, I wouldn't be in school, so you'all played an important role as a friend! I'm really thankful! Let's jiayou together for 2012, be stronger okay? I believe you can, don't struggle alone!

6) Shermaine, Hilda, Yanling

Hey girls! Really like it when you all made me smile when I'm in school, although we didn't go out much, I like to see you all in school, without you all in class- I feel weird, so I hope in this year of 2012 we will get to know each other more! And also thanks for all your concerns when I'm not in school! :) Yeah :)

7) Aprilia, Ernie

Hey pretties but not prettier than me, aha! Alright enough of the craps. Behind all the craps we always have, I know deep down you all care for one another and also care for ME RIGHT, thanks for asking like where am I when I'm not in school. These little concerns are still concerns, so I appreciate! I hope the both of you will get closer to one another and support each other in school. I know about the politics in class, but the both of your friendships cannot be affected ok!

8) Mr Andrew Cheong.

Teacher I bet you won't read because you don't even know the existence of my blog, LOL/

But one thing I have to say, you are really awesome, you are great, you have already done more than what you should do as a teacher. I am speechless. I feel like I have owed you big time, your time and your advices are golden that I'm really touched because I seldom see my dad, you are like a dad to me. I do miss my dad but you played a big role in my life! Thanks Mr Cheong!

9) Mr Pk Chiongh

Teacher, you are also awesome, when we all missed class tests, you made time for us to turn up. I'm impressed that you have so much time for us when you don't have. I can see that you care for us and want us to pass our exams. You couldn't have let us fail but you didn't. Thanks for teaching us! Happy new year!

10) Shannon

You are always in Austrailia all this while so we only whatsapp, thanks for hearing me rant and everything. Typing the long chunks of messages to advice me, encourage and cool me down. Although I will shoot you back but you know it's because my anger is boiling! I don't mean it, but thanks for understanding me always! You are in sg right now but I hope you won't go back actually, LOL sigh. Happy new year!

11) Regina fish bear cheah

Hey nana, I know I didn't want to speak to you or even meet you but I think it's fated that we still can meet up and chill out. Thanks for your company and also asking me about my life after youth. Meet up soon too.

12) Sining

I want to thank you for being the greatest support for dance. I'm proud of you. I see the passion in you boiling hard for dance and kpop. I hope, you will transfer your passion amount and focus in your studies more. I hope you will be happy. Happy new year! Won't forget the times we had.

13) Puteri

Meemee, meals meet up soon! I know you've been scolded by me because of some incidents, but I know you know that I'm not always that serious kind like now, I'm nicely talking you see so sweet and gentle, hahaha! Anw, meet up soon yeah next week.

14) Yongli

Hey dude! Hahaha, thanks friend for your listening ear when I need! Hope we can hang out more! Also with BEETING yup! Jiayou for your studies and also PICKING UP NEW THINGS TO LEARN OK! HAHA

15) Beeting

Beeting ah Selina ah, no matter how drifted apart we are, I still miss you and believe we can meet up soon! Won't forget the ok tea incident! hahaha!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

MY FAMILY

Well, didn't have much time with you all but I really appreciate laughters in the family, I appreciate noises here. Sometimes I am so happy when there's somebody at home.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!

See if I can continue or not.

I'm running out of time!

Got a dance performance item tonight and countdown!

SEE YA ALL!

2011-12-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

So much things coming up.

Let me summarize.

Tomorrow is Impresario auditions, saturday is Ocean Butterflies auditions and next week on is Alpha audition and all the Christmas & countdowns.

Next year which falls on the 15 Jan is kpop dance cover contest, so excited to perform and compete on the stage again.

Okay, that's all I wanna say.

And these are the facebook groups I have.

Love them so much, although I might not know them fully, I thank God for knowing them and meeting them :)

2011-12-09T16:35:00.003+08:00

Next week onwards...

Gonna catch up with Regh and Shann, Shann is coming back to S'pore for only awhile D:

Then next Thursday gonna be singing audition for Impresario.

My sister's debut, well, I'm so happy for her!

She sings absolutely well.

Next Saturday is another audition by Ocean Butterflies, 海蝶音乐。

Ok shall stop here.

Hahaha, writing a short post to kill a short time!

Just got back home from Ubi, cabbed home, oh no, it was raining, I'm ok with raining but the thunderstorm baboom! Everyone got traumatized.

Signing off :)

那些年，我们一起奋斗，快要两年了。

2011-12-07T23:08:00.007+08:00

We held hands together backstage, the panicking moment.

I promised to be better and now, I'm definitely am better. :)

This shirt is the shirt I wore for Teensupreme finals, singing 那些年 and this shirt explains everything. :)
This is the place we performed, before rehearsal.

And wait, let me rant, a few minutes more is my birthday. You won't see it on facebook neither friends will know. I keep it so low that only my buddies know.

Sorry, I really hate birthdays but tomorrow I will have dinner with sister and friend. Simple.

I shall wash my face now, I must start to sleep earlier.

Three Blessings from God, three prayers from me:

1) Somebody to drink less.
2) Let me grow taller.
3) jgiodjfiodjsifopjdspfdsiofgnwreoutghg (secret la ehhh)

To Do List:

Eat on time and eat healthier, including veggies and fruits.
Sleep earlier, prevent deeper panda eyes.
Take proper care of my face.
50 jumping jacks everyday.

Hmmmm.

Exciting holidays ahead!

Jiayou everyone!

The Boys Scenes!

2011-12-06T01:49:00.003+08:00

1 hour of time to learn all the moves for Samsung Mosh Pit Contest!

BRIDGE PART!

GETTING READY TO STAND OH WAIT, SINING YOUR HAIR...

WAVING THE BODY AND LOCKING YOUR HANDS..

I choreographed this part, BOOGIE BOOGIE.

We added in GEE.

Basically the Samsung Contest judges on our creativity, costume & make up and our technique.

We didn't get the top 4.

What a pity.

Before going out, with the levis button shirt and glasses.

It's okay for not winning.

Most importantly, we got so many supports and assurances from friends!

The judges don't see, my friends see.

Or maybe they didn't even watch our video due to our video has no icon.

Congrats FiveTrees and Poppers' Generation for winning! They are two of those who won!

Also from Recognize! Studios.

Hahahaha.

Jiayou!

2011-12-05T13:49:00.002+08:00

I am a boss.

Soon I will be.

I can only be a boss for a day.

What's so good being a boss?

1) I can choose to go anywhere.

2) Free of Charge.

3) Any foods I like, just eat.

4) Say anything I want.

5) Order people to help me with this and that just because I'm big.

It lasts for one day.

Guess what is it.

Bye.

New Playlist

2011-12-05T11:14:00.005+08:00

New playlist up here!

All my favourite performances for December!

December month

2011-12-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I have been very busy since last week, most of my free time is used up for revising for exams and practising dance.

Haven't been catching up with my friends. Ah, even if I do, it's only a short while.

1 December- Filming of Makcik Kaypop

Flashmob of Gee by Suria Mediacorp.

Had a fun time teaching steps, we got around 5 NGS so I guessed through the process, I burned calories.

2 Dec- Exams and Dance Practice

Gonna have exam, hope it goes smoothly!

Going to practice Infinite's "Paradise" and SNSD's "The Boys" for audition and events.

3 Dec- CJ crew audition + videoshoot of The Boys

It has extended till 3 and 4 dec!

Gonna dance to Paradise, wish me luck and God bless.

Need to make a dance cover of The Boys with SBP aka Sining for the Samsung The Boys Contest.

4 Dec- Deadline of submission for The Boys Contest and Impressario Auditions

I still haven't know what song to sing for the Impressario Auditions.

Teensupreme Finals are OVER! :)

2011-11-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

Thanks all for the great memories!

Got to know a few nice friends and passionate people! I can sense strong passion in them, the burning sensation etc!

First song for the audition was "倒带“ by 蔡依林.

Went over to Celine Jessandra's School to rehearse for the new opening item for the finals which is "We'll Be A Dream" by We The Kings.

Only one from each group needed to perform and that's when I made lots of new friends (:

Here are they, taken during finals.

Sang "那些年” by 胡夏 and "Lady" by The Boss for finals.

Didn't win anything but got a goodie bag, hahahaha!!

Congrats to Cheon Nam and Justin for getting first and runner up!

The dance groups and people are all awesome, really awesome!!

I got so many things to blog about yet I choose this, happening enough for the month? Haha, other than that still as per normal, going out with friends and schooling.

Exams are coming. Good luck to all my classmates! :)

Last thing, really thank this two person.

1) Sining

For all your unconditional support for all this while.

I felt really relieved seeing you taking video for me, it's like I know you are watching over me. And also, doing the fanboard with Puteri.

For everything actually, I'm proud of you!

2) Liyi

For your concerns and everything! For understanding what I am going through and keeping me entertained in school, muahahaha. Love you so much, jiayou for exams!!

AND ALSO!

Jasmine, Hilda, Ernie, Aprillia, Shermaine, Meijin and Chiuyen!

Thanks for.......making me smile in school :)

Nevermind, it's okay, try again.

2011-10-21T12:27:00.002+08:00

It takes two hands to clap in relationships, in a friendships and in work.

Once we don't relate properly, we will cause miscommuncation, it will land up to misunderstanding. Then, bitterness will come.

It's enough for me, I didn't expect my friends to go through this as well.

Too complicated to explain, we all just need to humble ourselves down and talk to one another, talk things out and be gracious.

I have been through it too, I admit that it's really hard to take down your pride to start a conversation.

Once is enough, twice is okay. I cannot take it when I have to be the first to reconcile with my friends when we quarrel but once or twice is okay. If the third time they still don't bother to take the step to reconcile with me, I will take it as they don't value me, at the very least, obviously, if they did, they would not left me alone on my special day.

I got so much things to share! In fact I got alot of photos to share and I'm lazy.

I want to thank my classmates for always making my day! Meijin, Huihui, Syazana, Ernie, Chiuyen, Annabel, Hilda, Yanling and of cos, Liyi and Shermaine! Haha!

Just by their presences and laughter, I think it's enough, the most important part is being happy. I really hate this class, I don't hate the people, I hate the happenings.

Ok, shall off to do something else.

Logging off,

Huichuen,

The filial one.

Afflicted

2011-09-18T14:58:00.002+08:00

My mind is still in a mess, I am very confused.

I go home to realise that hamster isn't there anymore, I cannot adapt to its absence, I would still say hi to her but realised that she is dead already, sigh.

What touches me is that friends who drift apart for 7 years can get back together and not feeling awkward, the first thing is hugging her, in my heart I do miss her alot, my eyes were wet and I couldn't help but tear. We've been through the major conflict, its over, too many things have happened to the both of us that this conflict that happened a few years ago looks like a tiny matter, we both can only comfort each other now. I feel so touched when she comforted me, who's the one who is facing the bigger situation, I really salute for her attitude towards this, she has really grown alot la :)

The other thing is feeling something amiss, you feel the urge to get an answer yet you have no courage to ask, the feeling that you want to give up and move on, I am and I want to give up, I should do more meaningful things than _ _ _ _.

Ok nevermind, things happen for a reason, so why do I worry why do it happen, I just need to walk the talk and do what I should do.

Sighhhh! I have got this uneasy feeling these few days! I got nobody to talk to because ham is dead :(((

I seldom write on blog, I don't tweet these, shall not dwell, let me eat, super hungry, and my left arm is injured, shall stretch it later, tomorrow work and it's ending soon, happy, can't wait for pay, this month is a discipline month though.

Goodbye.

mixed.

2011-09-08T15:05:00.003+08:00

When friends around you feel down, you will definitely feel down too.

Whenever I go on twitter, I see sad tweets, I saw her tweet, blaming herself for not bringing her mum to the hospital when she knew about the symptoms, she said it's too late to blame herself, she said she doesn't blame God, the greatest present this year will be seeing her mother gone for good.

Very sad, life is indeed unpredictable, it can be cruel, but God is never so I believe PRAYER will help.

My eyes are teary as I write this post.

My friend here grew up from a single parent family, with her mum and now her mum has contracted cancer, it's really heart wrenching.

Getting nagged by our parents IS a blessing, it's a blessing because they are able to nag, they are there to watch over you and nag at you, so please treasure what you have now, your family members who are blood related to you, I don't care, whether they treated you good or bad, no matter what, we are being brought together, why not him why not her then why must it be your mum? It's all planned and it's a blessing.

And why am I here feeling sad is because she was my closest friend in primary school, we quarrelled in 2007, I remember having a SMS fight with her and her mom, now everything landed up this way, I feel very mixed.

PRAY!!!!!

I need your prayer, whether you know her or not, follow this prayer with me..

Dear God,

I pray for Huichuen's friend, that I might not know her, I still send my blessings to her family, God, please look after her family, I know they won't give up until the last breath, pour Your spirit and strength upon them through this tough period, be with them always, in Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

I'll Remember

2011-09-02T17:09:00.007+08:00

I remember how we get to know each other, we never change, we will always start from teasing each other then get to know each other more and more.

I remember how we exchanged numbers. I remember the one incident when you chased after me on the subway because I refused to give you my number.

I remember how we opened up our lives to one another, we will text each other or talk to each other on phone for hours, you will text me random jokes and people and I will laugh along upon seeing your text messages.

I remember we will gather together and spend time during the free time, during the last day of camp, during after service and after cg.

I remember that no matter how down we are, we will still be able to rejoice together because of one another's support, we will continue life together.

I remember when casually we're bored, we will find things to do together.

And this is back to the year of 2010 but I still remember.

Since after our departure, I met many people and friends.

But, how on earth I just cannot forget these people?

To me, they are the first batch of true friends I have met.

To them, I am not sure, I just hope they share the same thoughts as me and I hope they will remember and miss me.

It's already a year, time is cruel and fast.

I cannot go on as a leader without them, I fail in alot of things I do.

People in my group come and go, one thing is lack of community and me myself isn't the role model. I don't know what's wrong with my temper nowadays, I everyday PMS, like it is though.

On the outside, I am headstrong and cool.

The truth is why I am able to perform now is because of them, their support and their love. Why I am able to lead is because of them, too.

Don't tell me it's God because it definitely IS.

They were my motivation.

2011-08-30T14:28:00.006+08:00

First,

I would like to say, this post has nothing to do with badmouthing or pinpointing anyone, moreover, I'm not pulling anyone down, This post is gonna be abit emo.

I miss:

Them,

I know things cannot be the same anymore but I'm such a lousy friend! I can't do anything but to stare at them having fun while I wear a smile on my face because I can feel the happiness in them as I was once like them!

I just made myself disappear because I know I can't do anything. The most fortunate thing is still being friend with them, although not that close anymore.

I will not forget that they were the motivation for me to go school, we would sat in a circle at 1212 and easily interact with one another, I would always chat and joke with Annabel, I would shout Liyi and do facial expression with her, I would crap continuously with Chiuyen...and I would lisiao Shermaine and always quarrel with her :)

Now that I'm always missing from school, it's no longer because I can't face them, it's that I have no motivation.

One thing is Chiuyen would go around the table helping us in assignments.

There's nothing has to do with Meijin and Huihui because we are friends, so I'm not trying to say them here..

Thanks Jasmine for always being here for me, be it whether I am in school or not, she will come to me and keep me accompany.

Thanks Meijin and Huihui for your entertainment, hmm and thanks Meijin for always giving me advices, you encouraged me you know.

"A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight." -Unknown

Sigh.

Such a emo post.

But I'm okay.

Something new.

2011-08-27T01:41:00.005+08:00

I need some like good advices whether to continue on with my current dance group or proceed with new people to form a new group.

Truthfully it's gonna be a heart-wrenching time for me to make this decision.

1) I have formed this group personally.

2) We have been through alot of ups and downs together, we met up almost weekly to practice dance. It's the feelings we have here, I wonder if they will miss these moments but I do.

3) We even participated in competition together. GOD, I'm like crying out to GOD :( I remember they helped me put on make up, THEY WERE SO EXCITED, they were really WORKING HARD BEFORE THE COMPETITION ITSELF. If I give up on them, I am a loser.

Another thing, I have been searching for new members to the group, since they haven't join the group yet, if let's say the current group cannot sustain, I will reform a new group.

I have come to know these two girls from the studio I go to dance.

1) She goes to street jazz and lyrical hip hop classes, I just browsed through her facebook photos and see that she's a ballet dancer as well. She is keen :)

2) This girl I first got to know in lyrical hip hop class, she goes to kpop class as well to learn kpop mtv dance. I haven't asked her yet.

3) My classmate, Syazana- She has the potential and she clones the dance moves perfectly. She is keen too.

Sining advised me "You gotta really go through audition with them before recruiting them."

And it is also why I look out for the little details in the potential people here, they must have some boogie boogie in their life man.

Anyway, really thank God for Sining.

I think that's the earliest photo of me and her sitting together on the last day of camp, she sat beside me, through that time we weren't so close yet but really thank God that through dance we have gotten so close, I never regret. And she was like a tired sleeping only haha!

I guess I'm really a person who is gonna treasure the moments when I'm about to lose it, sigh.

At the end of the day, my heart cannot adapt too fast....:(

Sigh.

Dance is my life, family and friends are the light of my life :')

Without them, I'm not able to go this far till now.

On the other hand, talk about school.

I have really been missing in action from school this week. One thing is family, the other thing is the emotional part I gotta handle, I don't like it when I cry in class because of my mum then my classmates come worrying for me, I just gotta make them worry and that's it, why should I.

The other one is I have total no interest in this course, I don't even buy textbooks. I shouldn't have transferred course but I never regretted for knowing them in QM1101A :)

My parents don't even bother much of me going to school, my sister is the core of the family who will keep nagging at me, she will even threaten me and say if I miss a day of school next week, she will report to my aunt. I know she is doing it out of concern but I cannot take it when she overdo it, I am a grown up and I hope you see that I'm doing my part, even being missing from school, I don't spend money and I'm finding jobs too, it's a matter of luck, it's either they don't call me for interview or they called me but I couldn't meet their criteria in terms of the working hours, I still have to go school.

I don't want to be debarre, before being kick out from school or what, I hope I'm the one who will hand up the letter of dropping out from school so at least my record isn't that bad and I will be able to go for another intake in 2012.

I don't want this to happen, I am only blindly wasting my time.

I should just wake up my idea and commit to studies, even how much I have no interest or I don't understand. I'm like in a confusion now.

Due to family matters, I am very reluctant to say. I believe in independence, every family has their matters so why should I be grumbling about mine on twitter or facebook, I admit I do grumble on twitter but after that I will delete the tweets, my conscience just cannot take it.

Forget it.

Signing off.

It's 4:08am.

2011-08-24T04:08:00.002+08:00

And I'm here writing some thoughts.

Things may not go well but my heart is still yearning for a better day, nothing will stop me from living in enjoyment, enjoyment as in being cheerful and enthusiastic about life.

I do feel worthless at times where I can sit down and ponder what should I do next, or I do not even want to do anything but to stone down there.

Then something just struck me which is, why do I have to worry about tomorrow? I can plan and go with the flow, I realised I am living in a hectic life, I should settle down and rest.

This week is not a good week, be it family or friends or classmates. I guess being alone in school is not a great thing, I have no other ways but to miss school so my friend have to be alone, she told me she is sticking with her three other friends, I guess I don't want to be a badass here, I should not bother her and I should let her to have freedom in her choice of friends like now, if I go school, she will come to me and accompany me which I feel I will affect her, I just want her to settle down in a group permanently. Once I told her I'm having family problems, she didn't respond to my apology, on the other note, I can't expect her to understand my situation, so it's okay.

It was dad's birthday yesterday, the priceless moment of him cutting the birthday cake, looking from afar I saw the joy on his face, I hope the moment could last and I wish that the storm will be over soon.

Shall not write anymore.

Bye.

BLOGGER, I'M BACK!

2011-08-19T12:14:00.006+08:00

Well it's been 1 year 6 months since I posted something on blogger!

Here I'm back to blogger, with a big smile!

I miss blogging so much and friends around me still use blogger, so I decided to blog again!

I have wordpress and tumblr too!

Well, you can browse through the archives of my blog to see how much I have grown! Hehe.

Anyway,

THIS BLOG IS DEAD, NO TAGS AND LINKS, ONLY SONGS :)

HAHA.

SHALL SHARE MY SCHEDULE THIS WEEK.

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHUPING BUDDY AND CHIUYEN!

Sunday: Met up Sining and off to town and bugis, looked for stuffs and also birthday gifts, well, she treated me to Shokudo, thanks! She said she wanted to make up for my sister who treated her before. I feel so blessed, cos' I didn't treat her but my sister, lol. By the way, we visited my own workplace, saw the Wee sisters there! They are so generous, because I didn't ask for a set meal then they treated me a drink, well it's a drink but it's the heart that counts!

Monday: Went school and class ended, went to Toa Payoh to find Jingmei, then off we went to Sentosa to watch songs of the sea, I got the free VIP entry, showing off, cos' she is the staff there! She brought me into the control and spotlight room, it is like so cool to the max. The live fireworks and the show, especially when the tourists and audiences cheered loudly, I was like cheering also, LOL. Sucha long day!

Tuesday: Such a interesting day in school! Long story! HAHA! After that Sining and her brother's girlfriend came to my school for videoshoot, we spent over 3 hours and she NG over 10 times, haha she just kept blaming herself, you see, it's not that we mind, it's that I was so drained so I rested at one area!

Wednesday: Finally went for lifeskills! Met up Meijin at bus 160 then off to class! It was so boring, lifeless, the lifeskill teacher just shouted across the room cos I didn't wear uniform so I ignored then he said he was joking, yes he's a joke, then I just YAWNED loudly infront of him then he said I was rude, so I rebelled, who was the rude one in the first place? Nabei. He is a relief teacher, then the other female relief teacher took over, wow she damn style! And she has all the basic courtesy, I want her to be our teacher can! She let us watch a movie about hiphop dance, shiok, although it's abit draggy but at least she got a life! The uncle teacher only taught us that we evolved from animals and save the environment, blah blah, didn't use proper English also.

Thursday: School as usual, I went in late hahaha then Jasmine accompanied me to eat, so sweet of her :) Then after school took train home with Meijin, Huihui and Hilda, but most of the time was with Meijin, she told me alot of things that I can learn from her. After all, I didn't regret going to school for only 2 hours. Anyway, I went home straight after school, weird and shiok!

Friday: Which is today, going to meet Dionne and Sining at Scape, woohoo!

Saturday: Meeting buddy tomorrow, the actual resumes again! We are ok already, people don't worry for us :)

Sunday: Plan for the new week, plan for the dance group, etc.

HECTIC AS USUAL!

SHALL GO OFF SOON,

BLOG YA.

Huichuen.

周傳雄&陳慧琳-再見北極雪

2010-02-23T00:33:00.006+08:00

Hey you over there!

I will not be blogging anymore, I will vanish from blogger!

Ya right...I'm crawling to tumblr.

Here's my new link:

http://awillforaway.tumblr.com

thanks to my sister, for giving me ideas for the link.

I will miss my blog, hence I will not delete it.

if I could, I want to step out and move on..

bye bye.

周杰伦-瓦解

2010-02-21T14:49:00.001+08:00

说着笑着的午后钟声一直在停留

风声静静躺着在诱惑
我一个人在角落没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落

广场旁边的烟囱烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头是否只存在故事之中

在你的身后时间把过去都带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索回忆不放手
好想再跟你牵着手牵着曾有过的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流

我一个人在角落没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落

广场旁边的烟囱烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头是否只存在故事之中

在你的身后时间把画面都带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索回忆不放手
好想再跟你牵着手牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流

出彩虹
雨下过之后街角出现彩虹
泪流干之后有彩虹

I'm not happy, neither I'm sad.

I don't know.

Imma be Imma be Imma be! (Y)

byeee

许茹芸-泪海

2010-02-18T23:15:00.004+08:00

爱已不能动　还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空　下起雨来
没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行咸咸的泪水
是你　哦是你
让我望穿泪水　肝肠寸断

你怎么捨得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远　找不回来

你怎么捨得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕就像潮水
将我淹埋

闭上了双眼　还看见和你的缠绵
眼角的泪水　洗不去心中
一遍一遍的誓言

I pray that God will look after and protect my family this year, and forever.

Everything seems to be not smooth sailing.

RAAAAAR.

bye.

在你怀里的微笑 - 杨丞琳

2010-02-14T23:14:00.010+08:00

可以吗让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉

知道吗你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘盪飘过了你嘴角飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道再也闻不到

我只要你喊我一次就好从前亲暱的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到

我不要别人温柔的怀抱让我暂时的依靠
那是短暂止痛药很快会失效

你只要再哄我一次就好让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好 oh 记住在你怀里微笑

Happy Lunar New Year!

恭喜发财！

Kong hee fat choi!

First day of cny = S.I.A.N

After going to my grandma's house, went over to meet scbt and steamboat at her aunt's house, eh eh eh, she invited me over okay? HAHA, then played with dog and cute meimei.

The dog is raaaaaaaaaar! First time ever I experienced this, walao! HAHA but the dog is obedient, wuff! He loves peeing at grasses, boomz! Luckily he didn't shit, or else we would have to clean up, singapore is a fine country...ya right.

Anyway today's valetine's day, hahahaha!

byeeee!

I don't like them :/

THEM!

我会有出头天的！

Thrash them! HAHAHA

byeeee!

曹格-烛光晚餐

2010-02-12T23:02:00.006+08:00

多想要记住这一分钟
回应我幸福的要求
我或许没有别的梦
唯一的是我爱你你也爱我

我担心一杯红酒
把我的真心透露
或许你早就该懂
冰淇淋在喉咙
能多冷静几秒钟
气氛在浪漫都不够

烛光晚餐像一场美梦
想这样望着你到永久
一束玫瑰交到你的手中
这一天这一刻这一切
你属于我

多想要留住这一秒钟
你每天晚餐都陪我
美味比不过你温柔
从此以后我爱你你爱我
多想要记住这一分钟
回应我幸福的要求
我或许没有别的梦
唯一的是我爱你你也爱我

我不是个浪漫的家伙
却甘心为你这样做
想要什么都跟我说
从此以后我爱你你爱我
我是不是有一点别扭
从不曾这样说出口
太多的愿望在心中
重要的是我爱你你也爱着我

Tomorrow's cny eve!

Reunion dinner, eaaaaaaaaaaaat.

Going down alone!! $&%&#@#$#@

I ♥ ahma and her cooking.

bye!

陈洁仪-喜欢你

2010-02-11T14:13:00.004+08:00

喜欢你　给我你的外衣　让我像躲在你身体里

喜欢你　借我你的梳子　让我用柔软头髮吻你

喜欢你　车窗上的雾气　彷彿是你的爱在呼吸
喜欢你　那微笑的眼睛　连日落也看作唇印

我喜欢这样跟着你　随便你带我到哪里
你的脸　慢慢贴近　明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰

我喜欢你爱我的心　轻触我每根手指感应
我知道　它在诉说着你承诺言语

2010-02-10T20:33:00.003+08:00

A B C D E F G H I K L L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

一二三四五六七八九十

and I don't know what to post!

goodbye

2010-02-07T15:42:00.004+08:00

RAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!

Photos!

Kop-ed from fb, wahaha.

Photos by: scbt

Argh!

Slept at ten plus yesterday, I mean I have been sleeping very early for the past few days.

My head asks me to :(

bye, lol.

2010-02-03T01:10:00.007+08:00

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen

HELLO! HELLO! HELLO!

Went shopping and movie with beeting yesterday.

Spent over 130bucks on clothes and movie, hahahaha never spent so much money for very long!

Kfc lunch, popcorns movie and mos burger dinner, fatsiren!

Walked around bugis and looked for clothes, hahaha so fun.

I love spending money, hehe but only once in a while (:

Interesting incidents happened! HAHA!

Suppose to go grandaunt's house @ pasir ris yesterday but thank God no need! HAHA, too lazy to travel can. But mama brought chocolates like kit kat and cadbury diary milk back home, saw them in the fridge and she went missing? LOL, another cny another 10 kg.

I hate my grandaunt for being so kind, stop giving us chocolates! HAHA! LOL but I still love them, anyway I enjoyed yesterday! Woohoo!

The movie rocks, hahaha shiok can! My Ex, not really scary but when I really chuatio by the unexpected scenes and huge sound effects, I literally jumped up from my seat! :$ What a movie after all, the guy died a terrible death. Sometimes I do wonder why do guys want to be two timer? :( now the ending is so sad! But thank God this is another movie, haha.

Later meeting jency at bugis, haha fun, then outreach with lg! (Y)

Thanks beeting for making my day!

bye.

2010-01-31T12:25:00.007+08:00

So many tangles in life are ultimately hopeless that we have no appropriate sword other than laughter. ~Gordon W. Allport

LMAO!

hahahahaha

Source: OneManga.Com

2010-01-29T20:15:00.002+08:00

Wah! Interesting!

I didn't see cockroaches, bugs, lizards or what.

I could only see an ant? And a little moth?

I am surprised :$

I am so excited now!

Ask me why okay?

bye. :)

Out of topic.

2010-01-28T22:20:00.012+08:00

HILLOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

The sun is real man! HAHA! Eh why not you look at the sun? My right eye is swollen today, thanks to the sun.

And, my hair sucks big time. I think overall is really, not presentable.

Okay, went to cut my hair!! The salon $&!#@$&#!@$, actually I didn't want that hairdresser to cut for me, her service really cannot make it, she made me feel bored, she didn't talk to me :/ HAHA, she didn't put in the effort to cut properly, that's why now.... :/

Mama yesterday see money eyes open, in chinese terms is 见钱眼开. Think this year's cny we are rich, wahaha! Okay la, actually I don't really want to celebrate it, just looking forward to these three things and they are food, money and new clothes. First day of cny is always boring, all my cousins are happily married with children, wth? HAHA, papa forced me to eat the fish and chips he brought back especially the fish., my stomach is bursting, although I did poo earlier. I'm prepared for tomorrow! I'm ready to see cockroaches, bugs and insects? Papa took one day off to clean the house, sadly one year has passed and I have to tidy up the room again, okay I do tidy up occasionally but tomorrow's gonna be spree cleaning! RAAA, I am gonna fight dust and clean the doors, the walls and also the floors, have to act like I'm professional in all these, actually I'm afraid of cockroaches when I'm not wearing shoes! :( At least if you wear shoes you still can dodge the cockroaches by kicking it, right? And we are so furious at the construction near our house? I presume its construction ok? As early as 8plus in the morning there it goes, PING PING PIANG PIANG! They keep digging holes, eh why not dig one for me and leave the hole to have secret meetings? Not bad right, think I have to make friend with the thai workers, they are so hardworking really and you notice they are thai, not bangalas, whatever leh.

Sister asked me to play bball with her yesterday morning, and I fell down two times, LOL.

One time was when she caught my ball and I fell down unexpectedly, the other time was she taught me the professional way of shooting a ball, I mean she demonstrated for me, oh ya ridiculously, I fell down after she released the ball and my hand, think I lost balance, HAHAHA TEESSSKAY!

Actually I went to sunten myself under the hot sun yesterday and I don't have sunburns but a swollen eye, lol? :(

I tell you the truth, I didn't want to go bball at all!! But she keep kicking me and she claimed that she was only touching me, and she mumbled alot of 'please', I shouted for uncountable times to ask her to stop but to no avail, she even complain to my mama I beat hear, teessskay! And she threatened me, thats why I ended up playing with her but hey I learned something from the bball, not to look into the sun so much, hehe no la is left hand layup.

She loves imitating people doing layups and shootings, this is hilarious! I wonder why is she not in the entertainment industry, and she's not interested, wth?

We sat down together to talk also, she gave me lots of advices, some good some bad some craps but I think she must as well be a counselor, she understands my temper and attitude like how a birds build the nest, sorry no is how the ants carry dead bugs, roar whatever! I only thing I hate is that she comes home too late and too noisy and aggressive, hahaha! I'm not any lesser aggressive than her, lol! Saw the news this morning, obama is really handsome, I mean not his face, can say charismatic? HAHA, the way he walks must as well not be a president, be a model? I compare him to our prime minister, sorry but I got nothing to say about him :/ I miss the old prime minister, Mr Goh Chok Tong, probably my mama likes him more? Think whoever the prime minister is I can't choose, but I can choose to be a prime minister :$ Kidding, I will never be one because I don't want!! Although I'm chose to be one, haha kidding! :$ :$ :$ :/ :/

This are the two paragraphs I present today.

My objective of this post is to be random and funny, to be joyful also haha.

bye!!!!

2010-01-24T18:45:00.007+08:00

HEY IGNORE THE PREVIOUS POST!

Someone hacked into my account in the middle of night to post about untrue stuffs.

Totally teessskay

Photos took on friday, more on fb.

Ahhh! I can't wait to post this cause the previous post is way too annoying, haha can I laugh at you velle? :$

byeeee!

P.S: My hair is like cow dung, and its growing like as fast as the grasses! COW! :$

Velle's the best! :D

2010-01-23T01:58:00.006+08:00

I think, Velle's the GREATEST friend, I could ever asked for.
Because she's chio, cute, sweet and most importantly, so loving. :D
And I love her, today, tmr, and forever. :D
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Girlf <3

2010-01-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
I'M SLEEPY BUT STILL ALIVE.

Service today,
more photos on fb soon, haha so excited for later!

bye
i want to eat ice cream and eat mac :$

2010-01-22T12:10:00.006+08:00

HELLO!! MORNING!

I thought this photo will turn out to be nice and actually this is another random photo :$

nevermind, I am in love with mos burger (chicken).

Hey I'm like posting almost everyday now? =D

Finally the owner retrieved back his phone but he only said 'thank you' to my sister, HAHA.

At least he should treat my sister to lunch or something, gaaaa! I'm kidding =D

I am very sleepy, it rained heavily this morning, but my sister is way too noisy, raaaaaar!

Every now and then she keep singing chinese new year song, super dsiao.

Mum is getting more and more angry with me for going out but she can't do anything, she's remorseful for asking my sister to work, I think.

Nothing much.

This blog is alive, wooooohoo!

Anyway my sister bought a ROUND basketball, hey look its ROUND! =D

And its leather, its adidas brand, I wanted spalding but nevermind, its still branded.

Never buy wilson or nike basketball, they suck big time D:

going for lunch later, pictures up hopefully!

bye =D

P.S: I had an oval chicagos fake basketball, how embarrassing :$

2010-01-21T23:27:00.003+08:00

Sister found a lost nokia phone yesterday after watching movie.

And unfortunately the sim card got no money left, means the owner can't call in and sister tried calling the owner's friends but to no avail.

Teessskay.

I hope the owner will get back his phone soon, although I got the urge to use that phone.

P.S: My phone spoiled and I'm using an orbit phone D:

bye.

Hey hey post :$

2010-01-19T21:06:00.005+08:00

HEY!HEY!

Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey!

She told me to be strong, she wants me to be like how I used to be, however she thinks I am weak now, she said that I used to be rebellious but can speak up for myself.

Heyheyhey! But even I don't have to say, will you feel it? D:

P.S: And 'she' is my sister :)

HAHA, went for bball with sister and dajie, mum came down to play with us, eh eh don't play play my mum taught us bball when we were young. The ball stuck again at the ring, then this uncle saw what happened and told us to use the mop HAHAHA, then walao I immediately run to take the mop and acting like hero, jumped up and in the end I hit myself with the mop =.= and everyone went LOLing, dude you had to be there! Then in the end dajie succeed, hahahaha.

Oh ya I was drag out of my bed as early as 8.30am, then we played until 11plus then went for mac breakfast and we gained all the fats back! YES!!! D:

Took photos!! BUT shucks! My phone blackout again, and I can't bluetooth it from my sis's phone, raaaaaaaaaar teessskay!

that's all I want to share, too lazy to share others :$

bye.

Attention!

2010-01-15T20:56:00.010+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!

I enjoyed my day today with shepherd and beeting, hahaahahaha.

I feel very free because I had a fruitful shepherding with alexis :)

And I feel happy with beeting!

HAHAHA, today is a fun day.

hehe, ~~i going to change blogskin, because my current blogskin is too simple yet not interesting.~~ I changed my blogskin, freshness out of a sudden? HAHA.

Teessskay!

Kk la bye ok!

byeeee! LOL

I feel better :)

HEY YOU OVER THERE!

2010-01-13T12:54:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA,

My BILL BOMBARDED!!!

ARGH! Especially the smses hit over thousand plus, but my outgoing calls didn't!

I really very devastated, actually not, is that I feel kind of guilty, hahahaha.

And now I'm hiccuping, and burping, once I hiccup I will burp, what is this?!?!

Mama went to chalet last night and came back this morning, even the older generation knows how to enjoy life now, but my papa don't like, wthzxabc!

HAHAHAHA, update this for fun!

The previous post is about wenxin, so I want to post another, at least she feel better hahaha.

Ok la, hiccuping again and again, how to solve it?

bye.

WAHAHAHA

2010-01-10T16:02:00.009+08:00

Sunday.

Sunday SUNDAY!

ROAR!

Papa is at home today, yay!

Actually nothing much.

I'm dead bored!!

Waiting for my papa to wake up hahaha, then waiting for my mama to go work, HAHA.

Think I got worse flu, 365 days flu can, everyday got nose irritations raaaaaar!!

Cny is coming!!

HAHAHA, don't know when then will have double angbaos, eh actually have, remember last year someone gave me double, think is my cousin, raaaaar!

Last night was lifeless because I done the laundry, rare!

Wenxin snored on 333 bus yesterday!! (Y)

TSK, should have put this on the headline can.

Nevermind this shall be the bottomline, hahahaha!

HAHA, actually my definition of her snore is simply breathing in and out, raaar!

I wanted to post photos, but I got no photos, so no photos means, no photos, so no photos on blog means no photos, HAHAHA crap.

LAUGHED OUT LOUD early in the morning, because of my mama and sister, they are clowns man, they keep imitating people, like what they perfect? HAHA evil right, lol they are awesome people, my papa is also awesome, he cleaned my room's toilet, hahahaha!!

bye, I hate flus.

But thank God that is a flu not bird flu or H1N1.

Tsk.tsk.

2010-01-08T21:12:00.005+08:00

HEY I HATE MY BLOG.

HAHA

Why?

What she said is totally true.

Bye.

Abc post

2010-01-03T12:54:00.002+08:00

Oh my mama is awesome!!

She promised to send my phone for service, I mean not that services we have on sat, but send my phone for fixing. Wahahaha I don't have to pay for it, think I'm so blessed.

I'm so excited for the angbaos, I think 2010 is better than 2009? In terms of the finance or policy or whatever, think the angbao money will increase, wahahahaha.

I'm excited for the week also, because its super packed =.=

I hope I'm 18 now, all the jobs require that, like duh, eh faster!! Why must I be born in dec =.=

Don't you realise my post is weird? No breaks etc, wahahahaha.

I must live 2010 to the fullest, I must find purpose in doing everything!!

RAAAAAR!!

byeeeee!

2010-01-01T16:51:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2009 is gone and 2010 has come.

I missed 2009, hahahaha.

Went for countdown at boonlay with people, the fireworks were not cool at all, no impact at all, well the fireworks didn't mean anything to me anyway. The only good thing I felt was the pasar malam there, they sold foods and drinks as well as sprays, wahahaha.

I love spraying at people and also getting spray by people, hehehe.

After that we sat down to talk together, played some games and ya cabbed to find velle and yuchen. Spent our time there taking photos and fool around.

More photos @ fb.

After which sihui and I cabbed home, reached home at seven plus in the morning.
Haha, slept till 11plus, think its not enough and had another short nap after that.

You know when people don't want to hear what you want to say, they don't even want to care and don't accept what you tell them, you know that feeling? When people don't know whats your intention. And here I say, I will not care for that person if that person don't wanna care for their own life, wahahahaha whatever.

I don't know how 2010 will be like but I pray that I can meet my new year's resolutions and also grow.

I want to make year 2010 a fruitful and purposeful one, please.

The hurt that you can't express? Is it the most painful thing?

HAHAHAHA

2009-12-31T00:12:00.024+08:00

Happy birthday Wenxin! 31 December.

Its great to know you through evax at jp library, you were sec one and with your cute long curly ponytail, really very glad that now you are really one faithful servant of God, awesome! The times we spent together at around our house area taking photos, the usual place we will go is the playground and the cc. Although it has been long since we last went there but one day we will find chance to go there again. Haha, the good thing is that you were once my sheep, a very supportive and enthusiastic sheep, and also a person whom encouraged me alot.

Welcome back, Huaiqian the Dora!!

HAHA, whatever okay.

Yay! Can walk home with you to take bus together, can play inside jokes again and also can share each others day and lifegroup again. I can't wait to see you(your hair) on saturday :)

Today is the last day of the year, and I will make this post a meaningful one.

I remember first taking up wenxin as my sheep, we are called the huayi conquerors with shannon, siyu, yeetat and wenxin, Regina once led us as a cg and I will never forget about that because....

We braved the rain to outreach for people through evax.

Going back to huayi is a nightmare to me because I will see people whom I don't want to see but I still overcome it!

After evax, we always go to the mama shop nearby to eat maggi mee.

Sihui took over the huayi cg after awhile.

This is what we say "Suan means love."

This was taken on sihui's birthday and unfortunately on that day she entered hospital.

But whatever it is, praise God that we are one lg/dmm now :)

After which, we had the unstoppable camp with westd.

The fun and evil times we had.

Chengzhen and I before sleep, wahaha never forget the times we spent together too!

We had west harvesters' training a week after camp.

Remember how we teased each other and how we overcome each level in the kog together :)

Regina, bear me for posting this!! >,<

Taken at jp ljs, this was the time where I cried!!

I REMEMBER, HAHA.

Then someone also nearly cried lor, hahaha!

Because I waited for very long to rise up and before I even know this, regina challenged me till I cry, that's so awesome.

The oldest of the oldest--> Ex sheeps of Regina plus ex cg mates plus laojiangs.

Really spent alot of times with them, laughing together!!

Crystal, sihui and huaiqian!! acts 2?? 44!

Museum-ed with westd ex unit.

Haha took alot of photos too!

Before I left huayi cg.

HAHA, celebrated sammie's birthday :)

When I took up new school, juying completed!

Had f&f after service.

In the picture: evelyn, me, angmoh, guean and gladys.

The first time I know them jiu partner liao!

West bbq!! Look at everyone's hair! (esp cyn)

Ate alot, played alot.

When I first took photo with dmm!!

WE BREAK 45 then, the good old times.

When I officially left huayi cg, HAHA

thankful to them for the big card and I seriously misplaced the card.

Global Conference singapore!! The first one I even went this year.

Super random photo right!!

HAHA also don't know what to say but I am privileged to know them :)

Wild wild wet with first dmm :)

We never fail to dsiao regina, hehe.

Splashed water!!

Times when we were on the float? in the lazy pool, awww the memorable times.

On the ularlah, gene jumped up, HAHA.

Think that's all, HAHA too lazy to post anymore..

Really loved 2009, don't know how 2010 will be but I really hope it will be as memorable as 2009.

That's all ya, I GOT POST!!!

bye ((:

2009-12-25T12:01:00.011+08:00

~~~~MERRY CHRISTMAS~~~~

I got a dumb face.

Spent time with the both of them, last minute we decided to go kbox after follow up!

Wahaha! Before even we decided to go there, we met up at jp kfc to eat and talk.

Pictures all up, now I'm super sleepy, raaaar!

Sing sing sing, for 6 hours!

RAAAR.

Had milo dinosaur and blueberry, love them.

Took alot of funny videos, nah lazy to upload.

The toilet there is very old and deserted, so scary but awesome.

life gets tougher.

but I still want to move on.

I want to put on a smile on my face.

Because I must find hope in the lord =)

Christmas is all about Jesus Christ, not the log cake, WAHAHA.

bye

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This morning breakfast was log cake, my gosh, fei si ren.

Me and my family were singing christmas songs away.

Have been celebrating christmas for the past two days, today is the actual day of Christmas but I don't think I'm celebrating, HAHA.

The best thing is two days ago we went for caroling and buffet, it was a good experience, I mean the buffet is not, ate alot during buffet, think I'm privileged to be game master that day but I still want to forget how much I ate, HAHA, dead cats go fly kite man!!

Oh no, need to rush off to meet cindy(wang ling ling).

We are going to have lunch, oh no I'm a pig, a christmas pig RAAAR.

bye!

The photo above was taken yesterday, when we were waiting for hilda's mum to fetch her =)

Those old people, really old as in spiritually hor!!!

Okay I admit most of us are physically old.

P/S: The log cake....makes me want to poo!

2009-12-20T13:55:00.010+08:00

HEY YOU!!!! (: I felt peace then..

Had a fun night with sihui, yeetat, yongchee and dequan :)

Who killed Christmas service was great, aiya in the end also don't know who killed, wahahaha visited the site also didn't convince what I want to know, who killed sia, so want to know, RAAA!

After service had zwest huddle? Or fun and fellowship? Whatever? Hehe, had a fun time with nigel and wenqi, really thank God for the both of them, we rocks totally! \m/

Shit, I'm hungry, had mee chiam kueh in the morning and now I'm hungry!

Oh ya, sidetracked.

After everything we went to justacia and pig out totally, ordered alot of side foods and spam literally, after which we went to bugis bras basah, in the end all shops were closed like duh? Nevermind, walked to bugis street and shop, then bugis junction, spam spicy fried chicken again with yeetat, duh. Then bused 51 home, spam chocolates on the bus, DUH BOOMZ!!! It was a long trip, we talked and played.

Haha think I'm very tired.

RAAAA, think I feel moody.

GARRR, why?

感谢不能让别人来说，你给过我的他们是做不到的。

那时候的幸福是真的，虽然过去了我们也都经历了。

故事发生便住下了，不管好的坏的

你让我成长了，就算是痛得值得

你就是我的伯乐，很难回到过去的快乐时光，可是这些回忆都应藏在我心里

2009-12-18T17:01:00.012+08:00

BACK FROM LEVEL UP CAMP!A boomzing camp.

Its only three days two night, but really learned alot from the camp.

All my learnings are in the book itself...so don't ask me! Wakakakakazxzx

Eh, my applications are also in the book and I promise to apply, hehe.

Got fever during camp but think that it is nothing! BOOMZ!

I think the camp boomz me alot, koped alot of sweets from jency, to keep myself awake, wow.

ZWB1, my lg!! (L)

My sheeps!! Cynthia, silvia and guean (:

Zwb!! My unit!! Weehee!

Lifeless wakakazx

Cycling buddy!! Chinhoe :D

Shannon zebra and cynthia

All the random photos taken with my unit and lifegroup, and also friends!

Enjoyed myself there, had photos taking session and went for bball with humans.

So funny can, the ball stuck two times on the ring and it stuck at two different sides.

HAHA, LOL.

We used slippers and shoes to throw the 'stuck ball', then they carried henrysum up to take the ball, haha I don't know why its so funny but I really enjoyed myself, wakakakazx.

Went home and didn't get a good sleep, in fact I only had powernap, then slept again around midnight. And mary told me she saw a cockroach roaming around the floor mat outside the toilet, she told me to look at it, it was actually a flying cockroach, shingz. SUPER PANIC! LOL, ran to my daddy's bedroom and screamed!! Oh yeah he rocks for that day, he killed that xiaoqiang with a broom(Y)!! Eh flying cockroach is a freak can, I would like to question why God created such eerie things, eeeee.

I'm sneezing non stop, going to eat FLUMAX (Y)!!

Ran to cg mrt station yesterday as it was raining heavily, wooo praise God!

My hp bill is settled, YES YES YES!!!!! (Y)

Thanks to my daddy and mummy.

I will try not to bomb my bill this month, prayyy!

look forward to the next post can?

think I very tired of the sneezing? :(

bye.

If you're happy and you know it clap your hand!

2009-12-12T21:42:00.008+08:00

CLAP CLAP!!

Went to mummy's house yesterday, enjoyed myself and thanks for her company!!

I'm back home very early just now!!

I'm WOWZ!

Mary is sick, and her voice sounds very like sihui's voice, I'm amused!!

The good thing is that my sister's voice sounded not bad.

Really thank God that I managed to find my way back to the bus stop last night, took the 99 bus as usual and it was around eleven then, the bus was seriously empty!! I was sitting at the priority seat and I glanced over to the seats behind, I happened to see one lady wearing in gray, I realised that the lady is looking at me, and also waving at me, when I looked back to the shirt she was wearing...it looks exactly the shirt my mother wears to work...and the lady is none other than, MY MOTHER! WOW!! HAHAHA

WOOPS

Okay I don't mean to be lame, not funny and so. I feel that my post is getting more and more short, hehehe.

Finally got the chance to see shannon today, am very delighted can.

I feel strange but, after awhile I get used to her easily, hahaha!

She is still a zebra okay,

and huaiqian, I'm waiting you to come back!!

Don't stay there too long, if you do I will chop you into pieces and make it into dora puzzle :@

HAHA, I feel rather happy today!

Because the old has gone and the new has come!

WAHAHAHA, camp is coming!!

We shall see the camp boomzing okay!!

think I'm talking to the air... :(

bye :)

Pigged Out

2009-12-10T23:54:00.035+08:00

HAHA

I decided to upload the photos taken a few days ago, cause I want to clear up the memory, they are occupying alot of space in my phone. ROAR!

I think I totally have no skills in taking pictures, and don't even know what are the names of the food pictures here, you just have to know that its japanese food @ shokudo. There are many shokudo outlets in local, heeren/cityhall/bugis and more! And I went to the one in heeren.

I know this! This is iced chocolate, and is super nice! Craving for it now can.

I like the restaurant, the people there and the place but when the bill came, I don't like! At the end of the day, dajie paid for the bill while erjie paid for my clothes, haha I'm so blessed!

Ikea with my xuejie, melanie.

A treat from her, so good ya, think I sinned alot, HAHA.

Nice photos right? Not really nice to eat, haha!

The only thing I like is the free flow of drinks, and now I'm thirsty!

HAHA, finally!

Phew!

I haven't bathed, omg!!

Look forward to the next post!!

bye! =D

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2009-12-08T23:17:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Thank you dajie and erjie for the meal, thank you for your time.

Thank you melanie too, for ikea meal, and your company :)

bye.

Ping ping piang piang!!

2009-12-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

HEY!!

HAPPY 1ST DECEMBER!!!!

DECEMBER ROCKS!!

I look forward to youth camp, christmas celebration and more!!

I would like to share a video with you, but due to laziness of uploading the video, I decided to upload it another time, stay tune!! Anyway the video is not about educational or comedy, but took it out of anger!!!

HAHAHAHA

This morning bangala ping ping piang piang again!!!

ROAR, I don't understand why they have to throw pieces of heavy woods, it made big impact, PIANGGGG!!

Most funny is, my sister stood beside my bed suddenly when I was half-awake, because I'm sleeping next to the window, and she said she want to open the window, so she climbed on my bed and opened the window, stared at the bangalas for around 20 seconds then shouted, SHUT UP!!! HAHAHAHA FUNNY!!! Laughed till I couldn't sleep back.

I didn't want to shout at them, but I felt the urge to throw eggs down, but didn't want to do that, so bad!! HAHA

What a life, my sister is not working today and they did that, no wonder she could not tolerate anymore.

I think I like to grumble a lot, hmm shouldn't do that, hahaaha good experiences.

Anyway today had a nice day with nice people.

SANG SANG SANG, LOL.

Don't want to say anymore, but good experiences (:

I UPDATED! WENXIN!!

bye

A post with no meaning

2009-11-26T22:13:00.011+08:00

Think the person will kill me upon seeing this :@

WOW,

Sian!! This is so sian!!

But still here is another update..once a week? lol, got some pictures.

You know my blog readers decreased rapidly! Shingz!!

My blog is growing dusts, sigh.

Monday..let me recall.

Met up with zwb ctm and planned for zwb outing, then off to science centre with wenxin.

Think that's the only picture I can upload for that day, HAHA

We explored the whole of science centre, actually not really.

Nice right? HAHAHA actually I think super lifeless.

Tuesday,

First shpdg with alexis, hahaha!

Enjoyed there too, then sihui came we talked crapped fished lobsters everything.

Saw REGINA, lol she embarrassed me on the bus by LOLing!!!!

Wednesday,

Met sammie to plan games for outing, then hahahahaha she lost her ezlink card.

We tried our best to search for it, eventually it ended up in her....belt, lol the ezlink card so cute.

Shpd guean then, hahaha had a nice time with her then meet hilda and wenqi to practice for something, LOL OH MY GOSHH!! :$

Here is my pretty sheep (:

Wow! She's got such a pretty shepherd too! DUASFOIHVBOBC!

Today!!

Unit outing @ wcp, boomz!!

I xoxo it (just learned how to use 'xoxo')

Our wedding photo, LOL :$ Velle is jealous!

I MISS MY FORMER CLASSMATES!!!

SUPER RANDOM!!

I LOOK SMART!! (with that tie)

I think mee chiam kueh is nice especially the peanuts inside, the covering outside, and its price, HAHA random.

SHALL END HERE!!

Look forward to the next post, hopefully.

bye =D

Someday You'll Know! (:

2009-11-19T21:53:00.006+08:00

JINGJING smacked my head for the last time as I crossed the traffic light, we were laughing like nobody's business and I think I got concussion, haha inside joke.

I'm in the midst of doing confirmation now, so I will edit the post again.

Gonna upload alot of photos taken very long ago and yesterday's lifegroup :)

seeee ya!

THANKS FOR THE TAG, AIWEN!

HAHA, WILL TAG YOU BACK =D

Crabs fishes prawns lobsters post

2009-11-17T22:21:00.004+08:00

HELLO BLOGGER!

I finally decided to update this 'going to die' blog.

You know I haven't been passionate about blogging, I think its a good thing.

It always took me hours to plan something, plan till head drop, I pray that everything will go smoothly!!

This blog is bored to the max,

no pictures, no laughters, no tags.

It describes my life now perhaps,

I feel that I'm living day by day, like..I'm a nerd.

Thank God For Regina, Jency, Huaiqian and Hilda!

I thank Regina for being my shepherd last time, for always been there for me and for nagging and your poker face all stuffs ya.. haha :)

I thank Jency for your encouragement, that you text me at the right time, haha God's plan!

I thank Huaiqian for 'reprimanding' me, not really but she seemed to wake me up that day on the train.

I thank Hilda for her presence and company, and your encouragement too!

My disk is so empty!

No pictures, no music and no games!

My life seems to be boring,

should I download maple and audition again?

I got this temptation, but since I already said its temptation, why should I?

What if I don't plan stuffs but play games instead?

Why am I so high?

Trying to act funny, but I can't laugh :X

My blog song rocks!

Bad romance, lady gaga rocks.

Ra ra ah ah ah!

Its too random, I find no meaning in the song, but I loved it (Y)

Okay, shall chat on msn now,

have nothing else to do already :)

Hopefully I can update another post soon!

bye.

Kobe Bryant

2009-11-08T16:56:00.004+08:00

Look at my post title, like boomz?

He rocks, really, I always win the game when I use him, hahaha random!

I'm playing nba 09 now, abit late.

I don't like playing naruto legends, I always lose, like powz!! :(

Finally yesterday after service dewen announced everything, hope everything will be fine!!

Think it another way, actually we are still one jurong west! RIGHT! :)

Unit one is okay, but the saddest thing on earth another thing.

I WILL GET OVER IT :)

Hopefully, think I will soon adapt to new environment.

Thursday will be a big day, I'm ready, HAHA.

My blog song rocks, tik tok by kesha.

Sister sent me this yesterday, like tik tok?

I like tik tok!! Think kesha rocks for now.

Okok, trying to self-entertain.

Byeeee!

Reply tags soon, you know my soon is for how long? Funfair. :@

Super random post

2009-11-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

Velle sent me these photos, asked her if she could, since I haven't been uploading pictures!

Eeling and me! (:

Super long ago! A few weeks ago! (:

I actually posted some unknown photos, hmm.

Enjoyed my day with sheeps, hilda, wenqi, yiru and simyee!

I loved the times with them, I love this westd family.

I love my shepherd Regina, I love my dmm team :)

bye.

nothing.

Boom boom post!

2009-11-04T11:59:00.005+08:00

I'm fine now!

My neck is better, still got some minor pain but that is nothing compared to last time.

Thank God!

I want to love the people around me,

We must love people, pour them with godly love.

Going out soon, just misses posting like how I did last time, lost inspiration in blogging, sad.

Boom boom, will reply tags soon but not now.

I'm so happy to see westd people later (:

they are my sunshine,

my only sunshine.

bye...

am I not ready to see it?

Or should I start afresh?

Laugh out loud

2009-11-01T22:09:00.009+08:00

I'm okay, was inactive for these few days.

Think the whole problem lies on my neck, inflammation, in short is infection I think.

Its super painful, especially when I shower and drink water, also sitting down and lying down. The bad thing is that I have to put on that ugly thing on my neck!! Hopefully not... :)

This stupid neck infection made me suffer from fever, headache, cold and body ache.

Everything will be fine, its all in my mind, as long as I don't think I feel the pain there, sooner or later the pain itself will be gone, boomz!

BOOM BOOM!!!

Mama, thank you for giving me special care when I'm sick.

You come into my room few times to ensure if I'm alright, you touch my forehead and see if my temperature's go up or down. You feed me with medicine, you feed me with dinner, hahaha!
Hmm thank God la!! ((: ^^

Hello blogger.

Haven't been writing here, its NOVEMBER!

Wow, if I were to have a supernatural power, I want to be in control of time!

I would like to write about the past few days,

but due to the fact that I can't bear with the pain anymore, I shall not write anymore.

:'((((

sorry, really painful,

HAHAHAHA

TIME TO GO!!!

ROTTING AT HOME THESE FEW DAYS!

ROAR.

bye.

surface or deep?

you do not understand.

Hold Me Now

2009-10-28T21:39:00.008+08:00

She is Lixuan, who is also one of my sheep.

I would like to tell her that I am so blessed to be her shepherd, through her life I find hope in the lord. Thank you for being so brave, for being so courageous to say all those things which if I were you, I would not dare to speak. Lastly, you rocks!

Went over to jpmac and find my cg.

At the end of the day, there were only left with me, cynthia and hilda.

Then, we enjoyed ourselves there, fooled crapped nonsense everything.

BOOMZ.

BOOOMZ, never see a cat lying in that position before.

Its couching I think, couch cat? HAHA

Random:

Google chrome sucks more as you use longer, but I get too used to using google chrome. Mozilla firefox could be better, internet explorer totally cmi, opera is way too old =.=

So the winner is either mozilla or google chrome.

Velle: I'm cute.

Me: I am cuter

Velle: I am cutest XD

Me: You are the cutest among the ugliest.

Velle: HAHAHA, no I'm cuter!

BOOOMZ!

I get lazier and lazier as day goes by..

just got to reply the tags.

shall see when is the next post,

bye.

there's something that pulls me back,

no matter what, I reach out for His hand.

be firm, stay strong.

Chill Out

2009-10-25T17:33:00.009+08:00

Shall talk about yesterday.

Went for service and had a great time there, the skit was nice and funny, plus the teaching is short, simple but cool.

Then, went for lunch...so so and so.

Played pool with velle, eeling and sihui after lunch.

Took photos. then went for dinner, had duck rice, hahaha!!

Bused back to jurong west area.

Lazy to type!! HAHA

A picture speaks a thousand words, but I have more photos @ facebook!

Not enough time to upload everything, bohaha boomz!

Toooo lazy to upload man!

Check my fb, yepppp!

bye

I reach out, for your hands..

2009-10-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

CRAZYYY!

Sihui, next time your face will be inside, so so so looking forward to it!! :)))

HAHA.

Went to imm with friends, took photos crapped nonsense everything.

haha, lazy to reply tags and lazy to post, sigh.

But,

Tomorrow is gonna be an exciting day!

WAHAHAHA,

Service and chill out!!

bye

Down with e.s, chill.

QUICKKK POST! (:

2009-10-21T22:24:00.007+08:00

WOW!!

This post will be kind of 'funfair'.

LOOK DOWN!!! Especially sihui (:

VelleTan陈琦 says: post on your blog.

VelleTan陈琦 says: put the picture.

VelleTan陈琦 says: got me and you one (L)

Hui chuen, says: sure not???

Hui chuen, says: ok ah i go post?

Hui chuen, says: hahaha!

VelleTan陈琦 says:YESYESYES!

VelleTan陈琦 says: must put the photo hor

Story goes like this:

I was with people when Velle texted "Are you in jp mac"? Stalker man, haha.

We then took photos lor? Randomly? HAHA

I actually took a lot of nice photos but because of laziness, I decided not to post

HAHAHA

I'm DONE!!!!

Velle be happy!

Sihui, I finally understand how you felt then?

HAHAHAAH! :P

bye

2009-10-20T22:53:00.007+08:00

ARGHHHH!!

I have two fists, so whats the use then?

cool down, chill down..

give me a chill pill please!!!

One word to describe how I feel now: afflicted

bye.

Follow up Day

2009-10-19T22:26:00.011+08:00

I really feel more happier to wake up earlier each day, hahaha!

Last night, I was sleeping so soundly and my sister woke me up and asked me to look at a funny photo, and I was trying to give her a respond by saying something which was simply mumbling something which I can still remember clearly, like talking in my sleep, hmm this shows how bad is to wake someone up! ROAR! Anyway I don't mean it, haha!

Bused 99 to meet huaiqian at nanyang cc kfc, walked over to simyee's house, spent a nice time with them! Especially crapping with huaiqian and looking at simyee's niece, they are fun people wow!

Met hilda at somewhere around nanyang cc but she lost her way, she missed the stop that is needed to alight and alighted at gekpoh, poor thing but quite funny, haha.

Then she came, we lunched at kfc while waited for yiru, jiaxin and limjing!

Waited and played, took photos of me and she didn't let me to take a shot! ROAR!!

Because she saw her photos on my past blog posts, hahahaha!!

Then they came, hahaha then we talked crapped rubbished hmm.

Hilda's production

My production, this is what I drew for hilda, haha!

Paiseh, you need to twist your head a little bit.

LOL look at that lady's red hair, HAHAHAHA!

Had so so so much fun today!

bye! (scroll down for more)

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO VELLE TAN.

Don't ask me why!! LOOK AT THIS!

Part 1

(9:52 PM) VelleTan陈琦: ahahahhaha!
(9:52 PM) VelleTan陈琦: WALAO!@
(9:52 PM) VelleTan陈琦: im chipo
(9:52 PM) VelleTan陈琦: chio*
(9:53 PM) Hui chuen,: hahaha!!!!
(9:53 PM) Hui chuen,: why u say urself chipo!!

Part 2
(10:02 PM) VelleTan陈琦: can post an entry about me not?
(10:02 PM) Hui chuen,: SIAO!!
(10:02 PM) Hui chuen,: waste time and effort
(10:02 PM) Hui chuen,: type ur name chipo?
(10:02 PM) Hui chuen,: HAHAHHHAHAHA
10:02 PM) VelleTan陈琦: HAHAHAHA1
(10:02 PM) VelleTan陈琦: nonono.
(10:02 PM) VelleTan陈琦: say velle is the chioest and cutest girl on earth.
(10:02 PM) Hui chuen,: okok i will post
(10:02 PM) Hui chuen,: happy?
(10:03 PM) Hui chuen,: i will post how u tell me to post, copy and paste the chat log HAHAHAHA!!
(10:03 PM) VelleTan陈琦: YESYESYES!
(10:03 PM) VelleTan陈琦: super happy liao!
(10:03 PM) VelleTan陈琦: HAHAHAHAH!

And finally, spot who is Velle!!

I guess only Sihui recognises?

HAHAHA!

This is called funfair,

why am I doing all these?

WHY!!!

Wasted my time, HAHAHA.

Okayyy!

Velle be happy!

bye!

I love my Mama :)

2009-10-18T14:44:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday, Mama!

She can run faster than me while chasing the bus,and she taught alot of values to me. I got influenced by her that whatever she likes I will like, whatever she dislikes I will also dislike. She is really my noble mother. She occasionally will nag at me, telling me to do house chores and find something to do in life, but eventually she won't take it to her heart, that's why I think she do trust my decisions. I think she is very good at imitating people, haha irritating right, that's why I am her child! HAHA

I wanted to write a thanksgiving card to her but I fail to, hahaha!

Actually I quite dislike that photo with my maama, it was an ugly shot, hahaha!

My cuay look wearing cuay t-shirt, my mama also quite cuay, hahaha!

Friday 16/10/09

Had wd outing at Sentosa.

It was raining cats and dogs in the morning and I was late, walked to toh guan bus stop and took bus 188 to cck, then, transferred bus 300 to sihui's house to prepare stuffs.

Siann!

Lazy to upload anymore!

HAHA, so tired.

Saturday 17/10/09

Went down for service, harvester's meet after that, then, yclm after harvester's meet.

Went for supper with the cls, then trained home!

Oh ya I didn't know it was deepavali so I was somehow traumatized to see bangalas roaming around boon lay control station, it was a shock, HAHAHA!

I am not racist seriously...not all bangalas are bad, some are really good hahaha!

Okay duh, enough of craps and rubbishes.

Shall take a short nap, woke up at 9plus unbelievably.

Fyi: My short nap can be just five minutes, aiseh.

bye!

Consistency

2009-10-15T22:17:00.010+08:00

Proudly presents the ZILIAN photos! (xiushan, not talking about you, hahehahe!)

Shall post one or two, or a few and the others are on facebook! (find yourself man, haha!)

Jp mac again.

My new stead..sihui.. it took me courage to write this man, and this is sooo fictional..obviously.

Wenxin's face screw up, HAHA!

This week has been a hectic one, maybe its all in my mind, but I really planned alot of things till drop dead, now my head is like some foreign hammer knocking on it, super pain to the max' state.

Got super irritated by some things, I mean I am not the victim or the one involved, I got agitated and worried for nothing, sigh sigh sigh!

I felt awkward to see my old friend, in fact I think she didn't notice me..due to the big changes in me..I once was a noob/nerd and thats why.. haha secret.

You cannot judge someone by his/her looks, there was once my mum told me that I fought with a classmate who's a taller than me by around five inches...even her parent saw it and from then on I was called the chili padi..as I was very short in the past! Now I am tall! HAHA

My past is like that photo below, HAHA! Except the fact that I don't have my parting in the center, jeers!!

Kop-ed some overdue photos from beeting mummy's blog, haha.

Fun Fact: Added alot old friends on facebook! They don't know I am me? Should I remain wearing thick black specs, sigh life is unfair, wakakakazxzx

Ok, enough of craps.

Shall go upload pictures on facebook...too lazy to link it so..find yourself!

Hehahehahe!

Wd outing @ sentosa tomorrow!

Sentosa, here I come!

bye

Night Flight- W-inds

2009-10-14T20:34:00.004+08:00

This is an amazing song!

Even thought I fully don't understand the song at all due to lacking of time to check out the lyrics!

I heard this song of other version, and its a big regret that I couldn't find because the other version is of other foreign language which I don't know.

I got no no no time to type much, I got lots and lots of things to plan!

Fail to plan, plan to fail!

bye!!

Why can't I let her know, so that we can carry the burden together, this is unfair to him and to us.. :( life sometimes is unfair..

More than anything

2009-10-12T20:58:00.017+08:00

In Dec 2006, I got to know who is God.
Till now, I never regret for it.

Received sihui's msg yesterday saying from the bible "For when I am weak, I am strong"

The season in me now could be emotions haunting, it could be my past stories bringing up to me, but when I am weak, I am strong. This song plays in me, I will boast in the lord my god!

Today is a good day, I shall prove it because I woke up at 9am!

Set the alarm clock literally the night before and woke up for my breakfast instead of 'brunch', I really love mornings!! I said that my average time of waking up is 11 to 12, seldom see the morning sunshine. I hope this can be consistent till I am old, I aim to wake up at the same time tomorrow!

Catch up with my dear cg for evax this afternoon, I really thank God for them as they made it even in the midst of exams, but not forgetting about others who are giving their best in doing their exams!

After that, sat along with hilda and joyce, started to play with straws, HAHA

Tried to learn how to fold hearts with straws from hilda, no matter how many times we retry, I didn't accomplish what I want, I think I am really not gifted in folding stuffs, apparently in crafts.

They are people who made my day today, although what we did may be stupid, HAHA but its the process that counts (there is this saying that its the thoughts that counts)

Uploaded all the photos as I'm charging my phone via usb cable, hehehe.

Chatted with my mum and sister just now in the morning, we talked about when me and my sister were young, and she mentioned about the funny things that happened.

Haven't had family bonding session for very long, in short I name it FBS, HAHA cool.

I really don't know how to answer when someone would ask "Who will you save first if one day your mom or someone whom you love fall down into the sea"

Stupid question with no depth?

First of all, I pray that this will not happen, secondly if this really happens, I will shout for help as me alone is not enough.

HAHA, random thoughts.

shall go off to check my sermons before I log in to fb.

bye.

P/S: Kelly Clarkson rocks?

When you say nothing at all

2009-10-11T13:38:00.012+08:00

Isn't this nice???? HAHA I edited it, of course!

Thank God for this cl team aka cg =D

Your cg can make your day especially when you are down (:

When you say nothing at all- Ronan Keating

(Chorus)

The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me, there's a truth in your eyes, saying you'd never leave me...

This song rocks a thousand times, get to know the song when I was in primary six but I didn't appreciate this song until now, it runs back to my mind and I decided to learn it with the guitar plucking.

Daniel Choo, guitartutee, here I come!

I love Sundays!

These few days didn't update, these few days my average time of waking up is twelve in the afternoon, but I can feel like my forehead being stoned, can easily feel the pain yeah.

Woke up at 1pm, I hate myself for waking up so late, haha!

I used to wake up at 8am, now....yeah haha.

ITS OKAY!!

This must be a habit and routine for me, must change it!

ITS HARD I KNOW!

Nothing is impossible (((:

bye.

Quiz!

2009-10-07T23:03:00.004+08:00

I have got nothing to post, posted on wd's blog and I feel content now, phew, HAHA.

Thanks wenxin for the quiz, as you know I'm bored and might as well do a quiz here.

Here it is!

1, Are you single or attached ?

- I'm not single(singular), I'm plural, don't laugh!! NO ONE IS LAUGHING :(

2, Do you have a person you like ?
- I like everyone really, they make my day always. (don't know)

3, What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?
- EVERYONE, nice name there.

4, If the person you love and your mom dropped into the sea, who will you save ?
- My MOM! If you ask me to jump down into the sea I dare not, maybe change to lazy pool easier?

7, Will you hug the one you love ?
- Wow so westernized, I hope everyone is willing to hug when they see their loved ones but you could hardly see this in eastern countries, but I see this among my friends so I conclude here, SEE WHO FIRST!! HAHA

8, Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
- Words are nothing, if I say I will, what if one day I don't? I DARE NOT!

9, Are you jealous now ?
- No no no, I'm not, I feel bored now!!!

10, Who is the last person that messaged you ?
- LAZY TO CHECK!! I'm aware that I exceeded the free smses I have though!

11, Do you want babies in the future ?
- Yayaya, I want kittens, puppies and cups.

12, So you prefer MacDonalds, KFC, Long John Silver, Burger King or coffeeshop ?
- I prefer home, everyone whose mom or dad cooks for them, says agree..if is maid, too bad.

13, Did you sniff glue ?
- I smelled during art class unknowingly then I told my mama, in the end nothing happened, I think that glue is not the glue you're talking about?!

14, Do you smoke ?
- Nope and I don't want to either, but I am a passive smoker dead cats go fly kite oh my.. SIGH.

15, If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a two timer, what will you do ?
- Throw that person down into longkang then run away? Ok this is untrue.

16, Which CCA are you in now ?
- I didn't have, i had, all is past tenses.

17, If you're rich, what will you do ?
- Take care of my family, tithe, help the poors, save it. You realize the sequences here.

18, If the one you're in love with held your hand, what will you do ?
- What can I do?? Run away? Anyway holding hands can have many reasons behind it, think until that.....this is another typical question.

19, If the one you love rejects you, what will you do ?
- Don't care also, continue with my life, this is so preoccupying my life.

20, What is/are your favourite cartoon character/s ?
- Every kinds that I watched before.

21, Friendship or love ?
- I shall say friends, friends treat each other with care, to care is to love, this is cool. FRIENDS ROCKS.

22, Cookie Monster or Elmo ?
- BIG BIRD, LOL!

23, Are you using a laptop or computer ?
- None, I'm using a desktop :P

24, Do you like lollipops ?
- Can say, but I dislike it when I have to put it in and pull it out then chew chew chew until it becomes smaller and smaller, at the end of the day, it is just another sweet -.-

25, Do you have a diary ?
- No, laziness strikes, too lazy to write it with my hands, moreover my handwriting tells me not to, HAHA

26, There's an admirer of yours and he/she wont die heart, what will you do ?
- Won't die heart? Cool phrase, I shall not care much, HAHA!

27, If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do ?
- I anything, you? HAHA

28, Are your blur ?
- Ya sometimes I shan't deny!

29 went MIA.

(Well the previous question you asked was "are you blur" and now question 29 went lost, I think the originator of the quiz is also blur, HAHAHA kidding)

30, If you can have your hair dyed, what color would it be ?
- Dull colours, I don't want purple nor red.

31, What is the last person you last chatted on MSN ?
- Gene, talked about important stuffs.

32, How many boys/girls have you beaten before ?
- I didn't beat, I smack!

33, If your boyfriend/girlfriend doesn't love you anymore, what will you do ?
- Go sleep? Go fly kite? Continue with life! (keep quiet, HAHA)

34, What school are you in ?
- Schooless

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HAHA this quiz is really not like facebook notes, but I kind of enjoyed it.

I still feel bored, shan't say anymore!

Anyway I saw my old friend, jiayi on the bus today LOL.

This is random, I missed my friends and my friends missed me, bhb.

bye!

Time is so precious..can I have more? :P

2009-10-07T00:44:00.006+08:00

The good old days, we skipped classes, HAHAHA.

Forgot what class was that, friends friends friends... (:

I don't know what to post, didn't have time to update.

Finally logged in into my friendster again, like how many months I didn't, saw the old photos with school people, they brought me back alot of good memories and times together.

Friends are of great purpose! Friends are great and amazing, therefore I thank God for giving me friends in life!

bye.

where are you? I hope you will appear to me, because you are so precious to me and you just gone missing these few months :(

Just a day

2009-10-05T22:19:00.012+08:00

Had another good time sleeping last night.

Practiced guitar with sihui for the upcoming pm.

Met up at the bus stop near my house then went to the void deck near my house to practice, caught a kitten then sihui bought him food, I know the consequences of feeding cats, they will not be dependent on themselves but the kitten was really hungry, moreover kittens need alot of nutrition and care. Haha, no offence to people who are afraid of cats.

With wenxin, yesterday.

I think we had a fruitful time practicing the songs, thank God for her that she practiced so many songs just for three songs. Another test for me, sighhhh but nevermind.

Yeahh that's all, I'm very sleepy again.

NEED TO DO OTHER THINGS! ;D

bye.

Faster and faster

2009-10-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

CRAZY PHOTOS, kop-ed from sihui's bloggie.

Enjoyed my sleeping last night, I think because I was too tired.

Woke up at around 11plus then had my brunch, supposed to be my breakfast and I think my mama is happy to save the money for dinner. I then asked my mama about lantern festival then she cut mooncake for me. Start to plan stuffs at 2plus till 4plus, tired to the maximum state, then wenxin came over to my house awhile then brought mac to her house and eat, watched tv then went back to my house, LIFELESS HAHA.

I made sure she did study, and please, her sister is specially good in her studies and I reckon she will discipline her, in another way I thank her sister for being her sister, HAHA.

She came my house then we sang songs, hop blog etc.

All photos are stored in her camera, didn't really take that much photos.

I'm very tired again, ahhhh no one is at home and I'm boring because I finished everything that is supposed to be done!

I added alot of my old friends in facebook, feel so happy ;D

bye.

Organising things

2009-10-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

Was talking about organising my study table, cause its so many things around I can say and not effective to plan stuffs, nevermind, shall see it coming to pass soon hopefully.

Now at Sihui's house, practiced worship with her become webcaming hahaha, then took video also, lols.

Now at cck, going back to je later which is my house, think its going to be quite fast.

Wearing her house tee shirt HAHA.

Service today rocks, I like the praise!

shall stop here, bye!

Crazzzzy thing

2009-10-02T19:07:00.031+08:00

Yesterday I went over to regina's house for westd pm!

I felt really nervous to lead worship but I learned alot from her and also after evaluating the whole thing.

We squeezed in her house, I think approximately 34pax, haha!

Craziness strikes! SHOES ALL OVER! There were more at the corner.

Pretty.

Cls short meeting after pm, evaluated and stuffs.

Went over to coffee shop and dined with sihui, crystal, eugene and yeetat.

Bused home then!

Met up wenxin at my house void deck just now at 4plus.

She passed me cyn's wallet, hahaha then we went over to shumi's bubble shop to buy bubble tea. I saw my special friend again, we high five with her! COOL! Don't ask me why I think is cool when you normally do that with your friends, I say she's special. Walked over to a coffee shop near my house, then bought a packet of fries for 2 bucks, well done haha! Then we sat down at my house's void deck.

After eating drinking crapping laughing, we went up to yuhua cc again! HAHA

Yuhua cc is a place we go to take photos, haha the scenery is nice and the place is big! LOOK DOWN! And I'm fortunate to be living near wenxin, HAHA

LOOK WHAT WE DID THERE, HAHA

My great photography skills. doing magic for wenxin.

Look at this, we wanted to do magic and instead I fell down, HAHA.

After doing stuns and rubbishes, wenxin came over to my house!

Today is really exceptional, she needed the toilet and her slippers are spoilt so I had no choice, haha I didn't do my bed today, didn't tidy up the place, and she came! PAISEH TO THE MAXIMUM STATE. LOL HAHA.

Wenxin is the luckier one, haha and we took video, this is exciting.

Look at the picture, taken in my room, look at the thingy on my head, HAHEHAHE.

I thank God for a friend like wenxin too!

Taught her how to google, lol random.

It took me decades to upload this, finally.

HAHA, watch and keep comments to yourself, we were entertaining ourselves yes its funfair! :D

bye.

Rubbish talk craps prawns fishes.

2009-09-30T21:32:00.011+08:00

My patience has its limit. (haha)

Saw it on facebook!

Actually used it as my profile pic in fb, then now my profile pic is with my dmm.

Took it during camp!

Pigged out last night!

I ate alot of sushi, my sister brought home those sushi and she said she didn't want to eat so in the end........I finished it! HAHA

I don't want to say this but this morning I went in and out of the toilet, probably because of last night's sushi, funfair to the max! HAHEHAHE

Thank God that I wasn't down with diarrhoea just now, most irritating is that I forgot to bring my planning book along when I went out! How important it is, I wrote all the points inside then at last, I forgot to bring! LOL, luckily I manage to recall what I wrote inside.

I think life's getting boring without my hamsters, sigh I really want them back!

I keep forgetting their absences and literally walk up to their cages then realise they died.

Trying hard to forget them, I'm hinting my sister to buy new hamsters, hahahaha and her answer wasn't what I wanted! She's a clown, this morning she passed me alot packets of strepsils and told me to chew on them, hahaha random.

Sister came back home yesterday to share her grandmother story with me, she said she saw a guy who was peeping her and her friend, then for the very second time that uncle walked up to her and she didn't know it was him, then the uncle asked for her favor to light up a cigar for him, then he told my sis "You don't mind? I was the one peeping at you two that time." My sister nearly bashed him up LOL then her friend pulled her back. This is scary, that uncle is an ultimate stalker and please make sure he stays away from me, my family and my friends. I think he needs some time to reflect on his lifeless life, pathetically, well.

I pray pray pray pray pray hard that my handphone bill won't arrive! Best is that the mobile company will be down with problem then don't need to generate my bill, like the expenses etc. Every month I have to worry over this, but in the end it comes out to be fine, well thank God.

Finally like finally, I got mooncakes in my house!!

Can't wait to cut them and celebrate the festival! I CAN'T WAIT!

p.s: When's lantern festival?

HAHAHA sian sian sian!

Something's wrong with my mental calendar!

Wenxin, I decided to spam mac after celebrating lantern festival, HAHA.

This is the time when we can pig out and stay longer together, once in a while.

And I don't think I can gobble up so many salty fries and oily nuggets/mcwing/mchicken/mcspicy or whatever! So the conclusion is that I decided not to spam mac, HAHA funfair.

Anyway today went to meet ivy, gladys came along like LOL.

WHOO, so happy for ivy!

Then hilda waited for me, I asked her to wait for me in a joking manner, then she really waited for me, so good LOL made me so ....paiseh plus shy only, HAHA actually is guilty, LOL

Went up to the lift there then keep laughing for nothing? HAHA.

After that went home.

October is when? Tomorrow?

I am so excited! I am so going to pig out this month due to lantern's festival and mother's birthday, going to shokudo restaurant with sister and mother, can't wait for that moment when I don't have to settle for my own meal, HAHA, maybe to sing ktv after that with them, hmm I can't win them in singing, my family members are gifted in musical talent and I'm called the lousiest one, HAHEHEHA.

ANALOGY (did this out of extreme boredom)

Let me explain why they are so gifted.

Oh no, oh man, oh gosh, oh lao tian ye, the guitar's out of tune!!

Knock knock knock, I'm knocking on daddy's door, and I ask if he's willing to tune the guitar for me. He then help me to tune it, continue practice on my guitar, oh man whats this chords it looks so like spaghetti, nevermind shall wait for sister to come back to show me by example. "Eh jiejie, let's sing songs"! "Aiya juan, I think you have to work on your falsetto and your catching of the rhythm, sing with more groove come on your singing sucks!" Groaned at her, nevermind she spoiled my mood, shall watch tv with my mother, oh she's watching a singing competition for the golden ages people. "Mama you look at that auntie, HAHAHA she very cute neh!" I exclaimed. "I think she needs to project her voice better" she commented and demonstrated it.

God I pray for my family that you will keep them lively and talkative, although inner conflicts is living in us now but I want to lift this imperfect family up to your hands that although I am imperfect, I can still rely on your given strength and by your grace, we can do all things, in Jesus' almighty name I pray, Amen.

okay nothing to say here already,

bye.

Bring The Rain

2009-09-29T22:12:00.008+08:00

Bring the Rain- Mercyme

I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You
Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It's never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you, oh Lord
My only shelter from the storm
But instead I draw closer through these times
So I pray

Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain

I am Yours regardless of
The dark clouds that may loom above
Because You are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me
By suffering Your destiny
So tell me what's a little rain
So I pray

Holy, holy, holy
Is the Lord God Almighty

Good old song, I have a good shelter.

Peace be with me, we should put down the things that are hindering us and make time to seek the Ultimate. I need peace in my life!

I don't afraid if I go through down times, I am prepared for the rain, because there is only one shelter in my life. I am therefore assured and content.

Stupidest joke/quote.

I am nobody, nobody is perfect, therefore I am perfect -unknown

HAHA, so not realistic.

I missed them, badly.
I want a time machine, I want to twist back to the times I didn't have to carry so much problems and enjoy myself with them. But even though in reality I can't, I shall not be disheartened. I still prefer my life now, at least I feel that I'm not doing something aimlessly :)

Bye!

Time and Money

2009-09-28T23:01:00.018+08:00

Don't kill me!! HAHAHA

I know you believe that time and money is important in this world, you can't survive without money and you need to rush in time every now and then. Time is running fast to me lately, I can't catch up with time, if only I could learn time management but I think its not about learning or something, its about our principles in life. Punctuality is pretty important, it isn't good to let others to wait for you right, I mean I am not trying to indirectly commenting about someone but I spent my time on something great today! I realised that I had let go of my precious time and money for something great!

Went to jp to accomplish my task, it was tedious but I have great people around me to play with! Went to jp park with sihui and eugene then sihui's father fetched us home. Took photos on his father's car, hahehahe.

Really funfair on uncle's car, there wasn't much red lights lor!! We waited for the light to turn red so we can take a nice picture and it ended up all not that nice, hahaha at least we had taken some photos! HAHEHAHE.

I have an uncle who worked with her father before, then sihui asked her dad if he knows my uncle, but he responded like he never seen my uncle before, super funfair plus funny lol! I totally sian diao, rofl. I went home to have my dinner, super full to the max, then started doing stuffs from 8 plus till just now, wow.

Photos taken on last Saturday, 26/09

I think that's all.

This morning my pimple bleed like a running tap, I didn't know it was bleeding until I saw the stains on the tissue paper. HAHA, then called out for my mama!! She used the herbal oil with the cotton bud, then she pointed it directly into my pimple and pressed it, WALAO LIKE ELECTRIC CURRENT FLOWED THROUGH! SUPER PAIN TO THE MAX, of course I shouted ouchhh! Then she said another time then okay, I bear with it then begged her to stop, wanna try try see see? First time ever so pain, hahaha great experience.

After enduring the pain, I feel that its getting better, hmm.

Watched tv, wah the show nice really! But I don't know what show is that, LOL.

shall stop here, I'm bored!

bye.

难忘

2009-09-27T21:25:00.005+08:00

想要放开，又觉得很难。当我一个人度过是，我会和他们一起玩，虽然我每次被他们攻击，可是我好疼爱他们。一只走了，另外一只也更这去世了。我每一次都会更他们说话，把他们当作是我的家人使得，什么都说。我知道我是满白痴的，可是当我更他们说话时，至少他们能感觉到我的陪伴。真的好现实哦，他们两个终究是要和彼此在一起，我不晓得他们没有像人一样有思想，所以我也没有像这样多。只是我的日子会显得很无聊，除非我姐姐愿意在养宠物可是我们必须要知道养宠物的开销是很大的。不管他在养多少只，我不会忘记他们，养过了很多只可是我敢说我真的放了很多心思在他们的身上。

我不想用英文来沟通，因为我原本不是从英文家出生的。我也可以说我的华文不这么流利。真搞不懂有些父母们，明知道自己的英文很不到那种专业水准，还敢用那种烂英文来更自己的孩子沟通。我不知道你们这们想，可是你知道语言是个很重要的科目，如果这也做不好，将来长大会更难打好基础的。我觉得我的华文退步许多，也是蛮没脸见人，在我家人当中我永远是最笨，长不大的一个人，反震我自己不认同！

今天是星期天，也是许多店的休息天，我需要办好一件事，于是我匆匆忙忙的去了一间店，那间店买的东西全部都有特别促销，平均每样物品才一块钱。我一直在找我要的东西，终于买下了他们，希望我可以找到另外一样就可以完成我的计划了。我不想说，可是我看到了好多印度人，外来劳工，我就开始打喷嚏，好烦感哦，我并不看不起他们，可是那瞬间我好辛苦。

我看到我的小学朋友，但他们并不人的我，我像是应为我没戴眼镜的关系。我也没忘了她这么对我，我辈欺负应为他，这是个很难忘的回忆，就像我很不想做的梦。

好吧，就到这里，利用华文来传达我的心是好难得一见事。希望我能考试及格，已经很久很久我没有写字了，我想我也忘了七七八八，哎哟！

Rotting

2009-09-25T21:48:00.006+08:00

Today stayed at home the whole day! I can't imagine that, but this is a fact!

Due to yesterday's incident, I'm commanded to stay at home today, like kind of pissed but nevermind.

House is getting more quieter without the presence of him, I have no one to play with.

Played badminton with the laojiangs yesterday at nanyang cc, went home after that.

I've no idea why I can still dream with my eyes open in the middle of the night, hahahaha this is scary to me.

The book of Deuteronomy, click to see bigger (I specially love chapter 13&14)

Reminiscence, last's year christmas with Huaiqian @ Shannon's house.

Now is like going to christmas again.

Time don't wait for us, this is too singlish hahaha.

Nothing to say here already, bye bye

时间过得很快，想到去年和她共同的日子，好想念她哦。

我们一起玩，一起吃苦和一起笑，现在的我和现在的她已变成了两个世界的人。

好想她，我的好朋友。

我也希望她没有忘记我。

Wild Wild Wet

2009-09-23T23:18:00.017+08:00

Went to wild wild wet today.

Before that went over to jp ljs and meet regina!

Saw Quansheng's cousin, Amanda who is also my friend, haha!

Then saw Yeetat's friend, Glenn on the train. HAHA

Finally we got to play the skyrider today, wah it was super fun to the max, not scary at all just kind of stress when you sit on it. Played ularlah for many times and went down to the lazy pool and tsunami, super shiok to the max as today totally no people, there is but not really much that we have to queue up to play the ularlah! We played till the time when everyone is cleared, haha then bathed! Ate justacia, wah super hungry to the max!

Saw mascots so we took picture with them, they're cute!! SO CUTE!

Justacia!

With panda aka sihui.

Me, Dora and Panda.

Dmm team aka cg!

Stupid face, HAHAHA!

Stupid flash, hehehaha.

This is nice?

Speechless, bohahaha.

I don't like blogger's function, I think it's lousy, they need to improve and upgrade like facebook, you can use java to upload faster! ROAR!

Haha, I'm excited!

Bye!

The people around me

2009-09-22T21:04:00.016+08:00

Woke up this morning and had a heavy breakfast.

Mum cooked for the breakfast. she said she wants to save up money.

I do agree sometimes she is stingy, hahahehe!

Not only I said that, my sister also shares the same point of view.

No matter how many weaknesses my family members have including myself, I think God created us to be weak, not strong, weak in a way that we are not perfect. If we have too many strengths over weaknesses, we will tend to be prideful, and of course we can't overtake God. Hahehaheha.

Act yi ge shy you mei you wor.

Kan kan kan zhe bian!

Act yi ge cute

Nurul Gekfiah Bt Kimnokuniya (HAHAHA this is fictional, she's my dear sister in christ, gekkim)

Give me that zhuai look for what! HAHA

Wa hot liao, lantern going to burn, HAHAHAHA!!!

Last photo, oh who's that she looks so familiar? The prettiest ever? OH THAT'S ME!

WAKAKAKAZX

Anyway surprisingly I updated facebook photos for yesterday's picnic!

Catch it out yo!

Wd5 picnic photos@facebook

I reached home as early as six just now, I mean six at night.

Felt so nothing to do so I went down to cycle around.

Saw a special friend of mine, can say she's my neighbor as I saw her in the neighborhood! She is so special that we communicate through sign language, yes she's mute but this doesn't mean she is abnormal. The first thing we did was, high five! I thought that it is cool, even if you have disability or weaknesses, you can overcome it.

As I cycled along the road, I thought of the unhappy thoughts in me and had been always wanting to vent it out, so I increased the speed you know, like fool, hahahaha! Then nearly bang on car, wah God bless! You won't want to travel to nuh, right?! -__-

Mama messaged this: Come back for dinner, I cooked dinner for you.

And she asked: Give me back my dinner money!

That's why I said she is stingy, hahahahehehe!

The fact is that I spent it away, anyway she gave me four bucks, how you expect me to survive ? Wakakakakazx!

By the way, I didn't spent it on meals/foods, I spent it on others more meaningful!

I still wonder how I gonna explain the dinner money that I spent it on some meaningful stuffs which she will never understand unless she knows the fruit of the spirit in the bible, bohahahaha.

HOW HOW HOW, nevermind, I trust that she will forget! Can try to physco her, then her mind will wander off from the money thingy!

TOMORROW GOING TO WILD WILD WET for the second time, lol.

Going with my dmm team.

October is coming!!!!!!

Today's date is I HAD FORGOTTEN!

Wahahaha, bohahaha, wakakakazxzx.

That's all, bye!

Cg outing @ Jurong Lake Park

2009-09-21T20:59:00.039+08:00

Charging my phone as its battery is dead, I can upload photos taken today in the meantime.

Multi-tasking too, looking forward to www on wednesday, hahaha!

I love my cg and dmm mates, I'm always like that, I only love them when I look forward to something, hahahahehehe, super funfair.

Okay, had picnic cg this afternoon at the jurong lake park, thought of saving up bus fare, so since our picnic is at lakeside, i cycled there.

I'm fishing, Wenxin look!! (you've always been wanting to stand beside me right??! WAIT TILL LANTERN OK?)

Eh Regina, paiseh! I did it on purpose, xD

HAHAHAHA, this is fake -_-

My classic smile since young, hahahahehehehe! take a look at my baby photo first!

This is lame okay, watch it and keep comments to yourself.

HAHAHA, super lame.

Evelyn as the ghost, LOL.

In this video: Henrysim, evelyn, guean and jiayang.

WAKAKAKAZXZX

that's all, I want to dream big for God!

Everybody jump around! (my blog song, hahaha!)

okay, byebye!

Nothing Is Impossible

2009-09-20T17:19:00.009+08:00

Service yesterday, udmm after service, did stats then went to justacia for dinner with people.

Have nothing to say much, maybe because I lost inspiration in blogging.

Siansation is found in blogger, but my mental dictionary does not explain such word.

You see here, I am crapping and I must well crap more to increase the number of words typed.

My white hamster got one baluku on its eyes, I bet she jump too much then bang onto the water bottle, funfair.

After some of them left home, we went to slack awhile outside pc bunk.

Plastic notes, no big deal, it still broke eventually.

Humans are like this, we break down too. HAHA I feel I'm typing crap again.

Paiseh, my face like -___-

Do not say about my hand is too ...... or something!

HAHA

Ya, my photos are limited.

The song blind by lifehouse describes how I feel towards my family.

"I was young, but I wasn't naive"

Maybe I can rephrase it.

"I'm still young, but I'm not naive"

Okay, young because I'm youngest in my family!

Anticipating for my mama's birthday, gonna pig out with sister and her, going to sister's restaurant and then maybe spend some money, anyway the money does not come from me, that's why I look forward to it. I'm well taken care, right? Money money fly fly here and there, okay okay, I also look forward to mooncake festival, another time to pig out with my dear wenxin along with the lantern, I can't wait for camp!

Think carefully.

Emotions, Authorities, Consequences.

I think I really received alot in udmm!

bye!

Boredom

2009-09-18T20:05:00.010+08:00

Okay, photos up here.

Went out with Lixuan and Ee En to IMM.

Walked around and had ljs.

These photos are taken on Monday, hehehe.

bye, too lazy to write anything, hehehehehahaha.

BORING POST EVER!

2009-09-16T22:58:00.004+08:00

Totally no motivation to write this post!

But very passionate to do quiz!

50 Little Secrets .
Be honest no matter what .
Then tag at least 10 friends .

Quiz tagged by Ken!! ;D

01. Who was your last text from ?
- Cynthia goh!!

02. Where was your default picture taken?
- The tiny one, inside the je entertainment centre.

03. Your relationship status ?
- Taken by Jesus Christ.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend ? What is close friend ?
- Ya, someone whom you spent quality time with.

05. What is your current mood ?
- I'm kind of tired, but I'm happy enough.

06. How many siblings do you have ?
- Just one.......... is enough, haha.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names ?
- Maryyyyyyy.

08. Where do you wish you were right now ?
- Huh, I am already content with where am I now.

09. Have a crazy side ? What do you think ?
- Just be cheerful and optimistic.

10. Ever had a near death experience ?
- Wow cool, I don't think so!

11. Something you do a lot ?
- Joke, laugh, eat, sleep.

12. Angry at anyone ? Angry at who ?
- Nopeeee, maybe I can say I'm upset.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like ?
- Never thought of that.

14. When was the last time you cried ?
- Hmmm couldn't remember.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for ?
- Yeahh.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep ?
- Oooooh, I'm falling asleeeeep! (Idk how to answer this question -__-)

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?
- Mother.

18. What is your favourite song ?
- Yesterday Once More

19. What are you doing right now ?
- Doing this while doing some other admin stuffs, multitasking siol!

20. Who do you trust right now ? (Name all of them)
- God

- Family

- Friends

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- Ip zone

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week ?
- Nopeeeee.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you ?
- WENXIN!!! (cross the traffic light and pass by a few blocks)

- Fongyee^^ (just opposite, haha)

- JINGMEI!! (around two bus stops)

- Chinhoe ;D (around two bus stops)

24. Describe your life in one word ?
- Fulfilling!

25. Who are you thinking of right now ?
- Seriously no one, bohahah.

26. What should you be doing right now ?
- Nothing really, hehe.

27. What are you listening to ?
- Dao Xiang, Jay Chou

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug ?
- Can't remember leh

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u ?
- I can't remember lol, even it is, just forget about it lah!

30. Do you act differently around the person you like ?
- Noooo, why must I, haha!

31. What is your natural hair color ?
- Blackkkkk.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh ?
- My mother.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad ?
- Nobody!

34. What do you hear ?
- I hear music and nothing (totally indulged in songs now)

35. Is your hair curly or straight ?
- Not that curly but neither that straight, neutral!

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before ?
- Nope, that's not my style, bohaha.

37. Do you have a best friend(s) ?
- Yeahh.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days ?
- Nopeee.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer ?
- Yeahhhhha.

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle ?
- Nopeee.

41. Are you happy with life right now ?
- Yesssssss.

42. Are you jealous right now ?
- Nopeee.

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing ?
- Nah, no money no talk!

44. What were you doing on Friday night ?
- Can't rmbbbbb leh.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
- Nopeeee.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart ?
- Eh ask them???

47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now ?
- Somehow somewhat

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for ?
- My pet?? HAHA

49. How late did you stay up last night and why ?
- Over 2plus

50. Tag ten people? (I randomly pick the names that come across my mind)
- Wenxin

- Sihui

- Huaiqian

- Aiwen

- June

- Beeting

- Ken

- Diana

-Yanying

- Sinyee

OKAY SO BORING!!

I'm sleepy now!

but I'm not sleeping yet.

bye!

SIANSIANSIAN!!!!

Blessings in disguise

2009-09-15T22:27:00.009+08:00

Kop-ed from facebook again, ya this is taken in the train with beeting.

I got possessed by Mas Selamat, I'm limping like nobody's business.

Okay, at least I don't bomb countries, hahahaha!

Sometimes I get very pekcek by things, especially the devil's doings.

Anyway my sister forced me to get out from my chair, I couldn't stand up in the first place as my sore feet is injured badly, the veins inside is almost like haywire, bohahaha.

Then she brought me to bpp, aka the bukit panjang plaza to buy her shoes for working, no joke as her shoes cost her over sixty bucks. She wanted to bring me to starbucks, I had two options, one is bubble tea and starbucks, but I chose bubble tea. I don't want to daylight rob her can, starbucks costs like a hundred bucks to me.

Yup, meanwhile she said she want to go for a haircut, as today is her off day.

I reluctantly bused to je with her, then she realised the salon she always go is closed today -_- Well, there are still others salon so she went to this salon which is small and isolated, but the lady is good enough to joke, haha.

I went home then, she went off to bugis to settle her job stuffs.

My mother brought me to the hawker and have dinner, I think today is somehow special to me, I spent time with my family members, like once in a blue moon for my mother. I realised I was talking all the way, I seldom have so much topics to touch on whenever I'm with my family, but today is exceptional.

I thank God for today!

I HATE MY FEET.

This time round is totally not normal, is my sore feet, not at the side, hahaha funfair right. If you are keen to know how I injured my leg, I shall say, I didn't fall of course! It'd be so embarrassing, thank God, hahaha!

Okay I shall stop here, I still wondering how to start westd blogpost without any pictures, nevermind I will wait.

bye.

Siansation

2009-09-14T23:06:00.001+08:00

I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY RELUCTANT TO POST TODAY!
SHALL NOT POST ANYTHING, HAHAHA.
WHEN SIANSATION COMES IN, NOTHING CAN BEAT LAZINESS!
LIFE SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS, I'D RATHER SPENT THE TIME ON WESTD BLOG INSTEAD, SINCE ITS LIKE DECADES WE HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING. :)

Thank You Eugene and Quansheng for the diy model, hahaha!
I don't think you will read this but I think its the thought that counts.
Thank You dmm mates aka caregroup for making my day.
Serious, laughters and quality time.
I'm looking forward to outreach, shepherding and caregroup!

Examine the Problem

2009-09-13T11:48:00.017+08:00

Photo featuring: Sihui the Panda, Huaiqian the Dora, ME and Quansheng the BlackPig! (regina and eugene can't see, haha)
Fongyee tagged me this in facebook, I saw the smile on our faces and I come to realise that we are not serving on our own, God places dmm mates with me! I heart them okay.
Something must be said has been told and I'm feeling relaxed now.
While other people were waiting for Regina last night, I spent my night with Huaiqian.
The times with her will be like a photo album, memorable.
Of course the times with my dmm people and also cg members!!
This photo was taken at Sherwan's house function, hahaha, while waiting for cl's pm to start.

Service was cool to the max yesterday!
Not one point I'm convicted, but the whole sermon.
Nonetheless, few days before I rather felt that I have to rebuild something in my life.

Thanks Ivy and Lynn for coming yesterday also, hahaha!

Beeting and Lynn

Took alot of photos few days back, kop-ed them from facebook, bohahaha!

Cynthia and Guean

Guean and Gladys

Sihui, you're gotta be famous! Wakakaka!

Alright, I am dead bored as I'm waiting for my phone to charge.
I responded yesterday, I really mean it to want to solve the problems I have.
Not personal, more of family.
Now I understand, because I never examine the root problem.
I am getting used to it and I have no motivation to solve it, to seek God for the answer.
And I have to be aware of facing opposition if I want to rebuild something!

Arms open wide...to You my lord.
Our attitude sometimes..anointing flows, bohaha.
We are not typical teens, we are extraordinary in the kog :)
bye!

Jump Around!

2009-09-11T17:49:00.018+08:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH THE SONG CALLED JUMP AROUND BY PLANETSHAKERS!

I'm feeling reluctant to write the post, had been caught up with many things and even I had the time to post, I am too lazy to post!
Life's been hectic, I don't have the time to enjoy what I always do and I need to adapt to the kind of life I'm living now! Been feeling moody and wearied lately, I need to let off my emotions and chill out a little bit! I know I'm gonna be fine, as I am always fine! Shall see if I'm going to beach next week to chill out, I've been always wanting to go but I've no idea why I didn't get to. I can just go there at night even if in the morning and afternoon I'm very busy, I need some personal time with someone too! The someone is of course, human!

My mind is empty, here comes the photos then!
A picture speaks a thousand words! SAVE MY ENERGY FOR OTHER DAYS!

HAHA, notice the name on the medicine syrup, can't stop laughing!

Cute Yanying and me!

BEST OF THE BEST, CANDID PHOTOS! Hc's production.

Yeah, shall do the update some other days again!
Feeling very bored now!
bye!

A day out with hammie

2009-09-08T19:19:00.006+08:00

I dreamed of my hammie last night, haha!
Waited for my sister to wake up then we cabbed down to the clinic called 'Mount Pleasant Animal Medical Centre' at Sunset Way Clementi.
Went there with dajie and jiejie.
I felt extraordinary weird can, there were dogs and cats too but I enjoyed my time playing with the dogs, bohahaha!
There's this cute little hairy dog and guess whats its name? Its name is elmo, LOL HAHA I COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING!
The dogs made my day.
There's this golden retriever dog, when he sees other dogs he get very high, haha!
Then he barked like nobody's business, gave everyone in the clinic a scare, cause his bark is____classic!

Like after a few decades, the doctor called out my hammie's name!
We chiong in can, chualala!
Then the doctor examined my hamster's tumor, she is a nice doctor anyway!
My hammie's fidgeted.
She asked about my hammie and also about his tumor, so we gave her the details.
But she said he is too weak to go through surgery. "I think your hamster will be drop dead before even the surgery starts when I give him injection, because its too weak". She said it in a funny way.
She gave us tips on how to handle him, she told us to change the bedding, instead of using wood shaves, use kitchen cloths as its bedding.
Meanwhile she prescribed my hammie medicine, there are three in total that includes vitamins, antibiotic and also for its wound.
Next week bringing hammie back to checkup, kind of clown but its worth it.

GET WELL SOON!
Don't die lar! :(

Going for dinner alone can, my mama going out with her friends, well done.
bye!

Who Says I'm Weak?!?!

2009-09-07T20:57:00.015+08:00

Peng tagged me @ facebook!
In this photo(from the left): Farhan, Amir, Vivian, Janet, Daniel, Yiliang, Mengngi, Elaine, Peng, Shirley and Me!!!!
This photo was taken at the zoo, hehehe! (don't laugh!!)
I have uploaded photos, scroll down!! (please read the post also okay!)

Turned off at 4am this morning, woke up at 7plus.
I had a big discussion with my sister during midnight, whether to treat hammie or not.
We know that we have to pay the big price to get it treated, to be logical, it is a waste to spend the hard earned money on hammie. If you want to talk about emotionally, we want to get it treated because we want hammie to live a better life, even he only have a few more months to go as you know hamsters live for at more 2-3 years.
Oh ya, thanks to the people who concern for me.
I thought over it, I cannot always let this thing to preoccupy my emotional life.
I lost focus of many things since my hammie's tumor is deteriorating.
And who says I'm weak? Nobody says that, so I should be strong!
I would like to thank God for my sister, she works from morning till night and the money doesn't come easily, yet she did not hesitate but agreed on the condition. Another person I would like to thank is my mother, she is willing too! Every one has a kind heart, I believe in that, not every one is born to be bad or what.

I once said before, I am very tardy in doing things!
Should be meeting westd to travel down for pm at 9.30am, but I turned out to be late for the meeting, hence I travelled down with eugene instead. Asked him to kindly take 157 from boon lay control so I can walk to the bus stop that is just a few blocks and roads away from my house. I thought I was going to miss the bus so I sprang towards the bus stop, however I manage to catch the bus where eugene is on, hahaha I feel that I'm a fool!!
Finally we reached the Sherwood Towers beside bukit timah shopping centre, like after thousands year like that, hahah!

After pm, shepherd-ed cynthia while the others had their zth (zeroes to heroes)
Everything ended then, we walked to the hawker centre and have our fills. I mixed with friends whom I seldom go with, glad that today is such a fruitful day! Best thing is what you know? Best thing is that I reached home at 4 in the afternoon!! Pat on my shoulders! Had dinner at home and I missed mama's cooking! Had a short nap just now, in fact I think I shouldn't have naps, as I don't feel awake at all! Give me a tight slap, I reckon I can't sleep for days after that, bohahahaha *grins*

Conclusion: Composition confirm pass one lah!!! Hahehahehahe!! (stupid, blogger's so slow in uploading the photos, my patience has its limit and its getting on my nerves!!! ROFL, kidding)

Below again, Regina's birthday card making. (Part 2)

Proudly presents: CANDID (for the benefit of sihui, fair advantage)

Wenxin do you know it took me decades to upload your photo?
Exactly like a _ _ t _ l u_ _. HAHA

Okay okay, I have to stop here!
bye!